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I killed my life! ~lets get personnal~

Hey peoples here I am again,
Okay...here's the run down....My life sucks! Ya how many times have you heard that I know, but I am serious!
Two weeks ago my parents decided that they were going to get a divorce. Then my dad started not knowing what he wanted, I mean first he wanted my mom and all us kids out of the house and now he says he doesn't want us gone. and it's just been really hectic, I mean one day we were moving this weekend and the next we aren't and everyone is happy glappy! It's really seriously confusing!
Then I've been having some doubts with my boyfriend...and it's tearing me apart because I dunno if he really likes me or not, or if he is just faking. I wish in times like that I could just read people's minds.
Another thing is that at school I have been crushing on a bunch of guys and I feel unfaithful to my bf...I'm not sure as long as I don't act on my feelings for these random guys that it's not considered anything major...But I am not sure...
So here to the contest:
I want sad depressing poems that will make me feel your pain about something bugging you in your life.
I want to hear about family shit and being mad at a friend or family member...
I wanna hear about doubt....Doubting a friendship, doubting a bf or gf...Stuff like that...
I wanna hear poems about loving someone but not knowing if they like you..
I wanna hear about your crushes...Secret, exposed and rejected or exposed and taken serious...I wanna know what happened what they entitle..you know?
I want anything sad and angry..about being mad at anything...

Rules:
Let emotions flow...
Don't hold back on feelings...
Let me feel your pain...
Length is no matter...
Spelling all good...doesn't matter if there are things stupid about it, I usually can't spell so ya I dunno maybe use spell check if you feel the need.
NO more than 2 entries per person
Yes I will accepting prewrites...because otherwise it's not fair but originals are really nice...because prewrites are usually about things and emotions and situations that have happened in the past and i wanna know about the present...what you are feeling to date etc...
Could you maybe comment on 2 of my poems...it's nice to know what people think of my work...
Comment on at least one other person's poem too it's really nice to know like I said what others think of your work...

So ya there's my big long depressing contest...I really hope I am not alone in the world and that others maybe understand what I am saying here.
I always wish best of luck to all who enter...
Much Love
Danielle~

   ~*There ain't no way I am getting to tomorrow without you....*~

         xxxiv is the strongest abused emotionxXxXx

Contest is Over

  • Contest was judged on December 24, 2004
  • Rewards: Gold: 300
  • Final notes:
    Hey sorry it took so long to judge I have been really busy
    thank you to all who entered thanks for your patience
    much appreciated
    Congrads to the winners
    Danielle~

Entries [27]

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  • Blinded
    I hate the way you love me so, I don't want sympathy
    I only want to be alone, A faded memory
    by bloody tears 29 lines, 8 comments, on Dec 1 4:11 PM 2003. In Personal, Other, Angst
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Cold Steel
    Cold steel, gun in my hand
    Barrel looking at me with it's dark circular heart
    by Concieved 17 lines, 5 comments, on Jul 5 9:03 PM 2004. In Dark
    • Commented on by judge.
  • confession
    I dreamt of you last night,
    Your flesh beneath my nails,
    by Bonzo 51 lines, 9 comments, on Aug 16 5:21 PM 2004. In Angst
    Gold trophy winner
    • Commented on by judge.
  • He said he thought he loved you
    He said he thought he loved you
    He said he couldn't live without you
    by singe noir albino 9 lines, 4 comments, on Aug 19 5:23 PM 2004. In Love, Dark, Hope
    • Commented on by judge.
  • my end
    laying in the river and felling the warm sun
    the time is over and i am gone
    by lifelesslie 38 lines, 5 comments, on Sep 4 2:02 AM 2004. In Sad
    • Commented on by judge.
  • real drunk
    i'm drunk right now,
    i usually can't say how i feel,
    by battleingmyself 27 lines, 21 comments, on Sep 17 1:46 AM 2004. In Personal, Angst
    • Commented on by judge.
  • The Worst Is Over Now
    People look at me and say "The worst is over now",
    But they will never know it has only just begun.
    by semperfichic 39 lines, 1 comment, on Sep 28 2:12 AM 2004. In Society, Hope, Angst
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Running Scared
    What is it with me and writing gay poems tonight!?
    by Dancing-Incessantly 28 lines, 3 comments, on Oct 11 2:33 AM 2004. In Other, Love
    • Commented on by judge.
  • The Lesson
    I want to thank you
    for teaching me the lesson.
    by Trapped Rage 63 lines, 22 comments, on Oct 26 2:37 PM 2004. In Other, Love, Angst
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Useless
    I can see you hurting.
    But there's nothing I can do.
    by Elphess 22 lines, 7 comments, on Nov 5 11:45 AM 2004. In Personal, Dark, Angst
    Bronze trophy winner
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Hate
    I dont know what to say except please dont judge what this is about, coz you'd be wrong.
    by Dancing-Incessantly 29 lines, 2 comments, on Nov 10 12:54 AM 2004. In Other
    • Commented on by judge.
  • All Because Of You
    you told me you would always be there
    always help me no matter what
    by Rawr Dinosaur 35 lines, 4 comments, on Nov 15 10:25 PM 2004. In Dark, Angst
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Scream
    I want to scream.
    My blood longs to pour from their prison,
    by Elphess 31 lines, 5 comments, on Nov 15 10:37 PM 2004. In Personal, Dark, Angst
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Under the Twilight
    I've lost my way more times
    then I can count,
    by sameoldfears 32 lines, 2 comments, on Nov 15 10:46 PM 2004. In Sad, Personal, Angst
    • Commented on by judge.
  • why the fuck is she dead?
    GOODBYE, I NEED TO DIE
    by PoeticJustice83 60 lines, on Nov 15 11:59 PM 2004. In Personal, Love, Dark
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Hide
    alone i cry
    sitting here like this
    by Dark Crimson Angel 21 lines, 2 comments, on Nov 16 12:08 AM 2004. In Adult, Love, Angst
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Why Now!
    verything was going great
    Then came along the teenage years.
    by ohsweetie970 75 lines, 5 comments, on Nov 16 9:02 PM 2004. In Other, Love, Dark
    • Commented on by judge.
  • As the words fade away...
    The youth used and abused.
    Did any one know or see?
    by Benji 30 lines, 5 comments, on Nov 17 8:41 AM 2004. In Personal
    Silver trophy winner
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Unedited Pain
    His hands being all over me
    In places I never wanted him to touch
    by ohsweetie970 38 lines, 7 comments, on Nov 17 9:49 PM 2004. In Love, Dark, Angst
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Rose
    Slash a rose on my arm
    Make it bleed in the lines
    by Concieved 20 lines, 4 comments, on Nov 21 3:37 PM 2004. In Other
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Family Letter II
    by SleepyEyedreams 14 lines, 4 comments, on Nov 25 2:53 PM 2004. In Other
    • Commented on by judge.
  • What is a dad
    then what makes my dad a dad
    do you know
    by Wolf Maiden 32 lines, 1 comment, on Nov 25 3:25 PM 2004. In Sad, Personal
    • Commented on by judge.
  • Rose
    A wilted rose: remembrance sweet.
    Forgotten lies lie incomplete.
    by Navi 15 lines, on Nov 26 1:10 AM 2004. In Angst
    • Commented on by judge.
  • true love?
    I feel as though I am walking through this world blindly
    Wandering without a purpose
    by pain monkey420 29 lines, 3 comments, on Nov 26 4:32 AM 2004. In Sad, Personal, Love
    • Commented on by judge.
  • The Piercing Pain
    The pain pierces me
    Little by little
    by Artemis Gem 39 lines, 1 comment, on Nov 26 9:03 PM 2004. In Sad, Other, Hope
    • Commented on by judge.

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  • Goddess of Roses
    November 15, 2004
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    i'm so sorry this is happening, no one deserves that. let me kno if u ever need to talk


  • unsexypenguin
    November 15, 2004
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    OMFG! If you ever need to talk to me about anything I'm so here. I'm having the same problem in the romance department. Luckily my parents split when I was 5 so all I knew was daddy when to work and never came back. This is an awesome idea for a contest and I'm trying to get my thoughts in a row so I can write something for this amazing contest. It rocks!

  • lifelesslie
    November 15, 2004
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    alot to go thought only at the age of 14, i hope things go good and i to would like a follow up so please tell me
    *James*

  • gryphonelder
    November 16, 2004
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    I was 3 when my folks split up and at the time I was the only kid. So I don't remember much. Let me see what I have or since I have a few days what I can come up with.


  • mascararunning
    November 17, 2004
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    Cool hope you enter..
    Danielle~


  • Trapped Rage
    November 25, 2004
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    Hehe...

    Uh, Whoops! I just entered one, and I shouldn't have done this one until after it was done. Hehe...sorry? Just ignore mine. Sorry again.


  • Artemis Gem
    November 26, 2004
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    im really sorry...........God will help you even though its really tough...ive never expirienced stuff like that but I'll pray for you..................God bless!!!
    Gem~chan


  • December 23, 2004
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    Your contest is a month overdue, please judge it ASAP, or a moderator will be forced to judge it for you.

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