I'll add to this sporadically.
Jan 11th.
Asserted Truth #41: I come from a broken home.
Asserted Truth #08: I don't think it changes me in the slightest.
Asserted Truth #17: I find it almost impossible to write when I'm around my father.
Asserted Truth #56: [#08] But every now and then I do honestly hate my mother for leaving.
Asserted Truth #32: I collect masks (and recently got two direct from Italy).
Jan 13th.
Asserted Truth #39: I can cry for hours in response to a book.
Asserted Truth #47: I often disagree with my own opinions.
Asserted Truth #81: The real world petrifies me.
Asserted Truth #23: Every now and then I get scared of the dark.
Asserted Truth #65: I'm terrified I'll end up as nothing more than a suit and memories.
Jan 14th.
Asserted Truth #86: This is addictive.
Asserted Truth #42: My best friend died when I was 13.
Asserted Truth #79: Same year my cat died and my dad and step-mother got divorced.
Asserted Truth #28: I leave bits of poetry everywhere I go.
Asserted Truth #50: It's impossible for me to see myself ten days from now, let alone ten years.
Jan 15th.
Asserted Truth #68: I was born on Friday 13th at 1300.
Asserted Truth #40: I want to get a tattoo of T.S. Eliot's quote "This is the way the world ends, not with a bang but a whimper".
Asserted Truth #36: "The Poison Tree" by William Blake makes me laugh.
Asserted Truth #95: BDSM fascinates me.
Asserted Truth #27: I love to people watch.
Jan 16th.
Asserted Truth #74: I cried so much after reading "Before i die" by Jenny Downham that I couldn't breathe.
Asserted Truth #88: I used to take anti-psychotics and anti-depressants.
Asserted Truth #59: I frequently imagine being in a fatal accident when I'm in a car/on a bus.
Asserted Truth #93: I find it soothing.
Asserted Truth #11: My mother was only just 18 when she had me.
Jan 18th.
Asserted Truth #04: I want someone to call me a liar when I said "I'm fine", just once.
Asserted Truth #53: I think that serial rapists should be executed.
Asserted Truth #83: Without Chantell's essays I wouldn't know nearly as much as I do about BDSM, I owe her a huge debt of gratitude.
Asserted Truth #22: I think 'love' is an overused word, but I use it more than I should. (Contradiction? Who me?)
Asserted truth #34: Funerals are a tradition for the living. They disgust me.
Jan 19th.
Asserted Truth #91: There's something remarkably attractive about bruises on cheekbones.
Asserted Truth #25: This is surprisingly therapeutic.
Asserted Truth #70: Will & Grace is one of my favourite shows.
Asserted Truth #84: I'm a sucker for movies that will make me cry. I'll watch them over and over. (Masochist? Never!)
Asserted Truth #43: Alice's Adventures in Wonderland & Through the Looking Glass... are two of the best books ever written.

Jan 23rd.
Asserted Truth #21: I've discovered writing poetry that's too literal makes me seriously uncomfortable. I hide behind metaphors.
Asserted Truth #76: Left to my own devices, I'm nocturnal.
Asserted Truth #94: To date I've only written about 10 erotic poems but I've been told they're pretty good.
Asserted Truth #15: I love the feeling of pins and needles
Asserted Truth #55: I really like make up artistry, when I have time (and money) I want to do a course or two in it.
Jan 29th.
Asserted Truth #63: "Closer" by Nine Inch Nails makes me bite my lip.
Asserted Truth #48: Some days waking up is the scariest thought imaginable.
Asserted Truth #87: There are only two nightmares I've ever had that will stay with me for the rest of my life.
Asserted Truth #31: I fear being raped more than I fear being killed.
Asserted Truth #29: The idea of giving up control to someone is both terrifying and intriguing.
Jan 31st.
Asserted Truth #46: I'm a sucker for a good cup of coffee.
Asserted Truth #61: I can hide almost anything behind a joke or a smile.
Asserted Truth #03: I use to cut myself.
Asserted Truth #24: It had nothing to do with the pain (or whatever bullshit the shrinks and attention seekers are saying), it was blood, pure and simple.
Asserted Truth #73: I lived in New Zealand for a year.
Feb 13th.
Asserted Truth #98: I wish I was someone else.
Asserted Truth #51: I feel sick right now.
Asserted Truth #67: If I like a song I'll listen to it on repeat until I'm completely annoyed at it... then listen to it again.
Asserted Truth #30: One day someone elses opinions will mean everything to me and the next I just won't give a fuck.
Asserted Truth #52: Being numb both scares me and makes me feel safe.
Feb 18th.
Asserted Truth #37: I just re-read this and I sound like a whiny brat.
Asserted Truth #90: My dream home is a cottage or a church.
Asserted Truth #09: I want to visit England and Scotland.
Asserted Truth #62: If I could do my life over I would.
Asserted Truth #49: "No regrets" is for people who haven't lived.
March 4th.
Asserted Truth #57: I realise I'm fortunate for what I have.
Asserted Truth #82: I still have one grave to visit.
Asserted Truth #96: I've always been the "level headed one" and sometimes I hate it.
Asserted Truth #45: My head is never quiet.
Asserted Truth #20: My relationships have been with people, not genders. I suppose that makes me bisexual.



I have no regrets. I mean, I have fucked up a lot, got fucked up a lot and also been fucked - in many ways than imaginable. But no regrets, it's what makes us more than emotion. Is growing from where we are and have been. 

I'll take that as a compliment.

[& put that on repeat]






