101. What does happiness/joy feel like physically?
-to me, it's mostly a rumour or something I've heard happens, but not so sure of...but the times I've felt true happiness I have had butterflies in my stomach, could just hug or kiss the nearest person, not giving a damn. Just loving what I am and where I'm at.
102. List five people you love starting with the one you love the absolute most. -sorry there is a top 2
A steven && mum
B dad
C claire
D bubbles & dougal
E friends
103. How many movies have you gone to see this month?
-none
104. If you could have 3 wishes...but none of them could be for yourself, what would you wish for?
-that whatever happens, Steven will have the ultimate happiness in his life as truly when he is a good guy, he deserves everything in the world and more.
-that countries would learn to just accept that going to war wont change the other countries religion or political views, no matter how many people you kill.
-that no matter what, nobody dies at the hands of someone cruel and sadistic, without a solid reason.
105. In what ways do you relax and de-stress when you are really tense?
-there's ways to do that is there? idk, I don't really do it... I guess I just write and listen to music, what else is there to do?
106. How much money would it take to get you to drive to school naked in the springtime and get out of the car?
-no amount of money considering I can't drive, hate my body and showing it to others and I don't go to school anymore so... it's physically impossible anyways!
107. Have you ever killed an animal?
-I just discussed this the other day with my mum actually and I don't think I've even killed a fly or anything =] don't like killing things.
108. Have you ever lost someone close to you?
-to death no...though i've lost a fair few acquaintances and a counsilor and my mums dad and my dads brother died when I was 2/3 ish, so if that counts. In the sense of lost due to love or moving away then hell yes.
109. What do you think of cloning?
-meh, I don't like it much.
110. Do you read or watch TV more often?
-do I read tv's? no. Ummm yeah, I like watching TV and reading.
111. With all this talk of terrorism going around are you willing to sacrifice rights and freedoms for increased safety?
-in a way yes, as I fear death but it depends how many rights and freedoms and what rights and freedoms are sacrificed.
112. What is the punishment you would come up with for Osama Bin Laden if you caught him alive?
-hell torture him. Killing him would be so easy and he'd be getting off lightly. Torture him for the rest of his life!
113. Have you ever named an individual part of your body?
-umm maybe when I was like 5 or something, but not that I can remember, no.
114. Have you ever been on the radio or on TV?
-radio yes, TV I don't think so.
115. Have you ever won a lottery, or sweepstakes?
-nope, I have no luck whatsoever! Didn't even do well in the school raffles.
116. Have you ever won a contest or competition?
-only on AP =] otherwise no, I'm crappies at competitions and luck.
117. Do you like to watch The Joy of Painting show with Bob Ross (check out this link if you don't know who he is. Also please note me if you notice the link is broken) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bob_Ross_(painter)?
-don't know the dude and can't be bothered to go to the address above so I'll say nah, not my cuppa.
118. Do you know what your grandparents and your great grand parents did for a living?
-mostly yes.
119. Is there anything really interesting in your family history?
-ummm no, not really.
120. Is there anyone you trust completely?
-no, trust is for the weak. I have trusted before and it's got me absolutely nowhere so no... People I trust 95% but I think that's how high it'll go these days...
121. Have you ever lost someone without having the chance to say goodbye?
When my pychiatrist died it was of being run over and no, I never got to see her and we ended on kinda bad terms, which makes me feel even worse when I think of it.
122. How do you feel about women in politics?
That's cool with me. I am a woman. As long as she's good at what she does.
123. Would you rather have an indoor Jacuzzi or an outdoor pool?
Indoor Jacuzzi, for all weather then isn't it? Plus the bubbles :p
124. What things are you interested in that you study or read about on your own?
Psychology, criminal behaviour like how paedophiles,rapists and murderers minds work, urban legends...dark stuffs, really.
125. Would you consider yourself to be intelligent?
umm, I'm about average I guess, but most people I know who have a sight problem like me are not as clever as me and I don't say this in a big headed way or anything, I'm basing it on SAT scores and GCSEs and stuff.
126. Would you consider yourself to be wise?
In some things that I either have studied well and therefore know how to solve the solutions, or situations I have been in myself and therefore learnt from them and am legible to give clear advice on then yes.
127. Have you ever given or received a lap dance?
Haha... No, I haven't on either sides, wouldn't that be awkward? Just my pervy exes wanted me to and they got them done, but I wasn't there obviously.
128. Have you ever spoken to a homeless person?
yeah, but it didn't last long, most of it was slurred and rude and that wasn't the half of it, he came out with a load of crap too.
129. Would you ever creep into the subway tunnels to go exploring?
Not really had the urge to do that to be honest, I don't fancy what I'd find down there to be interesting or safe, no doubt.
130. If you could add 70 years to your life but only by making some random person die 70 years sooner would you?
No, 'cos that's just really evil isn't it? Unless they were a 20 year old who killed someone or something then yes heh.
131. Can you finish any of the following lyrics?
A: Nothing to kill or die for... everything to live a lie for
B: Late comings with the late comin' stretcher... I don't know but my name is artimis fletcher
C: I could make a film and make you my star... I could make the two of us go far
132. Were you ever with someone while they died?
no, unless you count a pet which the answer then would be yes.
133. Would you rather be a world political leader or a rock star?
ummm god, I'd hate to be both of them. Passy?
134. Have you ever given someone a love letter that you wrote?
No, I can't... I'm so afraid that they'll laugh at me, though I've written several, just couldn't get them out... just couldn't say the words I needed to say the right way...but I have wrote one to steven who now doesn't love me and I want him to read it just to see how I truly felt...
135. Have you ever sent someone a surprise though the mail?
no, I mean I'd love to be spontaneous, but I have a fear of rejection and someone getting angry with me, so I don't like doing that.
136. Are you looking forward to any concerts right now?
I'm looking forward to a show if that counts...going to see Lee Evans.
137. Of all animated movies, which is the best one you've ever seen?
umm I don't know actually, there are several that I like. I love the Lion King, 101 Dalmations, Shrek... I like disney and things like that, I'm a big kid at heart.
138. What are the best bands or songs to listen to while driving?
Beatles are good when you're driving especially in the summer, gives a good mood me thinks.
139. What do you think is the most amazing thing that anyone has ever accomplished?
Honestly - it's their own personal goal for that's what matters the most to any individual and the ones that love them.
140. What could a member of the opposite sex do to impress you?
Be themselves... respect themselves and me... not be completely self centered and don't lie about things, but mostly be themselves.
141. About how many emails do you get a day? 40
How many of those emails are junk mail? 30
How many of them are forwards? 1
142. What is your favorite thing to do online besides filling out surveys?
write poetry, play bingo [with free money muaha], listen to music, play games.
143. Do you believe Kurt Cobain (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kurt_Cobain) killed himself or was it a conspiracy?
Honestly, I don't know... as how can you really tell?
144. Have you ever thought about hitchhiking across the country?
no, never had an urge to do that, to be honest with you.
145. Who would you bring with you on this kind of a road trip?
-na
146. Of the following, which word best describes you: accurate, bold,
charming, dependable
dependable
147. If you are single, at about what age do you think you will be ready to settle down and get married? If you are married, how old were you at the time?
A few days ago I would've said about 2 or 3 years with steven but since he has trashed me ummm maybe 10 years, or never... idk, as I'm single it's kind of well, a question you couldn't even attempt to guess.
148. Do you often wonder, when you say goodbye to people, if it is the last time you will ever see them?
I do yes and that's why I never like leaving on bad terms with people, just incase.
149. What movie are you most looking forward to seeing when it comes out?
the next harry potter movie probably, I love those!
150. What is your quest?
To make sure everyone has their say and that love be spread more around the world, it's very lacking.
151. What is louder and more annoying: 200 adults talking or one four-year-old screaming?
the four year old screaming definately jeez.
152. Do you believe the stories about planes, boats and people mysteriously disappearing into the Bermuda triangle?
well there are strange things that happen without being explained in many different circles [no pun intended] so yes, I believe it is possible.
153. Who are you the most jealous of?
anyone who 1. is in love and the person feels that way back and they can spend true time together 2. those with full sight 3. those who can actually accept themselves as they truly are. Kinda jane too, considering she's close to karl my ex now who although he was a twat, I did care for him and I hate being replaced.
154. What is the happiest way you can start your day?
don't get out of bed? :) get a kiss from someone special I guess, though never had that before but it sounds romantic and nice.
155. Do you ever have moments where you feel like everything is all right in the world?
very rarely, trust me. I am a pesimist to a T and honestly, I probably wrote the book of negativity.
156. Who thinks that you are offensive?
some people do when I drink too much, or when I get in a habit of swearing, though that normally happens around people who swear a lot, to fit their mood with mine you know.
157. If you had to teach a class in something, what would you be able to teach people?
goodness me, I doubt I could teach anything. Some basics of psychology I guess and how to open your mind to creative ideas.
158. Have you ever had a spiritual experience (an experience that cannot be explained by science)?
yes, as far as psychic stuff is concerned, eerie things that are just urgh scary and the odd occasion I feel at one with the world.
159. Do you believe that this experience was truly mystical or do you think there is some scientific explanation for it, only you don't know what it is?
I do believe it's mystical, though I don't discount the idea of there being a scientific explanation.
160. Do you get offended easily?
yes, I hate to admit it but I do. If I care about that persons opinion that is. If I don't know nor care for the person, I couldn't give a crap.
161. Would you still love and stay with your signicigant other if he or she had to have a breast or testicle removed?
of course, I love them for them not their 'body parts'
162. Do you believe in fate or free will?
I believe in a bit of both... as in, fate can destine two people together for example, but you can decide whether to pull that 'to be' apart.
163. Do you believe that only boring people get bored?
nah, I get bored all the time and I'm not -snores- boring.
164. Can life change or are we all stuck in vain?
I believe that life COULD change but it wont, because not enough people TRY.
165. What changes are you afraid of?
Changes of peoples feelings towards me, changes of science and weird things being likely to happen, like the stuff on sci fi channel and of death.
166. Are you a day person or nocturnal?
Nocturnal, definately. Always have been.
167. What one CD could you listen to for an entire week (no mixed CD’s, it must be an album)?
umm ub40 I guess, they're great and I love all their songs.
168. Which is worse, working in retail, food service, or an office?
retail is worse... it would bore me to tears.
169. What's the coolest job you ever had?
umm the non existant one, considering I've never worked.
170. What is one central idea that your thoughts seem to come back to?
love. Just, it's all about the L word, which disapoints me as I hate the damn thing at the moment, but that's by the by.
171. Have you ever wanted to be an actor/tress?
yeah, I thought about it. But I can't be bothered with the drama.
172. If you had the power to control one person and make this person do anything you wanted for a whole day, who would you pick and what would they do?
goodness me... I've always thought I'd love to control a leader, to make them make a good decison for once. Then again, I'd love to control steven to make him declare his love for me, but you can't force someone fairly to do that... I guess I'd get a murderer and get him to confess to all his crimes, so nobody else would suffer.
173. What star sign are you and what is your sign like?
I am Aquarius, which is the water bearer. What is my sign like, it's a weird squiggly thing. I am quite a lot like my starsign explains. I have a column about it.
174. Did the Blair Witch Project scare you?
No, it was just very strange indeed.
175. Are you in constant fear of death?
I used to, especially when I was depressed. But I think I exhausted the terrifiedness, but I am still afraid of it when I think about it deeply.
176. Does fear of death keep you from building a life?
Sometimes yes, but not recently... It's fear of living that scares me, at the moment.
177. Do you like all your movies to be in wide-screen?
Much easier to view, isn't it?
178. Are you a fan of any comic books?
No, not into comic books.
179. At what age did you attend your first funeral?
umm must've been about 2 1/2 god this survey is morbid, makes me sound cheerful!
180. What do you smell like (lotion, cologne, sweat)?
haha...now, prob sweat but normally I smell of light blue perfume or something apparently my scent is lovely.
181. What are your greatest sources for wisdom?
ooh goodness me, I feel a big long list coming out of me here...
182. When you were little, where did your parents tell you babies come from?
I always believed babies were made by kissing, that's why I refused to let a boy kiss me haha. Didn't find out otherwise til age 12.
183. What is your favorite band?
umm don't have a favourite, really.
184. What's the best cheesy 80's song?
oooh they're all cheesy really.
185. What's the best kind of movie to see on a date?
umm a romantic one if you been dating a while, a comedy if it's just casual or a horror if you wanna get a little closer...
186. Do you like to sit in the front, middle or back of the Movie Theater?
middle
187. Have you ever been inside an abandoned building?
umm not for very long haha.
188. Under what circumstances would you agree to work for free?
for charity, as in to help those unfortunate, or to aid a friend in need.
189. Candles or strobe lights?
Candles, they are all womantic - actually scratch that, the strobe lights, even though they hurt my eyes.
190. Do you think the Lord of the Rings movies are true to the books or did Hollywood change the story too much?
they change all the storylines of the books, which annoys me.
191. When you see a stranger on the street does your first reaction lean towards thinking of this person as a potential friend or as a potential threat?
potential threat, obviously. Isn't that the same with EVERYONE? If not, you are one soft buggar. Everyone who you don't know well enough is more than likely going to swipe your wallet or something.
192. Is it natural for human beings to fear and distrust each other, or is it cultural?
I think it's natural to a certain extent as when we were really beasts, thousands of years ago - you had survival techniques. However, I do believe that violence, street gangs and the like make us fear eachother and our motives much more.
193. What do you really want to buy?
ummm a life, if they had one.
194. You have to choose. Would you be happier marrying someone rich for their money or living in the streets and subway tunnels with someone you love?
Although I'm broken hearted at the moment, I'd have to go with option two, as love is what I'm fueled by and yes I would do that because each second would be with someone very special to me.
195. If someone wanted to understand you what book could they read that would help?
the va vinci code... nice and confusing and not always what it seems.
196. Do you think it’s odd that Americans have freedom of religion and yet call themselves 'one nation under god'?
umm no not really, that's just a trade quote isn't it.
197. In what sense are you a minority?
umm of partially sighted people? nah... of mavericks? haha no... of those who actually believe in love and that it truly can make this world a better place... hell, I'm a 0000.00001 percentage.
198. Are you anti social?
Sometimes, but not to the extent it gets in the way.
199. Do you photograph well?
Umm yeah, better than either of my parents anyway, which is funny considering my sight is poor, but oh well.
200. Do you think that human beings would survivor through a nuclear winter?
I doubt it to be honest, but let's not test the theory out too soon okies =]
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