I guess this is the best place to put this...
I feel like I'm bound with thread holding me down and I struggle to try and move forward. Like I've been put in a hole and been left to sit in the dark without being able to see the sun...
I feel like I'm contenplating my death while trying to make the most of life... And when everything is going my way why do I feel like everything is going against me?
Why is it that I do my best and everyone turns away... Why is it that I try to help and everyone just tells me I'm not doing everything right... Why is it that people say go for the stars yet we I do, I'm not doing it right or that I'm being held back by those who want everythign to stay the same...
How can I think when I feel like I'm the odd one out, how can I feel smart when I'm not even smart enough to be able to be about the middle in my class... How can I look forward to the future when I only see the death of those around me...
Does this make me an oddity?
Yet I try day after day to be "better" and yet no one even tries to see past my smile, and see my grasping to them in hope...
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I believe in you, dont really care what you do. long as you're happy. And you're smart, like me, we just prefer to read a book than read about the boring psychological processes. which are, lets face it, although interesting, they are mind numbingly boring to rote learn.
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