About Me

My name is Deborah, Debbie, just not Deb.

I am 31 years old.

I have one beautiful son named Johnny who is four years old.

I come from a small town called Sayre, which is in the northern region of Pennsylvania.
I have 3 brothers, one half brother, three half sisters, one step brother, and one step sister.

I don't work, the doctor's will not allow me to be employed, so I am on SSD.
My dream was to one day be a nurse, that idea has vanished. Now, I'm not sure what I want to be.

I'm a very shy person until I get to know someone, then you really can't shut me up.

I have OCD, PTSD, AD/HD, Bi-polar, and Depersonalization Disorder.

I am a very depressive person.  

I love all people, that is until you hurt me. 

Interests:

Spending time with m son, photography, reading, writing, music, movies, travel, concerts, animals, walking, board games (esp. scrabble), scrapbooking, laughter

Movies:

Black&white, independent, and foreign films. Action, adventure, comedy, drama, fantasy, horror, mystery, romance, thrillers, musicals, plays, and sports related movies. I am mostly into horror/gore. Anything that gets me close to puking or pissing my pants gets two thumbs up from me.

A favorites list can be set aside for now, it would take me quite a while.

Television:

Psych/Bones/True Blood/Closer/Eureka/Nip Tuck/The Big Bang Theory/Medium/Sopranos/The L Word/Monk/CSI/Law and Order SVU/Cold Case/That Metal Show

Music:

I like all genres. Alternative, rock, classic rock, punk, heavy metal, country, grunge, rap, r&b, raggae, pop, blues, and jazz.

Favorites: Adam Lambert/Otep/Norah Jones/Meldrum/Mandy Moore/Kings of Leon/Kiss/Mazzy Star/Aimee Mann/Charlie Drown/Emilie Autumn/Lady Sovereign/Switchblade Symphony/Kristin Hersh/Tapping the Vein/Holly Brook/Dresden Dolls/Ani Difranco/Sophie Zelmanie/Colbie Caillat/Katy Perry/Xavier Rudd/Kate Nash/Mary Magdalan/Jenny Lewis/Joss Stone/Kidneythieves/Suzanna Vega/Lisa Loeb/Bruce Willis/Genitorturers/Bob Marley/Fiona Apple/Evanescence/Emiliana Torrini/Katie Melua/The Black Crowes/Bruce Springsteen/Little Heroes/Lizzie West/Sarah McLachlan/Amy Winehouse/Rasputina/Lunachicks/Aimee Allen/Porcelain and the Tramps/In This Moment/White Stripes/Yeah Yeah Yeahs/Sixx AM/Schoolyard Heroes/Stone Sour/Bikini Kill/Marilyn Manson/The Beatles/My Ruin/The Cranberries/Lacuna Coil/Bif Naked/Lily Allen/Rob Zombie/Courtney Love/Tori Amos/Garbage/Cyndi Lauper/Lily Allen/ Crosby Stills Nash and Young/Nick Cave/John Butler Trio/Ella Fitzgerald/Arethra Franklin/Louis Armstrong

Ok, so I can go on for days with my favorites...but at least you get an idea.

Books:

Stephen King/Dean Koontz/Marry Higgins Clark/Maya Angelou/ Robert Frost/Anne Rice/Dave Pelzer.

I stick to mostly non-fiction and books based on true crime. 

Heroes:

~My Mother~

The one who not only loved me unconditionally, but who knew my dreams and made them her own. She was my rock, the one who helped me through the worst years of my life. She suffered with me, battled her own demons as I have battled mine. She will never be forgotten, my sun and moon, my earth and sky. Her embrace always warmed my heart and soothed my soul, and her love still burns inside of me like a raging fire. Without her in my life, I am only half the woman I wish that I could be. I'm not sure if I've said it loud enough or long enough, but know that I love you mom and I always will. I couldn't have asked for a better friend because I had you in my life.

~My Son~

My little piece of heaven, the one who brings a smile to my face each and every morning, who fills my heart with laughter, and who shows me the true meaning of life. I've made many mistakes, but know that with every breath I take, I love you more and more. I am a very proud mother. Looking into your eyes, my heart is at peace. I can't believe that I have created something so beautiful, someone so beautiful. You are the best part of me, and I'm not anything in this life without you.
I love you
My precious son.

~My Aunt Angie~

Who stood behind me through the best and the worst of my life, in many times has helped me rise up when I was down so low, and even after causing her pain-still stands by my side with an unconditional love. No one can ever replace my mother, but in my eyes, you shine just as bright and love just as much. You're my best friend, my confident. It has been your love that has helped me grow stronger, love deeper, and live happier. I am eternally grateful.

Stay tuned, I'll be adding more later.