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ello world! my real name is Daisy, and i started writing about a year ago.
my love for the arts (dance, poetry, painting, music etc.) has mostly come from my being so passionate. i love, i hate, and i rarely have a middle ground. IE: I hate serious dating relationships. i don't trust men, as most all of the ones in my life have caused me pain in some way or another. about four of them have been to be caring and would never hurt me. most find it sad that my father is not one of these men. on the other hand, I love the ocean. When I was born. all of the nerves in my arm stopped functioning, and I had to take water therapy, resulting in a love for the water and all it's inhabitants. I still can't raise my left arm higher than my head. The right one has always been fine though
I love the night. sometimes it's the only thing I have to look forward to in the day. night is the time to lurk in the shadows and stare at the moon, and the time to host a raging party. It's the best time to hide and "lick my wounds", so to say.
I don't value pity either, my problems are my problems and intend to fix them myself. the same goes for my life goals, I don't really like help. But I love to help my loved ones. I'd do anything for them
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Love is love
I LOVE
music
dance
my friends
my religion
the ocean
fire
night
the moon
mint chocolate chip ice cream
reading
swimming
skiing
interior design
learning
city life
animals...
I HATE
standing still
days over 80 degrees
clingy people
illiteracy
life in the country
narrow minded people
anyone who hurts my loved ones
spiders...
<3
Marilyn Monroe
Ani DiFranco
Salvador Dahli
Jesus (duh)
Will Ferrel
Shel Silverstien
THE GRAND SURVEY~THE GRAND SURVEY~THE GRAND SURVEY~ THE GRAND SURVEY~TH
[_] Smoked a cigarette
[_] Drank so much you threw up
[X] Skipped school/class
[_] Seen someone die
[_] Been to Canada
[X] Been to Florida
[_] Been to Mexico
[X] Been on a plane
[X] Been lost
[X] Been on the opposite side of the country
[_] Gone to Washington , DC
[X] Swam in the ocean
[X] Felt like dying....
[X] Cried yourself to sleep
[X] Played cops and robbers
[_] Recently colored with crayons
[X] Sang karaoke badly
[_]paid for a meal with only coins
[X] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[X] Made prank phone calls
[X]Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[_] Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
[X] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[X] Danced in the rain
[X] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[_]Been kissed under the mistletoe
[_]Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[X] Blown bubbles
[X] Made a bonfire on the beach
[_] Crashed a party
[X] Gone roller-skating
[X] Iceskating
[X] I'm single
[_] I'm in a relationship
[_] I've had someone cheat on me.
[X] I've gone on a blind date.
[_] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X] have a fear of commitment.
[hm] I have a fear of abandonment.
[X] I've cheated in a relationship.
[_] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[_] I've told someone I loved them (friends and family dont count)
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[_] I've been molested and/or raped repeatdly by sumone i knew
Sexuality
[X] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[_] I've had a crush on a teacher
[X] I am a cuddler.
[X] I love to flirt.
[_] I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[_] have kissed a stranger.
[_] I am gay
[_] I am lez
[_] I am bi
[_] I am gay but no ones knows
[_] I am lez but know one knows
[_] I am bi but know one knows
[_] I have had sex
[_] I have had sex with more then one person
[_] I regret it
[X] I am a virgin
(_) Gone to jail
(_) Been picked up by the cops
(_) Own a gun
(X) Love someone
(X) Hate someone
(X) Love and hate someone
(X) Think someone loves you
(X) Think someone hates you
(X) Works out
(_) Has a tattoo
(_) Is a goth
(_) Is emo
(X) Is something
(X) Is an alien
(X) Is "idk"
(_) Is no one
(_) Has ever been in boot camp
(_) Ever been to juvy
(X) Cusses regulary
(X) Loves life
(X) Hates life
(_) Wants to die
(X) Wants to live
(_) Wants to die but not kill themself
(_) Wants to kill themself
(X) Has ever cut
(X) Likes to cut
(X) Loves to cut
(_) F*cking loves to cut
(_) Thinks cutting is wrong
(X) Thinks cutting helps
(hm) Is a drama king/queen
(X) Doesn't care what people think
(X) Cares what people think
(X) Has more than one friend
(X) Has a best friend
(_) Is a goody-goody
(hmm define "bad bitch") Is a bad-*bitch *
(X) Has gone out with a girl/guy for over a month
(hm depends) Believes in one gf one bf relationships
(X) Has someone to talk to
(X) Thinks your smart
(X) Thinks your dumb
(X) Thinks your cool
(X) Thinks your lame
(X) Liked this thingy
(_) Disliked this thingy
Honesty/Crime
[_] I am a terrible liar.
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[_] I've run a red light.
[X] I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime.
[X] I've been in a fist fight.
[_] I've been arrested.
[X] I've shoplifted
Drugs/Alcohol
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[_] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[X] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[_] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[X hahahahaha] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[X] I Have taken anti-depressants.
[_] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[X] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose
[_] I'm addicted to self harm
[X] I've woken up crying.
[X] I've cried myself to sleep.
Death and Suicide
[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone i no has attempted suicide.
[X] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[X] I've attempted suicide.
RANDOM
[_] I can sing well.
[hm] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[_] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[_]I am a morning person.
[_] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[X] I'm a snob about grammar.
[_] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I twirl my hair
[X not on this site..] i have x's in my screen name
[X] I love being neat
[_] I love Spam
[_] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[X] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, or pink
[X] My favorite color is either black, red, or blue
[_] I would wear pajamas to school.
[_] I like Martha Stewart.
[hm] I am in love with love. (with the thought of love)
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[_] I believe in ghosts.
[_] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[_] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[X] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[_] I am really ticklish.
[X] I bite my nails
[X] I play video games
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[_] I'm good at remembering dates.
[_] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[X] My answers are totally honest
REPOST THIS ON YOUR PAGE!! add X's tp what applies to you and _ for what doesn't

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(put this on your page if you have ever been abused or are against it)

--- ... Scars Are Like Tattoo's That Tell Stories ... ---

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/////(|)\\\\\ someone who is or died from
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"u laugh at me cuz im different. i laugh at u cuz ur all the same!!!!!!!!!!!"

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.../ \ Put This On Your Page If You Understand Why Girls Make

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║██║ Put this ipod on your profile if you
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"HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
REPOST THIS ON YOUR AUTHOR PAGE IF YOU BELIEVE HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!!"

92% OF AMERICAN TEENS TODAY WOULD DIE IF ABRECROMBIE & FITCH SAID IT WASN'T COOL TO BREATHE ANYMORE. IF YOU'RE PART OF THE 8% THAT WOULD BE LAUGHING THEIR ASSES OFF, PUT THIS ON YOUR PROFILE!"

I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.*
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I CUT, so I MUST be emo. *
I'm JAMAICAN so I must smoke weed.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.*
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.*
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage *
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister. *
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs. *
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive. *
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.*
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth. *
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-monkey kind of girlfriend. *
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life *
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.*
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.*
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO*
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.
I'm a GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL so I MUST be gay.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.*
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian.
I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie.*
~~~Put this on your profile if your sick of stereotypes~~~
btw the "*" stands for all the stereotypes ive had to deal with... wtf

HATE EMO?

READ THIS:

Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a t-shirt that barely cover anything?

Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone

Are you laughing?

Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more *bunny* from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isn't it funny that you don't mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

I'm not laughing

Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girl's life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS

keep on laughing

Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her situation with her friends or her family or her LIFE

BRAVE ISN'T GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING

BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH

OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE *bunny*S AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES

ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT

ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET

ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMMOROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE

ITS ANOTHER DAY OF *bunny*ING AND DODGING RUMORS

keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS.


Goths:
*Don't always wear black
*Don't worship Satan
*Are NOT evil
*Do not want to kill people
*Do not hate everybody
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are usually nice people
*Are normal, just like you
[if you suport goths or are one add this to your page]




~God bless~