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The Beginning

Why or how one knows when the beginning is is quite beyond my own knowing. How do we know when feelings for one another come into play and when they all started? or maybe when they start again...? And when, or maybe rather how, do we know they've ended. How can you be so sure of your feelings and your own heart to know when something so seemingly childish, at times, has started or ended or has it ever stopped or was it is was ever there in the first place...If you ever really had those feelings and did your heart or mind only tell you otherwise. Why I question this and why I'm wondering about it all, I don't know. Maybe I have too much time on my hands. Maybe I should find more stuff to do or maybe it's normal to question what and how and why your heart feels the way it does. Slowly, I'm coming to the conclusion that I think too much and I'm possibly slightly crazy, but where does THAT thought process begin and end...? I need a break from reality.I've never done a column before, but basically, this is just some thoughts I had today and I was wanting some feedback from people on here.

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  • jezz-aussi
    January 6, 2006
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    Hmm...I relate to this, yeah. To the question, and to the not-knowing. I know that I end up asking myself this quite often. It's good to know that it's not just me being over-analytical or overly-emo...even though I am both of those things at times lol.

    Again, yes, this was cool, something I related to.

    Love and light,

    Jenna


  • Cyanide Milkshake
    December 15, 2005
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    Hehe, totally agree. Sometimes things happen and I feel something for someone much longer than I ever realised, or I find out I've actually stopped feeling that way and didnt even notice... thoughts are weird like that, how can we percieve when they truly begin and when/if they truly end? And I think its excellent that you randomly start asking questions about this kind of stuff - now i'm not the only one ^.^
    It is an interesting subject though, and I enjoyed reading it. Kudos to you, oh curious one xxx

  • xXUnforg1venXx
    December 14, 2005
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    ?????????? yay?????????

    I didnt really get this... all i got was the question.. and it is a good question..... i dont really know.. i dont think that neone does.. i have thought the same thing.. and i got my brain hurting and went back to not thinking bout nethign again... i dont know how the heart works.. or how your brain works or how they tell you other than what yuo think is right... it is all one big jumbled up mess of confusion... wish i could help you out more.. but im me.. what more could you possible expect from me?? hey there is another good question.. lol.. too..... many.... questions.... head..... is...... gunna.......... SPLODE!! all over the place even.. lol. welp im gunna go i think i have already wasted enough of your time.. bye mad.. i love you soo much!!!!!