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When a curse turns to a curve...

Contest is Over

  • Contest was judged on June 2, 2007
  • Rewards: Gold: 500, Silver: 200, Bronze: 150, Honorable mention: 31 people
  • Final notes:
    I had no idea this would be such a success. And I’m lost for words. You people chipped in for me when I needed it most, and lifted me so high and helped me so much. Some may know, it’s small steps and this catapulted me so much further in the road of recovery. Aside from the winners, I believed you all deserved a trophy, so you all have a little honourable mention. There is no best and worst in the runner ups, you all made a great job and I just want to really apply motion to the saying “I wish I could give you all a trophy” because angels like you deserve it
    I love you ALL
    I really want to make a scrapbook of all of these, so if you have any objection just message me

Contest Winners

  1. and the sand slid out violently / time seemed to shallow breath and skin / weight and words / beauty and skeletons / the hourglass suffocat
    by bird-mad girl 43 lines, 15 comments, on Apr 29 2:34 PM 2007
    Gold trophy winner
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  2. Error: Unable to find finalist item 2832654, it seems to have been deleted :( [remove]
  3. Smothering Cold
    w r
    by Lugh 29 lines, 8 comments, on Mar 29 6:47 PM 2007. In hope, spiritual, thoughts, life
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  4. Bone Thin Pretty. / / I'm breathing / with my own lungs today. / Sampling savory scents, / fresh out of the heavens. / I'll sip the nutrie
    by ArieLLeGiSeLLe 31 lines, 1 comment, on May 7 11:24 AM 2007
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  5. What do you see?
    When you look into that mirror?
    by Nitenovanavium 31 lines, 11 comments, on Mar 29 4:54 PM 2007. In Hope, Life, Other
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  6. What have you become? / / Boney hands, with veins. / Skin falling off- thin. / Beautifully thin. / / You look in the mirror- / You see beauty, / but you are made of self hate. / You are made of unhappines
    by FlaviusArrianus 29 lines, 2 comments, on Apr 29 10:16 AM 2007. In anorexia, carpe diem, new life, life, hope
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  7. If you want a preview of this poem, think about how you feel when you find out something you didn't want to know. Don't read this.
    by Brain Fetus 40 lines, 1 comment, on Apr 29 2:33 PM 2007. In Personal
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  8. Error: Unable to find finalist item 2795502, it seems to have been deleted :( [remove]
  9. but I,
    I see
    so much more
    by be a circle 35 lines, 1 comment, on Mar 30 1:00 AM 2007. In Society, Spiritual
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  10. and she hides.
    from the world.
    by x.digital.love.x 29 lines, 5 comments, on Apr 11 11:04 AM 2007
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  11. I know what it’s like to be skinny and still want [less and less]
    The best feeling in your life is stepping on the scale
    by PlasticPrecious 11 lines, 15 comments, on Apr 23 1:26 PM 2007. In Eating Disorders, Hope, I've got your back
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  12. Error: Unable to find finalist item 2891502, it seems to have been deleted :( [remove]
  13. Can you feel my heart beat racing? / Could we take one more step, fuck regret, and start chasing / The dreams we were afraid of facing / There’s no distance now I’m afraid of crossing / The nights I was left turni
    by maybememories 22 lines, 4 comments, on Apr 29 5:20 PM 2007. In Hope
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  14. The mirror has long been my enemy,
    It's been hateful, evil and cruel,
    Distorting images before me,
    by Mythtress 19 lines, 16 comments, on Apr 29 10:17 AM 2007. In Personal
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  15. The greatest lesson in life!
    by Flying-Flamingo13 59 lines, 2 comments, on Apr 29 4:33 PM 2007. In Other, Hope
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  16. Excitement always enlightens me with a hope / I am determined physically and psychologically / and all my stars too favour me without a dis
    by Purush 22 lines, 1 comment, on May 9 5:26 AM 2007. In Thoughts
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  17. We all follow the conformist world / the thought that beauty is but a bodily figure / that the thoughts of the shunned are but a thrill / yet they taunt and ask why we pull the trigger / / the faces of the "perfec
    by Xcallostxbleederx 17 lines, 1 comment, on May 9 3:31 PM 2007. In Anger, My life, Friendship, Dedication, Inspirational
    Honorable mention
    • Viewed by judge. [remove]
  18. by DazedxNxConfused 37 lines, 5 comments, on May 9 3:15 PM 2007
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  19. Error: Unable to find finalist item 2948328, it seems to have been deleted :( [remove]
  20. Little faerie / Can't you see / The beautiful wings / Trapped just under surface? / / Let them stretch / And as they grow / Those surroun
    by skylark anointed 26 lines, 1 comment, on May 10 1:57 AM 2007
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  21. Addiction
    Habitual psychological and physiological dependence on a substance or practice beyond one's voluntary control.
    by badddgirl 24 lines, 4 comments, on May 9 12:21 PM 2007. In Pain, Personal, Hope, Life, Thoughts
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. Prewrite [remove]
  22. You are stronger than that. / You will overcome this. / You don't have to find the prince to live happily ever after. / So what if you hurt
    by The Fallen Phoenix 19 lines, 4 comments, on May 23 10:28 PM 2007. In Hope, Life, Pain, Personal
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. Prewrite [remove]
  23. standing on white cloud / flying higher than birds / singing melodies / standing over and over again / healing my soul / beating fear / sre
    by yassmin 22 lines, 3 comments, on Jun 1 7:56 AM 2007
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  24. (G)od blesses my days and looks over me at night. / (O)nly asking for my faith in Him. / (D)oing His will in my Life. / (G)athering Him to
    by Griswold 26 lines, 16 comments, on May 14 11:19 PM 2007. In Personal, Life, Hope, Spiritual, My life, Lost in thought, Personal., Message
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. Prewrite [remove]
  25. Sweet, beautiful girl, / Why do you let it consume you? / It feeds off of your soul / Eating it all the way through. / Dear, lonely girl, /
    by Venusbabi 13 lines, 19 comments, on May 21 7:21 PM 2007. In Eating Disorders
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. Prewrite [remove]
  26. Starving, so malnourished, / It was beauty in my eyes. / I wanted to just be normal, / By believing my own lies. / I'm scared i can't go back now, / Go back and face the truth, / That I'm truly a beauty, /
    by yellowrose190 18 lines, 2 comments, on May 28 12:35 PM 2007. In Addictions, eating disorders
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  27. Young man, / block out this cruel world / Evil surrounds you everywhere but / you will be strong / There is nothing to fear, nothing's wrong / Just take my hand and believe / Hey you, just smile
    by oh willoughby 48 lines, 3 comments, on May 20 6:04 PM 2007. In Love, Hope, Lyrics
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. Prewrite [remove]
  28. You may feel alone,
    Like n.o.b.o.d.y cares,
    by NicotineHeartbreak 16 lines, 8 comments, on Mar 30 4:39 AM 2007
    Honorable mention
    • Viewed by judge. Prewrite [remove]
  29. I see you there / all coiled up / scared of release / whilst my bravado / my over-productive mind / casts shadows, long / and deep, through
    by lisargh 28 lines, 3 comments, on Jun 1 6:53 PM 2007
    Honorable mention
    • Commented on by judge. [remove]
  30. Error: Unable to find finalist item 2998136, it seems to have been deleted :( [remove]
  31. Error: Unable to find finalist item 3028738, it seems to have been deleted :( [remove]

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  • Viyanna Rosemarie silver member
    March 29, 2007
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    can this be written from an addicts perspective as i have no idea how bulemia feels but do know how it is to be addicted to something.


  • Confetti Fairy-x
    March 29, 2007
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    you're doing amazing. you will always be beautiful. keep getting healthier, you'll be happy and gorgeous.
    well done honey.
    i love you x

    • Lauren Noir
      March 29, 2007
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      Thank you honey

      You are gorgeous
      Your happiness is all I could ask for

      All my love to you
      I love every little bit of you

      <3


  • Nitenovanavium
    March 29, 2007
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    i guess you'll always have a speacial place in each of our hearts, i wish you all the best, and you'll always be beautiful to us/me!!! ^_^

    you da' BEST!!!


    • Lauren Noir
      March 30, 2007
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      And you'll always be my sexy New Zelanish friend

      All my love and more


  • CarCrashHumor
    March 29, 2007
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    ohh lovely, good job!

    =]
    I'm proud of you, and will try to come up with something worth while.


    • Lauren Noir
      March 30, 2007
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      Thank you honey

      I'll look forward to your entry
      All my love


  • poeticweaver gold member
    March 31, 2007
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    Dear Lauren

    ~

    This Poetry's For You!

    ~



    I want no medals
    To send you some love
    Just wish you to know
    There's someone who cares
    Embrace the whispers
    From heaven above
    And let angels craddle
    Away all your fears

    You may be unhappy
    Feeling so blue
    But always remember
    There's hope each day
    You're special and kind
    Your heart's tender true
    And I'll send some light
    Today as I pray

    ~

    May you be blessed,
    for you truly are a blessing..
    I hope you feel better soon!
    Much love, Timothy~



    • Lauren Noir
      April 15, 2007
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      Thank you so much
      You're words are amaizng, they lift me RIGHT up!

      You trully are an angel
      God bless


  • be a circle
    April 5, 2007
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    please read my poem?


  • NicotineHeartbreak
    April 11, 2007
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    Hey hunni.

    I entered, as you know, but I just wanted to say all the best with the recovery.
    I'm trying to recover too, I've put on 2lbs since 21st march and increased my calorie intake to 650. Doesn't sound like alot, I know, but I used to be on anything from 0 to 250, so it's something. IM me if you wanna chat, just thought I'd let you know I'm with you all the way.

    Luff ya

    x xx x

    • Lauren Noir
      April 12, 2007
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      Honey, I'm so proud of you and I'm glad that you're starting to increse the calorie intake
      I went from 150 to 300 to 600 and now I'm sitting at 800
      And it's good, I'm putting weight on and I'm starting to feel better all over
      I feel more awake and my stomache pains have stopped

      Well, I hope you get better soon
      And I'll get you on MSN soon so we can have a good old banter

      All my love to you


  • DefinitiveFreak silver member
    April 29, 2007
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    I hope you and your family are proud of you for coming so far with your recovery. I don't know anything about how bulimia affects a person, I just know a little bit about the early stages of anorexia. I don't know if I'd be able to write something for you, but I can offer my congratulations on coming as far as you have, and wish you all the best for your full and complete recovery.


  • bird-mad girl
    April 29, 2007
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    hey starrshine.
    I was wondering if you could hold this contest open a little longer because I have a poem in the works for you but I don't think I'll be able to finish it by today.
    If not, that's fine. I'll still post it, but later than.

    love you always and && good luck judging <333


  • bird-mad girl
    April 29, 2007
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    never mind, I got it in

    • Lauren Noir
      April 29, 2007
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      Thank you honey

      Much love to yoooou!

      I'll comment at judging (and enter the group contest soon, I'm almost done!)

      Love and hugs pixie

  • Mj gold member
    May 9, 2007
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    I don't know if this helps..

    I was.. not very happy about my weight. I was a model at the time, and not only my agency, but also and mostly it was my mother telling me to loose weight.

    I wrote about it. "The Invisible Inch"
    I don't know if it would help you to read it, but it might.
    I'll try to write something new for you as well.. if I can.

    Good to know that you're getting better, and if you need someone to support you, I'll try my best to be there whenever you need.

    Cheers on getting better
    Hugs to keep you going
    Smiles to know you're beautiful to us all

    ~Maja

    • Lauren Noir
      May 20, 2007
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      Awww, that sounds so tough

      I wanted to be a model so much, but I gave up on the dream
      And I hope you find a happy place soon

      All my love


  • badddgirl
    May 9, 2007
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    Best of luck

    I to have addiction that I battle every day, my addiction is the needle, I say is the needle not was , because there is not a day goes by that I do not crave it.
    I will write you a poem now.


    • Lauren Noir
      May 20, 2007
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      I wish you all the healing in the world
      Stay strong

      Have all my love


  • -LilacThOughts- gold member
    May 9, 2007
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    MY sweet princess, I have just stumbled upon your contest, I don't look at them very often but just now I thought I would browse, and yours was the first I came across...it is too late for me to write a poem as it closes soon, but I want you to know I am proud of you and love you...please don't suffer on your own, if ever you want to talk, I am always around, I'm your mum, someone you can share your worries with...I hope there are many poems entered that you can find some comfort and hope from...

    My own quote for you:
    When the beauty of the day dwindles and inner turmoil grabs a hold, pinch yourself hard to remind YOU that you are alive...

    Life is the most precious gift, and one day as we all know, that gift will fade and simply cease to exist, so until it happens, you must do all you can to preserve it...God made you naturally beautiful, and beauty is not how thin you can be because fashion designers say so...I just love your radiance, your spirit and you have such wonderful dreams to fulfill, you are thoughtful and kind both with words and actions, you have a lot going for you, and one day this will all be like a bad dream...I have been here, where you are now, and I climbed out of it and feel so much happier for doing so, believe me you will find happiness if you want it

    All my love to you sweatheart
    ~Mum

    • Lauren Noir
      May 11, 2007
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      Mum, your comment lifted me up so much
      I got the happy sniffles just reading it!

      The quote is amaizng, I've written it on my wall in my room, so I can see it and smile every time I wake up

      You are trully a special, kind and wonderful woman

      All my love and more


  • Vera Rich
    June 1, 2007
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    Just a note to wish you well... Trying to gain weight - or even to stop losing it - is quite a bore, I know. Unfortunately, the only poems I have on weight problems are humorous pieces about losing (or not losing) it... but if they would cheer you, I can send them to you.

    For myself, I find the best way to deal with health problems is to laugh at them.

  • bird-mad girl
    June 2, 2007
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    awwww thank you so much for the gold
    I hope you get better sweetie and I'm so happy that I could help you through this. If you still need help, I'm always here for you!
    ooo and making a scrap book sounds like such a good idea!! go for it!

    all my love ♥


  • Mythtress
    June 2, 2007
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    Congrats to all the winners! And miss sweetie pie... (that would be you, Fallen forever)... hang in there. It is hard, and you will have good days and bad days...but you can do it! Blessings. And I would be honored if you put my poem in your scrap book.

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