Crimsonx1xtears• Show poetry

Im a very shy and laid back person.
Im a Juggalette! Whoop Whoop! Wicked clownz bitches!!!
Down with the clown till im dead in the fuckin ground!






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What you gonna do, What you gonna say
Bitches steppin up, Hatin cause your gay
I know what I am, and Im fuckin proud
Hold my head up high, and I'll scream it loud.
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Axe Murdererz  We dont die
Serial Killaz We dont die
Freekz of the Night We dont die
We get HIGHH!!! We dont die.
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_________"Afraid of Me"~Twiztid~__________
[Chorus x2]
I'm so
Hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold
Forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm no
Body that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

[Monoxide Child]
Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate me
But there's nothing you can do to me lately
Now I'm greatly accepted in the mind so I'm confused and intertwined
From being rejected so many times, I wanna leave it all behind
So kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once
And run and tell your homies that these motherfuckers will die for us

So many questions, fingers pointing for answers
Suggesting that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pasture
With green grass up to my neck, and situations that's too fast
To think about and most people can't dream about
A hundred million miles and every single second
And every time you hear this record I want you to feel me on every sentence
Reminisce from descendants of past treasures
We'll embark on a journey that'll stay alive forever
Plus I would stand over on my side of the fence
Regardless of the circumstances or the consequences

[Chorus x2]

[Jamie Madrox]
I am my own worst enemy
I'm not the smartest motherfucker and shit, I don't pretend to be
And why I am the way I am is not a mystery
My mind's not in proper working order or in therapy
The brain's confused and mentally abused
Life's been hanging on a string so what the fuck I got to loose?
And what the fuck I got to prove to you?
If you don't know me by now, you'll never know me
You can put that on my real homies
I got problems and they stack like bills
And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed
And I awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark
Hoping to talk to the passed on, I'm falling apart
I'm such a mess and decisive, I'm fading away
I'm out of touch with society and living today
Never relying on my sanity, I threw it away
To become the maniac that's got your attention today

[Chorus x2]


[Monoxide Child]
Can you keep a secret?
Well I'm afraid world because they want me to die, can you believe it?
But I'm still alive... and been floating since '95
With my chin held high but I'm so dead inside
Let the problems just roll and put them back into a pile
Because it's just a bunch of shit that I can't deal with right now
And I'm tired of always guessing and messing it up again
And the next day it's even deeper and I'm steady sinking in

[Jamie Madrox]
I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found
It was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down
No soul, no heart because I gave it away
No time for feeling sorry, I'll grieve another day
And all those tears are stored in storm clouds
That hover above me and cover the ugly
Continued to haunt me when I was feeling low
That's the same reason I hold on and never let go

[Chorus x4]
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____________"Fade"~Staind~_____________
I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
The thought is too much to conceive

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made

So where were you?
When all this I was going through
You never took the time
To ask me just what you could do

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made

I never meant to fade...
Away

I NEVER MEANT TO FADE

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made

I try to breathe...

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_____________________"Truly Alone"~ICP~_____________________

There ain't nobody, askin me, where I've been

There ain't nobody, that would name me, as a friend

There ain't nobody, that's droppin by, to say hi

There ain't nobody, that's carin whether I live or die

I have nobody, to tell about, my growing angers

I have nobody, to tell about me, following strangers

There ain't nobody makin sure I'm taking all of my pills

There ain't nobody, slowing me down and keeping me still, Im truly alone

They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone

They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone

They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone

They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone

There ain't nobody, telling me, not to jump off

There ain't nobody, telling me, not to chop your block off

I get so bloody, I ruin, all of my clothes

I get so bloody, I sit in, the dark alone

I have nobody, to tell about, my dark fantasies

I have nobody, to tell about, my dark realities

There ain't nobody, around me, nobody wanna be friends

I get so bloody, all on me, the mess never ends, I'm truly alone

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