Meh, I need some chocolate cake.

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Just about everyone has had to go through losing someone, whether it be a family member, a close friend, a pet, just about everyone has lost someone. I did, today. Around 4:30 my great uncle passed away. Buddy. I wanted to write a poem for him, but I couldn't really. And I'm gonna miss him, that's for sure. But his death made me realize, as do a lot of deaths, that we're not here for very long, and the people around us, well they're not here long either. You may think you have all of the time in the world, but you don't. You have a second to live your life and most of us don't live it how we should, not care free. We live in fear of everyone around us, what people are going to say, what they'll think, and I don't know why. I can't figure it out. Just be yourself. It's not that hard to let go and cut up every once in a while, it really isn't. So just live it how YOU want to. Take the time to do things that you did with others when you were a kid. Play games with your family no matter how old you get, you're never too old to have fun and to play around. Never. And I just wish I could've realize all of this before now. Y'know? And while I'm glad Buddy's done suffering, I still wish I could've eaten one last bowl of ice cream with him. We used to all the time when I was little. I miss it. I miss the old days, how everything was. I don't wanna grow up. =(I guess this would be a 'diary' type thing... right?