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Choices brought to you from my life...Check it out

Welcome to MY 15th Contest

I've been going through A LOT in my life the last 4-5 months, and its been hell trying to survive. Each choice relates to my life, and I would like you to pick one, and write what is asked for it. Its an easy contest, all you have to do is follow the rules.

Choices

1.Tomorrow would've been mine and Richards 1year anniversary, but he left me to go to seminary. I doubt if he even realizes it, or how much I'm hurting... Write a poem to him, telling him how much he hurt me(from your point of view, not mine).

2. Sexuality : Have you ever felt emotionally attached(in a lovable way) to a person with the same sex? Attracted for, or lusted after? Have you felt strings attached to someone that you expected to be just your friend? Write me a poem on how you feel. It can be erotic, but not sexual(like oh lets have an all out orgy party...ewe). (I met a girl named Tierra about 3months ago, and there is strings attached...I'm not sure how to feel about it, and I guess you could say I'm confused).

3. Cutting AND Bulimia(or any-other kind of ED) I'm on verge of re-laps. Well, I already relapsed on my ED but not yet cutting. Write about the struggles of it...or write a poem to me, giving me courage.

4. Obituary : Say I kill myself, from a re-laps...Write my obituary using the information I provide(LaAmya, 16/f/Michigan, a poet, depressed, and suffered from depression, anxiety, cutting, and bulimia..A teenage girl that strives to be beautiful, accepted, and thin..someone who is independent, and different so is pushed away for being unique. )Write a poem to me, telling me how hurt you are, or how much you miss me, or how much you're glad I died. If I like your poem you will get brownie points, even if you don't win


RULES

1. You can enter up to 3times, but no prewrites, and only one poem per choice #
2. Read and Comment on at least one other persons entry, it would also be nice if you commented on one of mine
3. No homo-phobics please.
4. Be respectful
5. Put the Choice# and the actual choice in your author comment, and tell me in detail why you picked that choice.


If you don't follow the rules, and EVERY rule, you will be disqualified They aren't even that hard to follow Thank you!!!

Contest is Over

  • Contest was judged on January 23, 2005
  • Rewards: Gold: 300
  • Final notes:
    Thank you to everyone that entered my contest...I've been having a tough time, and I needed this...

Entries [14]

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  • let her words be her legacy, the part of her that we can keep in mind and in heart, as today we lay her to rest to spend her sweet 16 in heaven.
    by autumns ashes 30 lines, 4 comments, on Jan 11 1:44 PM 2005. In Sad, Love, Dark
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Today we unfortunately announce
    The loss of a young poet.
    by shionann 17 lines, 6 comments, on Jan 11 1:48 PM 2005. In Sad, Other
    • Commented on by judge.
  • My beautiful friend,
    How I long to see you again.
    by shionann 15 lines, 10 comments, on Jan 11 1:56 PM 2005. In Personal, Spiritual, Love
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Whispering to her softly
    Her touch suppresses your words
    by Applesauce 23 lines, 6 comments, on Jan 11 2:07 PM 2005. In Personal, Love, Hope
    • Commented on by judge.
  • LaLa why did you have to go?
    I miss you so much
    by MissMandiDoll 27 lines, 6 comments, on Jan 11 2:31 PM 2005. In Sad
    Silver trophy winner
    • Commented on by judge.
  • I'm glad your gone
    I'm glad you left
    by sparky86 33 lines, 4 comments, on Jan 11 2:57 PM 2005. In Weird, Sad, Dark
    • Commented on by judge.
  • by ICaughtFire 42 lines, 3 comments, on Jan 11 3:23 PM 2005. In Sad, Love
    Bronze trophy winner
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Eating away at me for not eating
    I wallow and i cry
    by Applesauce 40 lines, 2 comments, on Jan 11 4:28 PM 2005. In Personal, Society, Dark
    • Commented on by judge.
  • LaAmya what a beautiful soul.
    She was very poetic and expressed her pain through her words.
    by hottmamma420 26 lines, 2 comments, on Jan 12 10:27 AM 2005. In Dark
    • Commented on by judge.
  • \*Dearest Richard*\
    by pattyann4500 36 lines, 4 comments, on Jan 12 10:44 AM 2005. In Sad, Personal, Love
    • Commented on by judge.
  • I didn't know much about you
    I didn't know you well
    by The White Rabbit 38 lines, 2 comments, on Jan 15 5:30 PM 2005. In Hope
    • Commented on by judge.
  • I walk around my dark room and light
    The candles sitting there
    by Auraleilynn 37 lines, 4 comments, on Jan 15 7:37 PM 2005. In Dark
    • Commented on by judge.
  • choice # 3. Cutting AND Bulimia(or any-other kind of ED)
    by Unknown innocence 43 lines, 1 comment, on Jan 16 5:58 PM 2005. In Hope
    • Commented on by judge.
  • you have to read it to understand
    by kitty 13 lines, 1 comment, on Jan 17 3:31 PM 2005. In Personal
    • Commented on by judge.

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Comments

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  • autumns ashes
    January 11, 2005
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    great contest..ive entered it. First entry! Yea, i think it's a good sign. Oh well, my entry is shit, but you kinda got me inspired with your choices. Good luck, and i hope you get loads of entries.


  • LaAmyaArlene
    January 11, 2005
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    That was my typo on the 15/f/michigan part, sorry! My fault lol..I forget my birthday was in November lol...


  • leander Moderators member
    January 11, 2005
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    i will definately try my best to enter this contest sweety
    It'll be difficult to compete with the entries that are already there but I'll surely try my best to make my stupid lazy mind go to work

    love you hun


  • ThinkPurple
    January 11, 2005
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    I'll have to get my mind working too. ::turns on the jeopardy music and gets out a pen:: If I can think of anything, you will be the first to know.


  • Sara Bellem
    January 11, 2005
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    Oh Sis, I can definitely relate to this contest, I promise to enter as soon as I can, I feel guilty for not entering Leander's contest just things have been so hectic, if I haven't entered your contest by tomorrow night, please remind me and I will enter as soon as I can Love you Sis and best wishes, I hope you get loads of entries ---Sara


  • The White Rabbit
    January 12, 2005
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    i just wanted to say i wrote a great poem then i clicked on somthing and it all disappeared!!! i'm pretty upset about it... but i promise to come back tomorow and try to write it again!

  • leander Moderators member
    January 13, 2005
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    hi hunny
    I entered one...but I'm going to think of another one...

    love you


  • leander Moderators member
    January 13, 2005
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    aawwwwe, lol it's sad you lost it... (but funny how you said it )

    Hope it comes back


  • January 13, 2005
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    LaLa,

    I hope you keep smiling for what a beautiful smile you have.
    Always remember I'm here if you need me
    And will be glad to talk.

    ~~Jessica Erin

    (Formerly NightTiger)


  • January 14, 2005
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    I'll write a poem for this ASAP I can relate to every option.. sorts scary how much! Anyways awesome contest, good luck!
    - C

  • leander Moderators member
    January 14, 2005
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    Why do you always succeed in having that much entries for your contest, while I'm having my first and only have... 12 for the moment


  • peacefroginhell
    January 14, 2005
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    I would very much love to enter your contest, and I may before it's over but I'm not sure yet. I do, however, wish you luck in trying to find a reason to live again. I'm sorry for what happened, and I'm not going to tell you I know how it feels. I don't. But I do wish you and a lot of other girls didn't have to know how it feels. I'm sorry for your pain and I hope this contest makes you feel better.

    Kellogs


  • January 16, 2005
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    Wow. Those are some powerful issues. I hope you get some inspiring entries.

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