ok poeple.
if you are going to read this than you should know that i am one fucked up girl with mental problems.lol.
i live inside my own world with no one in it, well, okay maybe a few but not very many. i like to create my own world b/c i don't HAVE TO FACE REAL REALITY. everyday inside my world i am let free of all my thoughts. but when i come back to reality, so do they. in my world, i am free and i don't have to face real world problems or think about suicide.
what i look like:
5'5
long brown blonde hair(i wanna change it to red-orange)
blue green eyes
goth
black fingernails
and i guess average
things that i like/love:
metal bands
crows(of course)
piegons
squirells
poeple with a good attitude, good sence of humor
black cats
dogs
tattoes
graveyards
blood
sk8ter bois
goth bois
bitting poeple
knives
guns
swords
wicca
realwitches
and so much other shit
bands i love and can't live without:
likin park(can't live without em)
seether
tool
disturbed
saliva
three days grace
slipknot
mushroomhead
garbage
korn
limp bizkit
radio head
deftones
a perfect circle
evanescence
cold
metallica
nirvana
drowning pool
the cranberries
taproot
smile empty soul
alanis moressette
system of a down
Kitti
incubus
the offspring
and soo many more i can't think of right now
things i hate:
myself
preps
posers
parents
therapists
pressure
poeple who think they are all that and they are not
poeple who only look at how good you look
and soo much more
some friends on this website that i think you should check out:
fallenangel590
darkside
darkillusion590
darkendwith69
Dark Crow
Demented Crow
Punk Boy
Death Boy
Death-inside
BlazingNight590
iloveLMN
Phenuxknight
avalan kazan
if you are going to read this than you should know that i am one fucked up girl with mental problems.lol.
i live inside my own world with no one in it, well, okay maybe a few but not very many. i like to create my own world b/c i don't HAVE TO FACE REAL REALITY. everyday inside my world i am let free of all my thoughts. but when i come back to reality, so do they. in my world, i am free and i don't have to face real world problems or think about suicide.
what i look like:
5'5
long brown blonde hair(i wanna change it to red-orange)
blue green eyes
goth
black fingernails
and i guess average
things that i like/love:
metal bands
crows(of course)
piegons
squirells
poeple with a good attitude, good sence of humor
black cats
dogs
tattoes
graveyards
blood
sk8ter bois
goth bois
bitting poeple
knives
guns
swords
wicca
realwitches
and so much other shit
bands i love and can't live without:
likin park(can't live without em)
seether
tool
disturbed
saliva
three days grace
slipknot
mushroomhead
garbage
korn
limp bizkit
radio head
deftones
a perfect circle
evanescence
cold
metallica
nirvana
drowning pool
the cranberries
taproot
smile empty soul
alanis moressette
system of a down
Kitti
incubus
the offspring
and soo many more i can't think of right now
things i hate:
myself
preps
posers
parents
therapists
pressure
poeple who think they are all that and they are not
poeple who only look at how good you look
and soo much more
some friends on this website that i think you should check out:
fallenangel590
darkside
darkillusion590
darkendwith69
Dark Crow
Demented Crow
Punk Boy
Death Boy
Death-inside
BlazingNight590
iloveLMN
Phenuxknight
avalan kazan
- Last seen on Jan 11 10:09 PM 2006. Member since April 28, 2004.
- I'm a lapisLazuli dream poet for 309 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "insecurity and pain is the only path i know.......".
- I am a 15 year old girl (carrollton)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a hiding i a corner to get away from myself, and wondering when i'll die...
- Visit my homepage at i don't have one ....get ur own u mortal!!
- I am in the groups the wiccan arts
- I have 309 comments, 51 poems
My Poetry
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Blody corpses on the floor
And I'm screaming your name -
want me to be feminine -
my addiction for you is breath taking
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avalan kazan on February 27, 2005anuther insadent with fire you may like to know about is when me an my m8s went in this abandond wherehose an ther was a big tub of crude oil so we stuk some sticks in it so they had the oil on them an lit thi sticks my m8 was spinnin one of the sticks and a blob of flaming oil came flyin of an landed in the barrel lukaly it was in a stune room and just burnt it's self out lol well i'll talk to you next time im on
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TwistedBeauty on January 16, 2005Awe you deleted bleha (I think I got that right). It looked funny but oh well. I still have a lot of cathing up to do on yours and hillarys and chris poems. Loves ya lots
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crow69 on January 5, 2005oh that list, b/c i had forgotten about it but i'll add u in. lol you were caught in a tent when it was on fire....lol. and ur shoes got burned......lol. 3 months.....whoa. thats alot of time lol.
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avalan kazan on January 3, 2005my m8s tent was the best though cuz it was highly flameble so we had a bonfire in the bit that u sit outside an the tent went up like that... i was inside so i jumpd out the side piece an melted the soles of my shoes...well kinda i ended up with no grip on the bottem of them lolmy m8 was grounded for 3 months
