Alrite 3rd time lucky...
IM ALOWING PRE-WRITES DUE TO THE AMOUNT OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE ASKED.
So, ok, here is the story, after a.. minor incident with the police, resulting in (another) court appointed shrink, im on more and more meds, this time, they leave me without a reliable emotion, hence mood swings( not helpful since i have bi-polar syndrom) and lack of personality and a craving to be hurt, in any way shape or form.
so this contest.. belive it or not.. is like me saying farewell to the me that most of you know, before i start a daily dose of these pills ( wich i have renaimed "zombie pills" due to its effect on me)
i want anything to do with a mental illness be it;
- bi-polar
-schitzophrenia
-depression( yes! is a mental illness)
-anorexia
-bulimia
-paranoya
or a result of a mental illness
-a life towards drugs
-cutting ( i dont want a " i slice my wrist" i want how it makes u feel more in control)
-turning to prostitution (happens.. belive me..)
Or an apologie to the world for being the screw up you are or think you are.
ect ect.. you get the picture..
All of the above, is somthing i have looked into doing,and have done,and are still doing to attempt to cope with stuff.
so i want imagery BUT FEELING.
im not allowing pre-writes because i want somthing straight from the heart.
can be in any form, free verse, dirrty pretty.. whatever.. i couldnt really care less about anything at the moment..
just no sticky caps ok?
put #6 in ur notes so i know you read this far, cz im sick of people not doing whats asked of them i WILL DQ u.
♥
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IM ALOWING PRE-WRITES DUE TO THE AMOUNT OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE ASKED.
So, ok, here is the story, after a.. minor incident with the police, resulting in (another) court appointed shrink, im on more and more meds, this time, they leave me without a reliable emotion, hence mood swings( not helpful since i have bi-polar syndrom) and lack of personality and a craving to be hurt, in any way shape or form.
so this contest.. belive it or not.. is like me saying farewell to the me that most of you know, before i start a daily dose of these pills ( wich i have renaimed "zombie pills" due to its effect on me)
i want anything to do with a mental illness be it;
- bi-polar
-schitzophrenia
-depression( yes! is a mental illness)
-anorexia
-bulimia
-paranoya
or a result of a mental illness
-a life towards drugs
-cutting ( i dont want a " i slice my wrist" i want how it makes u feel more in control)
-turning to prostitution (happens.. belive me..)
Or an apologie to the world for being the screw up you are or think you are.
ect ect.. you get the picture..
All of the above, is somthing i have looked into doing,and have done,and are still doing to attempt to cope with stuff.
so i want imagery BUT FEELING.
im not allowing pre-writes because i want somthing straight from the heart.
can be in any form, free verse, dirrty pretty.. whatever.. i couldnt really care less about anything at the moment..
just no sticky caps ok?
put #6 in ur notes so i know you read this far, cz im sick of people not doing whats asked of them i WILL DQ u.
♥
=[
Contest is Over
- Contest was judged on April 26, 2007
- Rewards: Gold: 400, Silver: 150, Bronze: 50, Honorable mention: 1 people
- Final notes: well done my beautiful people.. your entries have meanesd so much to me.
thanks to all the winners.
&& congratulations.
mwah mwah
ex's and oh's and all that other stuffs
love all
ashliix
Contest Winners
Gold trophy winner
Silver trophy winner
Bronze trophy winner
Honorable mention
Entries [11]
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I have climbed the highest mountain
I have fallen further than the deepest hell• Commented on by judge. -
blank my mind
my heartby Dirty and Broken 69 lines, 4 comments, on Apr 20 11:02 AM 2007• Commented on by judge. -
Chains hold me still,
As they put there invading needle into my purple arm,• Commented on by judge. -
I suck the melancholy through the filters of my fathers
And the icy rain parades around my face• Commented on by judge. Prewrite -
It builds inside me
Throbbing, burning.• Commented on by judge. Prewrite
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Oh, please allow pre writes, I have many on these subjects...please
Great contest!
Sarah xx -
hmm. i shall enter & yes fuck hapy pills-they relly do make you become a zOmBiE
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I know exactly how you are feeling bbydoll, I really do. I'm on the same shit because of my Bipolar as well. You know I have a great bipoalr poem that would fit this contest great, and I also have one about how my cutting makes me feel in more control, but as far as fresh writes go, I'm probably not going to come up with anything worth entering, so let me know if you change your mind on the pre-writes thing. ily baby!!
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*bookmarked*
eating disorders and depression and even a little schitzophrenia...so yeah i know those ones.
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damn, i was just going to enter this poem into here.
oh well, congrats to the winners.
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