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Just Because.........

I have come to love many on this site, have even traveled to meet some. Have found out some are not real or not who they say they are and IT HURT! Yet I have now realized they do not mean to hurt anyone, we all need an escape and maybe for some it is being someone else through a screen.

With this said I am be more distant in my thoughts or actions to many, but I do understand...and those I know to be true are in my heart ALWAYS and some may not be but I still shall hold them dear for other reasons.

I am who I say I am and my pictures of me and my family are real, but that truth can only be found in words and hearts.

Love always,
Kim

I have come to love many on this site, have even traveled to meet some.  Have found out some are not real or not who they say they are and IT HURT! Yet I have now realized they do not mean to hurt anyone. WE all need an escape and maybe for some it is being someone else through a screen.
I still love who they are, be in life or on screen...


With this said I am be more distant in my thoughts or actions to many, but I do understand...and those I know to be true are in my heart ALWAYS and some may not be but I still shall hold them dear for other reasons.

I am who I say I am and my pictures of me and my family are real, but that truth can only be found in words and hearts.

Love always,
Kim

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  • Alasar Minoko
    October 14
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    my internet self is merely an expression of who I am. Mayhaps not my physical form, but people who know me in real life would tell you I am just as crazy in real life. My internet self is an expression of who I am beneath my skin. And that sometimes comes out as a poem, or in the form of an online character.

    Hate to hear the people you took the time to meet were not who they lead you to believe.

    And mystic, you are one of the people on this website who inspired me to be just me, and cherish the ability to use words to express myself.

    Alexander Hamilton Davis


    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 31
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      Stay true to you and the rest follows.
      Thank you for the comment and support.

      Blessings,

  • Tercarro
    October 13
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    Poets

    Poets dream and on this site many writers dream of making wonderful conections with wonderful people and of course you are one of those wonderful writers and,I haven't seen your photo's or family nor do I need too. For me the work and writing is all I need to stay connected to the fantasy of life. For those of you seeking more than inspiration, you should go to sites that provide just that and for all on AP. stick to what you know and that is the reality of writing because it will always be there for you.


  • stavykm gold member
    October 11
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    Oh wow this is a harsh reality. I've traveled to meet on poet and it wasn't what I expected but I got over it like you say. Oh I know my heart has been ever so open and raw and I've shared nothing but the truth of who I am and what I'm going through just as you my dear sweet sister.

    This is good for it is always wise to have a reality check. I certainly hope things are well with you and your family

    Wishing You Many Blessings,
    Much Love Always,
    Your Sis,
    Kelle Marie


    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 31
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      Thank you, sis!

      With love and blessings,

    • Tercarro
      October 14
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      I wish you would travel to see me

      If that's really you I wish you would travel to see me. What a smile you have.


      • mysticstorm gold member
        October 31
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        Thank you! I would be honored and I hear that alot about my smile, maybe because I never stop...lol


    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 13
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      Thank you dear sis, that you you know and understand...it goes both ways....

      xoxo.

      sis


  • daviscth silver member
    October 11
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    I guesss many people do use the internet and this site for their escape from everyday life sis. To me, lying online is the same as lying face to face. I could never understand why anyone would do that. Just as you have stated, I also am exactly who I say I am. I've shared my family and my hopes and dreams as well as the heartache of losing my darling Chloe. While I'm a bit more cautious now as to who I trust on this site I am happy to say that I have made many wonderful friends and hope they feel the same way about me.

    Love you girl,
    Cathy

    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 31
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      Dear sis,
      I feel you are so right and this maybe the only escape many have...but the lying is hard either way isn't it?
      Stand true to you and know I am always with you in thoughts and prayers.

      Love,


      P.S.
      Love the new house!


  • poeticweaver gold member
    October 11
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    we live and learn, and don't always like what we are taught. Stay you, sincere and true.. and I send my love across the miles.

    Love Timothy

    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 31
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      Hope all is well with you my friend. I have missed you and that is my fault. You always honor me with your kindness.

      Blessings,
      Kim


  • mysticstorm gold member
    October 11
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    If anyone needs me and I am not here...call 941 244 3745...my home, my life...

    Love,
    Kimberly


  • Puppydog gold member
    October 11
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    SO HONEST

    Yes, here we for the most part put on our best part. the part of us which is not everyday but only that which we hold in and let out through this keyboard. I may not always do or say the right things but honestly do try to be simply me no matter where I am. No one is perfect and here is a place where we can show our good side and keep our bad hidden away for a while. You bring out a good point here, I have not traveled to meet anyone from here but have phoned them, talked with them and sent letters back and forth. I would be lost if not for this contact, this way of communication between those who have a common bond in writing. We may not always be good, or what we show on here but we are people with our faults and attributes. 's


    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 31
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      My brother, my friend,
      You are always so sweet and honest and for that I will always love you!


  • Loveandblessings2u gold member
    October 11
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    100% all of me here, and I wouldn't want to be anyone else.
    I am not perfect and I surely am not beautiful looking by any means.
    But my heart is pure, and my soul is full of love and compassion.
    I am in love with the most wonderful man, who adores me. I write
    about him often. I have one amazing granddaughter Nyla who I am
    sure that half of AP has heard about, because I write about her alot.
    I have two wonderful children both are grown and doing well.
    One son and one daughter, God has really blessed me. I am a nusre
    and I work in a cancer hospital, where the patients are about as
    sick as they come, and it is so heartbreaking to watch them during
    their final days here on earth. All in all I am a little skinny black not so young ( anymore ) lady from the crazy city of Phila. I could go on and on and on telling you the hold truth nothing but the truth so help me God, but sooner or later you would get bored lol. Anyway I understand how you feel, because I can relate, I to have met people who were not who they said they were and yes it does hurt. But I forgive them all and I moved on, letting them be whatever and whoever they dreamed to be. I really don't think they mean any harm, I think they just want to make their self out to be more than who they really are, because deep dpwn inside they want to be a better person, for whatever reason. I believe that most people here on AP are who they say they are. And I have come to love and care deeply for a lot of them. I wish you tons of happiness and I pray that you continue to pour out those amazing pieces
    of poetry that comes from you tender heart.

    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 11
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      I love YOU! I know you are real and I appreciate you...I feel the same way, that the ones who are not who they say do it to be free through a screen and that is all.
      You are blessed and a blessing to know...

      Love always,

  • Susan E. Pennycuff
    October 11
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    As long as you are alright, safe and happy... well that is all that is important to me dear. You know where to find me hun, I am always here for you sis, love ya bunches!

    Suzi

    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 11
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      Thank you my dear sister. I was told someone I love here is not real...so I got to thinking does it really matter, maybe it is an escape for them.

      Love you too!
      and I may meet you one day soon.


  • x-Black-Butterfly-x gold member
    October 11
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    i miss talking with you


  • crimsondew
    October 11
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    TRUTH ALWAYS REMAINS TRUTH...


  • Lady Australis silver member
    October 11
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    hey ma..
    you know its true who i am
    can we catch up soon pease?


  • NeanderthalMan
    October 11
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    Free to dream,
    to feel,
    the world here
    is but a shadow,
    but truth,
    though disguised
    can never be
    hidden.



    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 11
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      How sad but true! I lost a sister of 4 years today by truth....

      Always,
      ME

  • mysticstorm gold member
    October 10
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    LOL! The only reason I have not come yet to your beautiful country is my 4 legged boys....vut when I have a great baysitter I am there...and yes we will PARTY!!!


  • babygirl2582 silver member
    October 10
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    I understand...

    I however am me... Tanikka Beard
    I am 27 and although I have been a member for a while I do not have an allpoetry family...
    That is except my wife Mrs. Randolph01 but I am here still waiting paitently till ap truely embraces me as I have to many. I guess my point is we are not all fake some of us are as real as sunshine and fine wine.

    Love Always
    Tanikka Beard
    ~A.K.A.~
    BABYGIRL2582


    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 10
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      LOL!!! See you are simply beautiful and true blue...I hope to get to know you in the future...

      Love,
      ME


  • Malabu
    October 10
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    I am me
    a mystery
    I played that game and lost
    lets face it... im just to shy
    i don't care to lie
    I can't get to close
    ive forgotten how to fly


    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 10
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      No you did not!!! You fly everyday in every word you say... you are you and beautiful too...

      Love,
      just ME


  • Beret55 silver member
    October 10
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    Well you should all know... I'M SOMEBODY.

    I was a Green Beret demolitions sgt in Nam. (Nobody cared)
    I was a switchman, yardmaster, General yardmaster, conductor on the SP rail road. (Nobody cared)
    I write poetry and short stories, ( nobody cares)
    I've always strived to be a SOMEBODY.
    Never made it.
    BUT,,, I retired, and all of a sudden I'M FINELY A SOMEBODY..
    SOMEBODY has to mow.
    SOMEBODY has to take out the trash.
    SOMEBODY has to etc, etc.
    I MADE IT.. hehe

    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 10
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      I LOVE YOU AND I CARE! I care that you served and came back ALIVE!!! I care that you think no one else cared...I CARE!!! and many more do also... I love that you write and you are you...I CARE!!!

      Love,
      simply me


  • Cannonsfire
    October 10
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    Hey Kym, no need to tell me you are real, I stillhave your phone number that you willingly gave me should I come to visit you ...it's hard sometimes when you put trust in something that never has a face, you have always be real C

    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 10
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      Thank you, luv and you are al;ways welcome here...I do beleive you know where this came from.
      xoxo

      Forever,
      ME


  • Desire gold member
    October 10
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    Bless Your Heart~

    You be You Beautiful~ and I understand of what You speak
    And as told to me...People can take me as I am...or leave me...
    I have the Lord in my Life...HE will give me what I need~
    not what I think I need I would not be here without Him...
    My Life depends on Him~
    (Not trying to get all religious and such but that is the Truth for me)
    Energy is Powerful stuff...
    it speaks volumes...If a person has doubt about You or me
    or another...that is them...that is their perspective...
    I am nudged to mention...there are some who will have
    own opinion...and not change and open Mind to see the Truth
    if it was right before his or her eyes~
    [Truth however it is perceived]
    Thank You for sharing this and Keep on being YOU!!!

    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 10
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      I LOVE YOU!!! and this was not started about me, but I am sure many may think this....I am nothing but me...and I find you as true as many one I am know here...thank you for the supporrt and love.

      Forever,

      • Desire gold member
        October 10
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        Oooooooooooh Bless Your Heart...
        You know...I am shown...JayZ...brushing the dirt
        off his shoulders...
        as in..those who want to leave dust...just brush it off
        And personally...who cares what the others think whose
        opinion may mean nothing
        Woot~ I value Your opinion...not theirs
        (as said to me...if they don't help make Your world go around...
        they don't count)


  • John BoSox
    October 10
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    you appear to be a sincere person. I love your writes.What more is there to say..Thank you

    John


  • kiwigirljacks gold member
    October 10
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    I agree we all need an outlet, I even accept people not being who they are in real life on here.. until they do that to the point that they are draining other people, taking their time away from 'real' people and family, yet making them feel guilty about doing it, when their own problems aren't 'real' .. sigh.. I guess it's a complicated issue and I for one don't get close to people here now because of it...

    • kiwigirljacks gold member
      October 10
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      I also know you are real hun.. because I've seen enough pictures of you to know... if anyone wants proof I am real they can add me on Facebook and see all my photos with myself and friends.. postings from people I work with etc.

      I am always suspicious of people who will not post pictures of themselves or their family on facebook.. I understand wanting privacy, but that coupled with other things.. it kinda says a lot to me.

      I love my friends here.. and I apologize to them to for being distant, but I've beenhurt too many times here I guess

      You will always be special to me

      • mysticstorm gold member
        October 10
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        Thank you, luv! Hey I know you are real, I've seen many different pic's of you and you're right about facebook or my space...(I ave some really BAD pic's of me, but the dogs look good )...I hav asked for pic from one here even inemail or facebook etc. she keeps puting me off...so now I am really lost...but I appreciate your honesty. We are ture friend, right???

        • kiwigirljacks gold member
          October 10
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          You never look bad in pics!!! I only show the half decent ones of me, not the ones I look like a drag queen in

          we are and always will be true friends

          • mysticstorm gold member
            October 10
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            LOL!!! go to myspace and look how bad I look...;but the dogs look great!
            The river they love I have a yellow shirt and round up and down pink pants...tell me that isn't bad...
            You are beautiful and sometimes are worsed moments are are most honest...
            If you ever come to the US you have to visit and I AM coming there so hope to see you as well.

            • kiwigirljacks gold member
              October 10
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              Ohh if you ever come here.. we are definitetly going to catch up Doesn't matter where youare in NZ I will travel to meet up with you


  • Sandra R Reynolds gold member
    October 10
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    yes I am who I am too. Why be something else when there's nobody I want to be but myself. Besides nobody wants to be me so I guess I'll keep me. LOL s Sis.

    • mysticstorm gold member
      October 10
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      LOL!!! I love and appreciate you soooooo much sis...I really believe mucho people would love to be you!!!

      Forever,
      ME

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