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sometimes i dont like ppl...
i have this sudden resentment towards every single human being around me...it's not hate...i dont hate...hatred is for morons and fanatics...i just cant seem to be able to accept them...it's as if i'm made of an overwhelming need to be alone...
so i drift away...islolating myself...running away from individuals,groups,talking,noise...oh the noise...it pierces through my skull sometimes...like one of those dentist's tools,making small holes in my consciousness and all i want to do is stand up and scream for all of them to shut up,to stop with there unending ramblings about interesting nothingness,to take the time to think about what they're uttering...
i go deaf now...i almost go blind...i dont want anything to do with what's around me...or at least the human part of what's around...
buildings and chairs and plants dont bother me...they dont shower me with meaningless bullshit...
the stillness,the silence seem so sacred...so pure...and i cant help but wonder...how come we've been so much dependant on loud expression ? why is it that we need to spend hours talking and talking and talking,our pointless conversations fed by gossip magazines and stupidity and tasteless talk shows ?
we've forgotten about the silence...we've pushed peace back into a tiny corner and hammerred it with hysterical laughs and choked it with cigaret smoke...
i dont want to sit in that corner as well...crushed under rubbles of shallowness and showbiz...
i'm going for a little while...to seek solace in static silence and pure beauty...

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  • bloodflower
    April 10, 2008
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    *sighs*
    my oh my... you reminded me of my columns about a year ago.... and lately i've been feeling it but no words are coming out... and the word 'pure' that u used is so true, you don't hate them you just don't want to be touched by their noise...
    "i'm going for a little while...to seek solace in static silence and pure beauty..."
    thanks for posting this sergie! miss sitting silent with u... *huggs*


  • thia
    April 9, 2008
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    what about all this anger ?!?! its like my poems : anger and loneliness and corners and SHUT UP all u pple !!!
    loved it...
    am gona post something new so plz comment it...
    btw i miss u wle and hope to c u soon so whenever u're going to Minos plz let me know by telling Samar or if u can send me a SMS...
    till then TC and dont give a shit about all those stupid ans empty pple.. coz u're only hurting urself beleieve me .. they wont change.. i've been there and ti thought i can make them change or maybe i was telling myself that im wrong but in fact we are not wrong.. they r... or u know ? how can we decide whats wrong and whats right...
    kisses


  • Apsinthion
    April 8, 2008
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    never forget bout the silence.. although, sometimes, silence can be louder than any noise and as disturbing and piercing as any "meaningless bullshit"
    bt still.. never forget bout the silence..
    whatever form it takes.. its always a resort.. a solace..

    great piece serge

    ~rana~




  • Sadistic Monkeys
    April 7, 2008
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    my mentor, you are..


  • N0sferatu
    April 7, 2008
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    all you need is prozac...

    • sarajevo
      April 7, 2008
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      maybe...but i dont believe in drugs...

      • N0sferatu
        April 8, 2008
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        kezzeb!!


        • sarajevo
          April 8, 2008
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          as a psychologist i believe that any psych prob can be solved without the use of medical treatment...drugs only fix the symptoms and that's just for a limited time...it's not the solution...
          the solution lies in the revolution...


  • O b l i v i o n
    April 6, 2008
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    amazing.. amazing..
    It's not really that you are an introvert or a misanthrope.. you are just a lover of beauty.. a seeker of peace.. and where else you can find these than in a sacred moment of silence...

    I love it.. such a serene non-silent piece that gives so much silence and peace...


  • XFaLLen-StarX
    April 6, 2008
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    well, im not someone who really likes nd appreciates silence, but someimes, very few times, i like takin' a road inside my mind nd hv a walk to find some inner silence, inner beauty, inner happiness .. its kinda hard to find that wid all the world's bullshit as u jst said ..
    its been a while since ive been there .. ur piece reminded nd kinda convinced me to hv more of these moments.. more of self-focus than the world's-crap-focus ..

    thanks

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