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The Rain Poured Down by Dan Gerber: American Life in Poetry #18

Every reader of this column has at one time felt the frightening and paralyzing powerlessness of being a small child, unable to find a way to repair the world. Here the California poet, Dan Gerber, steps into memory to capture such a moment.
The Rain Poured Down

My mother weeping
in the dark hallway, in the arms of a man,
not my father,
as I sat at the top of the stairs unnoticed—
my mother weeping and pleading for what I didn't know
then and can still only imagine—
for things to be somehow other than they were,
not knowing what I would change,
for, or to, or why,
only that my mother was weeping
in the arms of a man not me,
and the rain brought down the winter sky
and hid me in the walls that looked on,
indifferent to my mother's weeping,
or mine,
in the rain that brought down the dark afternoon.



American Life in Poetry is made possible by The Poetry Foundation (www.poetryfoundation.org), publisher of Poetry magazine. It is also supported by the Department of English at the University of Nebraska-Lincoln. Dan Gerber's most recent book is Trying to Catch the Horses (Michigan State University Press, 1999). "The Rain Poured Down" copyright © 2005 by Dan Gerber and reprinted by permission of the author. Introduction copyright © 2009 by The Poetry Foundation. The introduction's author, Ted Kooser, served as United States Poet Laureate Consultant in Poetry to the Library of Congress from 2004-2006. We do not accept unsolicited manuscripts.

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  • Aesthete
    June 15
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    haha yeah... that was never so bad for me. for instance when i was four my parents had divorced. My dad was living with another woman. one day the drug dealer she was cheating on him with came over to see her at his house and daddy came down with a .45... i saw it all go down, after it was over i watched batman and ate cheerios in my dad's lap... just life.

    *gets off self righteous soap box*

    i don't like this poem at all.
    it reeks of melodrama, moral assumption, and general suburbia

  • nsmurty
    June 14
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    The Rain Poured Down

    If there is any nightmarish, haunting experience a child could have in his life is, to witness the flirting of one of the parents first hand. That would be first exposure to the intense dilemmas, to follow, and quite taxing to reconcile to real life.
    The mind of the child works overtime to precipitate a picture from a hazy notion of values, love and trust.