Well, I'm here to listen, why did you call on me? You don't know?...Don't give me that, now, what are you so afraid of? Ah, yes there we go. That made you jump and turn ghostly white now didn't it? Well, good! Something for me to pry at!
Fear, Fear, Fear. It's pure human nature to fear, just as it is to love,hate,want or feel any emotion. Emotions are strange things aren't they? They can tie you to their harnesses and yell "MUSH!" Basically, they influence YOU. They are you in a sense. they're very powerful yet very, very...dangerous. And fear? It is the brainchild of the unknown. (i.e. :the infamous "what if...?"'s Fear is present for many reasons but fear of the unknown seems to sum it all up pretty well, don't you think? (
sips mocha) I have to admit...the unknown is a terrifying place to dwell, I've visited there for long periods and it drove me nearly insane. We don't know what to expect, what will happen nest and it's a sort of suspense that dangles you off a cliff. Let us pretend that fear is a tree. Human nature is it's soil, it's seed is any negative thought or emotion and it's trunk is the unknown. That help? See, there could be many reasons why you're too afraid to answer beyond "I don't know" But being your conscience, being YOU, I
grin* ont:: know...or I'm too "afraid" to say so specifically. See, my dear friend, if we make our weaknesses known we should then expect attacks
So you (and every other human) will say "i don't know" when they need it for disguisewhen they are too afraid to answer. I find it sad that we are stunted by fear. Or, are we? Rememberou gotta learn to crawl before you can learn to walk. but fear, why? Life is like a court- everything you say can and wil be used against you!!
See? What ever answer you give beside "i don't know" gives everybody else a chance or reason to pre judge you, to mock you, twist your words, hates you, spread rumors, look at you differently, to abandon you or betray you BECAUSE THEY AR PEOPLE and you'd ratyher stay in your haze of apathy, for it's safe there even with all the fear and emptiness than giving any part of yourself away for the game of life.
Need i say more?
now tell me...why'd you call for me in these darkened hours of the morning...you won't because you are still afraid- i am you, yet i can still hurt, or hurt you as well, even if I am brought to life by only pen and paper I'm still of human still just as dangerous, You don't know how i'd re-act ...or respond,,,you're too afraid to risk it and find out. But be careful-don't let you fear overcome your need of something more...and choose yor battles wisely and be brave in "war"
Sunrise,Sunset
Sincerely Me,
~sui generis777~Another long night and too early morning
Adding your comment:
if i am becoming a "hero" then you've definitly contributed to tht strength! It's great to have you back!! 
THANKYOU!!
But really, I am completely amazed at your philosophical waxing and the creative form you've chosen to display it in. It seems like a new genre for you, from what I've read, and I like it; it's always fulfilling to expand your horizons a bit 
... wow sui, you address many truthful points within this write, the conversation between you and your conscience shows the inner struggle of what most have.. well wat all have, fear is something which prevents us from living to our fullest, fear ends up controlling us.. if we let it!... U did well with this and I can tell you must have been letting your mind wonder wildly, thinking into the little hrs of the morning... This is an amazing write which i can take into acount and ask myself all these questions... amazing sis!!!
