Tests came back on Tuesday for my bad arm pain - I have stage 4 lung cancer, in-operable, un-treatable. We are numb with shock right now - as all my other testing came back excellent.
I basically got sent back home to die.
I am not a candidate for radiation and chemo because of where it is sitting - on all the major nerves in the center of my chest - (and pretty sure I would not go that way anyways as it will not gain me much time - and will steal the quality from what’s left.) I am doing alternative right now - have been for a month, even before we got this news.
I feel awkward asking - but I need prayers for a miracle….
If I am ‘down’ and can not comment on entries, islekine and Starz of Heaven will take over for me.
thank you
I basically got sent back home to die.
I am not a candidate for radiation and chemo because of where it is sitting - on all the major nerves in the center of my chest - (and pretty sure I would not go that way anyways as it will not gain me much time - and will steal the quality from what’s left.) I am doing alternative right now - have been for a month, even before we got this news.
I feel awkward asking - but I need prayers for a miracle….
If I am ‘down’ and can not comment on entries, islekine and Starz of Heaven will take over for me.
thank you
Contest is Over
- Contest was judged on January 24
- Rewards: Gold: 400, Silver: 200, Bronze: 100, Honorable mention: 28 people
- Final notes: I really wish I had not done this as a contest - it was honestly impossible to pick one write above another.
For the lst time ever, and probably the only time, I put the same comment on each write - I could not praise one above another. HM’s are not in order - I truly wish I could have given every one of you a Gold trophy…
I thank you all from the bottom of my heart.
May God bless you all.
jan
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Sis...I am believing for a miracle. If anyone deserves one you do. I will write for this.
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Of course, a prayer for you. I am so sad for you with this news from the doc. 
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Thank you Melodies
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Seriously, that sucks. Wish you the best. But, do keep writing. You cannot stop. Hey, I am offering my support here if you ever need it. My grandmother passed a year ago because of masticized lung cancer, pneumonia, and a broken hip. It's hard. I'll definitely be here.
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thank you 'Amaranthine Love'
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Miracles happen everyday dear. You are in my prayers as of this moment.
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thank you 'daviscth'
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I would not know how to write for this but please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers!!! I am so at a loss for words on how to express my sorrow at hearing this news.....But I can say that you are an inspiration.....to choose to live life to the fullest rather than take a back seat right now is definately the right mode of action!! Miracles happen every day and I will be hoping that one is offered to you.....Much love and peace!!!
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thank you so much 'jcat' - right now I feel like I'm only an inspiration for 'basket-case'...lol
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Cancer surviver
I am a 22yr. Cancer surviver and it is all because of a Miracle through Prayer. As I write this I am Praying for you
praying that God will bless you with a Miracle .
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thank you so much 'wingsofgold25' - and CONGRATS to you!
I survived another cancer - 26 yrs. ago - surg., God and vitamins. It was a nasty one, too - but not as nasty as this one....
God bless you
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Mona Vie
I dunno, there's a fruit drink out that brags about killing leukemia cells in a lab dish, it's all I can think of, it also brags about having a super high amount of acia berry juice in it, which is supposed to be all the rage lately. The name is Mona Vie, and it's sold privately, but there's links on the web for dealers. Prayer is good, did that, anything that might help is all I'm thinking. Best Wishes. -
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thank you 'zorman32' - have heard of that - it's through a distributor. But it's too much sugar - sugar feeds the 'beast' and I don't want to give 'it' free housing in my body and free food, too - if I can help it.
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My heart, thoughts and most of all my prayers are with you. I hope with all my heart God grants you comfort and a miracle for recovery. Many blessings always..
Linda
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thank you 'Carolina Moon'
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Oh my goodness. I am so sorry. Of course you will be in my prayers.
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thank you so much 'TwilightDazzles'
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Bookmarked and you are certainly in my thoughts and prayers
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thank you so much 'AliceinPoetryLand'
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Boom......I believe in miracles as much as I believe there is a Heaven and God.....and that Jesus died on the cross and rose again by super-natural powers ~
You know I am not one to beat around the bush......and I will tell you now, it is YOUR Faith and your God-Given Faith (two different things), which will cause that cancer to leave ~
If it has a name....it can be rebuked!
...this I know to be true -
There is a huge difference between people saying they are going to pray for you.....and people who are Prayer Warriors and plead the blood of Jesus over you, your body and that thng we know as cancer!
One drop of the blood which Jesus shed, is more powerful than ANY disease....Any illness, Any suffering and most of all, more powerful than all of satans armies put together -
One drop of His blood Boom......declare the blood of Jesus to cover you and listen to what the Holy Spirit is speaking to you -
You have to decide.....do you want to live, or do you want to die.....time for guessing has passed by........sounds pretty far-fetched, and harsh to say... but it's very simple actually -
I know most of these entries are going to be prayers for you....and that's a great thing......I hope you recieve some comfort from them and that God hears all of them....(I know He will) ~
My prayer is going to be from my knees in fervent prayer, because I know what stage 4 Lung Cancer is all about.....this is not the time to *hope* people actually pray for you.....this is time to surround yourself with people who know without a doubt, that stage 4 cancer is on its' way out of your body and your miracle is taking place as we speak!
GLORY!
I will probably make a lot of enemies from this message, but I am not here for them, I am here for you my sweet Sister in Spirit and mighty child of God.....when they were giving me my last rights (twice) from full-blown AIDS, I told God....NOPE, this disease is not from you,, and that He could have it and throw it back into hell, because I AM GOING TO LIVE!!!
Stage 4 is the worst.....we don't have to beat around the bush about that.....but your heavenly Father is still on the Throne and He still owns you.....you are His creation....so therefore, He, can fix you ~
I am not here to make friends ( with this comment )....I am here to let you know...God has you in the palm of His hands.....only He, can heal you and prove, HE, is Lord!
Either you and others will speak to me after they read this....or you and all others will say shame on me for speaking like this....but what others think of me is not why I am here.....it's what I believe God can do for You, that matters......Bear luvs ya soooo very much......and for all of those who are praying with me.....plead the blood of Jesus....there is Power in the Blood!
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Thank you so much 'Bear'
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Boom.....I feel the Holy Spirit all around us.....there is a conection to be made here....trust in your gut Boom......trust in your heart....trust in Jesus......He is standing next to God on the Throne......they are both waiting for you to just say....Jesus....forgive me..... and HEAL me!
Glory!
Don't let this be a fleeting moment passing you by Boom....reach out and TAKE THAT MIRACLE in JESUS name!
Amen!
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Thank you Bear
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My thoughts are with you hun. We may have different belief systems, but please know I am sending all good energy your way, and holding you in my heart and mind at this time.
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thank you kiwi
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The poem I entered may not be what you are looking for, but I entered it because I was moved by the Holy Spirit to do so. I hope you will get excited about what is beyond, I know I am! By the way I think the personal message that Arkbear wrote to you was just awesome and right on. My prayer for you is to continue to love, live and don't despair. Trust Jesus in all things! FAH faithandhope
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Thank you so much 'Faithandhope'
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If you live in a medical cannabis state or in a cannabis-friendly country, there is still hope for you to survive this, without a miracle necessary. Cannabis has been demonstrated to actually shrink cancer, not just retard it or mitigate its symptoms. Due to the political status of America these findings are not well-known and have been actively suppressed at times -- but they are real. It certainly can't hurt, if it's stage four and you'ree expected not to survive. I *strongly* recommend that you give it a try. If nothing else, it can help improve your quality of life.
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thank you 'intoothandclaw' - I have no idea if we are or not, knowing nothing about cannabis - but it gives me something to think about.......thanks
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http://www.safeaccessnow.com has all the medical cannabis information you'll need. I hope things turn out well for you.
And, if it is your time, remember that death is a transition, not an ending.
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I am so glad to see this posted here!
If it weren't for man's greed over oil.....why is it STILL happening? We would have fuel, clothing, paper, medicine and so much more coming from our land...God did indeed put the weed here...and I do believe it was his intention for us to use it.
Thanks for posting...we are hoping our state will be one of the first to bring cannabis back as a resource!!!
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My prayers are with you. I am so so sorry for your suffering. I will be praying for miracles for I do believe our God is a God of miracles and alternative medicine can most defititely help. May the Lord shower you with love and peace
Praying for miraculous blessings
Much Love To You Dear,
Kelle Marie 
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thank you so much 'stavykm' - I believe in miracles, too....
god bless you
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Always Look for the Blessings
Be thankful that you are not a candidate for chemo and radiation, for they would only shorten your time by man's intervention. My Dad had been diagnosed with Lymphosarcoma and given 3 months, 6 if he would accept chemo and radiation. He said, "No! I've seen too many friends go that way and sick all the way. Besides, I'm not leaving here one minute before God says I'm to leave." He went on to live another 2 years and, in the interim, built a sunroom onto his and his wife's home. I do believe he is where I get my tenacity.
Of the many times I was supposed to die, and God said 'No,' my preferred method of treatment is God's medicine: "I have given you herbs of the field for your dis-ease." And, as a woman, I found that when we are ill it is because our chemistry has become severely alkaline: focus on consuming a lot of high citric acid fruits; i.e. lemons, limes, grapefruit, oranges, strawberries and apples. God's way really works!
Nevertheless, dear one, my prayers are with you and yours; yet, I know you will not leave until God says your day is done.
Much love in Christ, BonnieQ
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thank you so much 'Bonnie' - I am thankful, this was my prayer - to not have to go thru surg., chemo or radiation. So - my prayer was answered.
I am on juicing and basically raw food diet now (to try and balance the PH) - with a lot of vitamins and a LOT of prayer. I did survive another cancer that way - 26 yrs. ago. This part. cancer is even nastier - but I still have hope.
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Live as though your time is unlimited, Boomer. By the way, I have a colon cleanse program that is excellent at safely removing toxins from the body and a vitamin program designed especially for women. If you'd like them, I could send them to you via email attachment in MSWord format. Just let me know and provide an email address. As an author, I can assure you that my computer is clean.
Luv & prayers, BonnieQ
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thank you Pastel
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29 miracles and still counting......You are truly blessed to be loved by so many!!! You are still in my thoughts and prayers and I meant what I said earlier....Yruly you are an inspiration!!!
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Just stoping by to let you know that you are still in my prayers sweetie. I have you on my mind every single day.
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My thoughts and prayers are winging their way over the ocean in the gentleness of breezes.
Whispering the hands of god comfort you.
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Miracles do happen.
Always be optimistic.
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thank you - I'm trying
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Hey Boomer,
Just dropped by to let you know you're as much in my thoughts & prayers as ever...
Been thinking about you a lot lately & wishing you good karma & well being...
I don't know what else to say that you haven't heard before & from so many wonderful & caring people as these comments & entries are testiment too...
Take care, my friend,
Thinking of you,
Lots of love,
Fritz.............
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thank you Fritz
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Thought I had signed this already... Just sending my and support hun, praying that you have quality and lots of quantity with us all...
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thanks Rob
throwings your way and ers for your mother...
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I'm so happy if these lifted your spirits some sweetie. We all posted these because we care about you, not for the cups or points.
God bless you my friend.
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thank you so much 'daviscth' -
it made me cry to pick a 'winner'.....these were all winners in my heart.
blessings to you also
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Thank you for silver and for the honor of praying for your healing.
You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.
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Thank You!!
Thank You for the HM and points for I am Honored also Appreciative
Congratulations to all who placed
Bless Your Hearts for having this contest but I like many others did not write for the trophy or points but wrote for Jan to know there are many out there who Love her for all that she is- we don't have to know her or have met her to send Love via energy through means each person felt fit
Thank You for Hosting and allowing us the Honor of coming together with positive vibrations!
Many blessings to You ALL
Best wishes in all You do
with much love & light~ Desire~*~
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Thank you so much 'Desire'....I was truly touched - and blessed - by all of the writes.
many blessings to you also.
jan
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I'm inhaling them in moderation- already ran out of tissue
I'm Happy they touched You- You are a Blessing~
Continue to smile- for You Light up even in the darkest of days
Know You are never alone
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aww - you are making me cry - again!
thank you
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I have a glass jar to capture those tears- so those who need Inspiration can see the diamond fireflies dance from Your eyes
You are a fighter~ You inspire me and many others
I believe in YOU
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