La la la. Here I sit in English class, not doing my work [I am supposed to be reading "Romeo and Juliet" silently] staring at people and feeling like crying. Why? I dunno, but oh well. Who really cares? Currently, I am staring at Ana. She has long, hippie like brown/black hair, gorgeous blue eyes, and today, is wearing an orange sweatshirt. Oh how I would love to be that sweatshirt. She's the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. But, of course, my dream girl is not a lesbian, or even a switch hitter. Too bad for me. I cannot catch a break. Well, I should stop staring at her before she notices. Who's next?
Aha. The perfect person. Miss Ollie, aka Olivia, my fictional bitch lover. She's one of the grandest friends I've got, and we are very close, but she doesn't know anything about my former depression or me questioning my sexuality for the past 4 years. Ugh. I don't think I'll ever be able to tell her. I don't want to lose her. I think I should stop staring at people for today. It makes my eyes sting when I look at something for too long, and they already sting from me wanting to cry. Ahh. Why do I have to be so emo? Heh. I hate labels.
Love Me Forever Diary??
kthxbye
Emma Janeallpoetry.com/poem/2294094 Part One allpoetry.com/Column/2273988 Part Two
Ugh. I don't think I'll ever be able to tell her. I don't want to lose her
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Excellant
I read throgh all three poems and I am impressed by your extroadinary writing skills but your subject matter is very painful to read. You express so much pain thai I wish I could give you a hug and tell you everything will be alright. Since I don't have the power to right all the worlds wrongs or make everyone happy. I will say that I will keep you in my prayers for I believe in One who can. God Bless -
this was awesome... i had that idea for a book title, but i guess thats not gonna be happening now
great work... loved it
love dani
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