chapter three to backstabber

i couldn't look ally in the face the next day at school. i couldn't even talk to her. she asked if i wa mad, i told her no, that i was just tired. i ran into jay a few times too. i wanted to avoid him, but come time out free period, i couldn't anymore.
"Let's leave," he said as i came up to him at his locker.
"Okay, where are we going to go?"
he shrugged and grabbed my hand. i looked around me, afraid that ally might see.
he pulled me behind him as we made our way to his pick up. when we got there and we were both inside, he leaned ove and kissed me softly.
"I've been waiting all day to do that."
"but we shouldn't be doing this jay, you know that we shouldn't be, for ally's sake."
"we love each other, what's it matter?"
"I was in this same ordeal, where i was ally, and i told myself that i would never be like that. now look, i lied, i am backstabbing my best friend."
he sighed and started his pick up.
"I was your best friend a whole lot longer than ally, reece. it's not fair to me. you're hurting me too."
i turned and looked at the houses as we drove. it was quiet. we finally pulled up in front of his house.
"Maybe we should stay outside today," i said still looking out the window and avoiding eye contact with him.
"Being inside and being in my truck are no different reece. i know that you want to kiss me. you might as well just do it and get it over with."
i turned and glared at him, but it didn't last long, because i did lean over and i did kiss him, for a very long time.