I am getting tired of God's Bullshit...Or...Is It Me?

Why can't everything be OK just for one day? Just Once??

If I'm good in one depertment of my life, a fire alarm goes off next door.


So tired of that. God, please can you give me a break?
Just for one day?
Can you shine on me and take all pain away
Can I have one day when I don't feel angst?
And anxiety or fear or loss or pain?

Please, God, just one day.
Can I come together with my fellow inmates?
On this thing called Earth made of clay?
Help me please! I'm fading away.....

PLEASE! Give me a reason to stay
The bullshit is leading to my decay.