right about now a trip would be good...I'd appreciate leaving for a while,on a boat,on a jet plane,on a cloud it doesn't really matter...just getting away from all this...my life turns out to be really dull and boring.I'm sinking in routine and that's not good at all,when you're so free inside your mind the hardest thing to do sometimes is to cope with every day's bullshit with all of the ignorance you stumble upon and all the stupidity ppl seem so prisoners of...
i just wish i had some kind of superpower...the most ideal would be superman's...yeah i would feel great to just take off into the heavens...as far as i could...deep space exploration...it's so silent and calm out there it's almost like music...a soothing music with no superficial noises or extra care for what's not important...
FUCK COMMERCE,FUCK ECONOMY ! they deprived us of what music should really be about...everything is so corrupted now that it's not even artistic to feel these days !!
or spiderman ! yeah spidy's extreme jumping abilities would do me good in the city...
i guess these needs of freedom lurk in each one of us...but my cravings have come to surface and they're more and more powerful,it's becoming a lot more difficult to cope...
and the nastiest thing about all that is that sex doesn't help like it used to :S
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right about now a trip would be good..leavin..but not on a boat,not on a jet plane..not superman's powers,not even spiderman's intrest me at the moment!!i would like to be someone that can just vanish when i want to! i always wonder when these characteres vanish,where do they go?!?! do they reach some empty places or break into another world?!?!
if thats the case, i'll vanish forever..
not me..
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zeltria !!zely
i'm so glad i found you here it's like i've always been in need for advice and suddenly i have a wise understanding poet giving me hints on everything i care about
thanks a lot for all those comments and support i really aprreciate it
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If sex doesn't help like it used to then you should take a break from it. Something like 3 months. That should make it helpful like before.
But just in case you couldn't go through it again, maybe you would like another advice. Stop expecting life to be exciting and new. It isn't. It's just a shitty day after another. Try to take pleasure in the small things. they are all that matters.
As to music, don't bothe rlistening to today's music. Just stick to the old classics when music was true to the soul.
Try to take it slow. There's not much that we can do, so acceptance is very crucial.



