Brianna's Ponderings

This is the column for me..if you want to read it, it's your problem. I'm just going to warn you forehand that this is mostly my personal writing...so don't be offended.

This guy above is my crush, Josh...you may think he looks like a girl, but he's my sexy asian firecracker.
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So...here I am. Sitting in front of the computer thinking about what I should write. Does anyone really want to read my column? WILL anyone read my column? I want people to know who I am on websites. Just like how I know about lots of people on this website, the "popular" people of cyberspace. So... I give a shoutout to you popular people. I will forever look up to you!

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And on to what's happening with Josh. (my love) So him and I were messing with people on a chatting site. And I pick up this guy on there and we exchange MSN.. I'm talking to him and he's really digging me but I'm four years younger than him. His name changed to Lilly Rose while he was in the bathroom, so, as natural I questioned him about it. Luckily, my computer was broken so I got what I wanted: an explanation. He said that he had given me his best friend's MSN because there were too many hackers and stuff on that site. Then after he webcammed with me, and we talked, he said I was really chill and acted a lot older than I was. But he said he wouldn't give me the real MSN. So I yelled at him, and then had Josh talk to him. They had a talk and it came out like this : (he is Mike)

Mike- so is she emo?
Josh- she doesnt look too emo on the outside but i think she is on the outside
Mike- oh i see...she said she was gonna kill herself
Josh- she said that to me too...she said she had attempted it but i dont know if i should believe it
Mike- so are you two friends
Josh- yeah
Mike- got a story?
Josh-
yeah she asked me out
i said no
she still talks about
Mike- oh i see
Josh- yeah
(skip ahead a lil bit nothing important in between these)
Mike- well you should go out with her
she is really pretty and chill
girls don't usually ask guys out
make her happy k?
Josh- yeah k


This is when Josh IM's me and says, 'your veery sneaky'

I said 'I didnt tell him to say any of that even though you probably dont believe me.'

(skip ahead)

We're comparing our zodiac signs to see if we're a compatible match.

It says we're not a match made in heaven, and it would take a lot of work to make our relationship work.

This angered me so I said 'I don't believe this stupid zodiac crap anyway'

He said 'Yeah be sure to slap those people'

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So, do you think this would have made our relationship any closer...or farther apart...or no change?

Thanks for reading!