Hello All. I thank you dearly if you did so accept the invitation your curiosity presented to you to click-(what a vast cyber-world) - I'm the poet Sui Generis, just somebody human reduced to another face in the crowd. I'm nobody, I'm somebody, I'm whatever you depicted from all these sticky stanza's and sincere silences. Here, that's all I'll ever be.
Certain...thoughts- have been probing at my little unsatisfied mind lately. How completely selfish of me to write about and post it. Every day is as slow as thick molasses yet as speedy as a rocket- ticking clocks as time corners its prey. This cyber-world i dwell in, open those giant, Gothic-designed double doors, hear them creeeek like a splitting cryptic cry and then, the sound of my hesitant footsteps is all that echoes in the muted silence. So it is, I re-enter AllPoetry, hour after hour. i linger in this cyber-poetry "castle" for so long and remain here like a prisoner even after I click 'log out'. For how quickly I can accustom to such pleasant mirages of "home"; a place i can only awaken through that precious pen and paper. But I'm Just A Stranger Here.
though I think I need to disconnect myself- maybe for centuries, maybe for weeks. My selfish mind tells me something isn't write- i mean right- this is all so fake like those fabled "paper flowers' the great idolized Amy Lee sings of. let's pretend AllPoetry is like a mask
that Sui Generis got (somehow) bored of and that can no longer fit or serve its rightful purpose (like life! *clanks coffee mug*) As selfish as it is, I want to arise from my tattered, numb, poetic soul, I want to be someone else here, but I do not want to leave and forget all I've accomplished, sowed and reaped here as Sui Generis777. But I want a new atmosphere, a new life- I want Sui Generis Suicide.
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Er...can you edit the comment pleez? Your "love n light" is very ecouraging n very appreciated 
Thnx!
SARCASM: It's easier than hanging YOUR cat((remember your away message?? 
((rolls eyes and yes laughs)) Thankyou for reading, Lop. I've always seemed to appreciate your comments more than the usual cliched ones I seem to get too often 
