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~ A Note of Thanks ~ [Can't Say It Enough]

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Greetings to Friends and Family~

I wanted to start off by saying: Thank You
from the top to bottom of my Heart for being supportive

and most of all, being Yourself.

I'm Blessed to have You ALL in my Life as I take each day

at a time, treasuring the abundance of jewels harbored within;
each of You I Treasure...

 

This past Mother's Day~
I lost a Mother figure who fought lung cancer until the Lord felt
it was time for her to rest. He called her Home.
(Sadly it was her daughter's first Mother's Day after birth of my
nephew)
For months I prepared self for transition remembering that even
though the Doctors gave up- she did not.
How I wanted to be like her when I grew up and am fortunate

to have had her in my Life while she had breath.
May Sister Andrea forever rest in Peace!

Slowly but surely, I'll swing by Your pages and leave
a Gift but for now wanted to express my Appreciation.
It's been awhile I know~
Wish I could be on longer however Miracles can-do happen
which allows me to be on at all.

The device implanted to keep my Heart going is working
overtime and even though the Doctors also Nurses call me
the 20 Percent Kid (Heart working at 20 Percent plus I'm just

a kid in their eyes compared to the other patients over 60)

X-rays showed nodules in my lungs- Now that's an eye opener.
Even with added baggage, I still Love Life!!

They still are in awe I am not on oxygen nor bedridden.
I pinch myself many times...

Honestly I may get extreme fatigue where I have to lie down
yet know there is a Higher Power watching over me close 

so I worry not.

IM's will be returned that have not been deleted due to time limit
and I ask for patience in that regard. I'll try my darndest to respond

in a reasonable time frame. Energy exuded is Powerful and since the
device implanted, I'm even more sensitive to what is around me plus
what comes through in words also images. Same with the phone.
Talk about vertigo- Wow! I may like shake and bake but not literally.

My device goes into shock mode which is not a pleasant experience
by any means. Fortunately I just received another monitoring system
to hopefully help with this so when I get excited or heightened in energy;
I don't get shocked, zapped or frickaseed... (just kidding)

Sounds funny I imagine- Maybe that is a way for the Angels to keep
me grounded...Hmmmmm

Love You ALL for ALL You do~ I will be in touch
Thank You again and Blessings Always!!



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  • all faded blue
    June 6, 2009
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    to finish my comment,, how does one avoid stress????? Anyway, I will be thinking of you often, hope that things improve for you. Take care, laurie

  • all faded blue
    June 6, 2009
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    Hi, just reading this, have been fighting some of the same, heart at 26 percent, and I am 52. I get really frustrated with the lack of energy and having to often just give up and go to bed. I have never been like this, always was active and busy and on


    • Desire gold member
      June 6, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaaaaaw Bless Your Heart
      I so hear ya~ Excellent question~ the Doctor's continually say-
      stay calm
      stay calm


      I listen to music- and do a lot of meditation-
      I was told to be careful to the kind of music
      for it too sad- then balling like a baby
      gets the Heart racing

      Then I get told- not to travel too much
      unable to drive for awhile anyways~
      Actually writing has been so soothing-
      which I do in a notebook- when not on the computer-
      there is so much energy emitting from the computer
      I have to step away so writing with the old fashioned
      pencil works for me


      Thank You for taking the time to stop by with Generous words
      and well wishes and I also wish many Blessings Your way~
      and that You feel much better- rejuvenated
      also not so tired- I so understand how that feel
      Happiness and Healing~ Woot!!!


  • Denerica
    May 22, 2009
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    Hey Sis!

    Thank you so much for these words out to your friends here on AP, I am constantly thinking of your and of course praying as well, missing your poetry as well. You are definately a testimony and such wonderful strength you are showing here, keep testifying the love, I love you sis. Blessings.


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaw Bless Your Heart and Love You to Sis and Miss You loads
      Hope You are doing Fantastic~ You are a Gem I adore
      I'll be over Your way ~ Ooooooooooooooh Yes
      so get ready Thankies for visiting-
      means the world


  • BonnieQ silver member
    May 22, 2009
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    Ah, My Sunshine!

    It is sooo good to see you back online; albeit, I myself have not been online much either. Nevertheless, I've missed you, your wonderful poems, and your wonderful comments/reviews! God is with you, as always, and matters will smooth out: just need a little time. Please don't worry about responding to any missives I might have sent in your absence. Just know that you are much loved and I'm very happy to see you popping in.

    Much love and hugs, SisBon


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaw Miss You SisBon and so Appreciate Your Words also Love You always send I'm Happy You are on and I so understand regarding stepping away for a bit of R&R Love You and ALL You do plus more~ I'll be over Your way also to inhale Gems Yay!!!


  • Bedroom Eyes
    May 22, 2009
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    Dearest Sissy-poo

    I am pleased as punch to finally hear from you! I SHOULD be annoyed with you for making me worry so much, but I'm so happy to see anything from you that I forgot to be mad! (just kidding of course )

    Know that you have been, and are still, in my thoughts & prayers Sis. I look forward to the day when we again can once again B.S. about anything & everything under the sun.

    Miss you BUNCHES!

    Greg


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Yay I am back and excited to be here~ to You my Brother and hope You are doing Fantastic to Your other half too
      Woooooooot!!!! Yes we need to share more BS You have me cracking up over here Miss You and keep on making the world a better place


  • Heavenly Angel silver member
    May 22, 2009
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    It is sooo AWESOME to see you back here, sweetie!
    You have been SORELY missed!
    LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU
    Sandy


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Yay!!! Me back and Miss You sooooooooooooooo much~ Love You and ALL You are so You stay Sweet and Appreciate Your visit!!!! Woot
      before my butt gets sore


  • Kuranya gold member
    May 22, 2009
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    Ah how we have missed you sweet lady. I am glad to see you still have your sense of humour. I'm sorry to hear of your loss and troubles but you are in our thoughts always. I'm sure you know that. Take Care xx Sam xx


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaaaw Precious Spirit You are such a Gem and Miss You Loads
      also will be over to inhale Your works to learn for me to learn a thing or
      two Thank You for taking the time to visit~ I'm so AppreciativeHope You are doing Fantastic also


  • maa gold member
    May 22, 2009
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    AP is not the same without you ...
    I am so relieved to know that you have overcome this difficult health challenge, and hope that everything will get in order soon ...
    I think that the angels should grant you a little holiday now ...
    I love you so much,
    marion


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaaaw Marion You are such a Blessing and I am happy You came by to visit always an Honor You do so much for others and I can't help but smile knowing You paid me a visit Hope You and Your other half are doing well
      Miss You and Love YouI'll be over Your way~ *bow*
      time for us to dance


  • Moons Lunar Angel gold member
    May 21, 2009
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    I love you soooooooo much


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Love Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu and I will be over Your way Beautiful You are a Gem~ Hope You are doing Great and Miss You loads
      We have lots to do and little time to do it in
      time for us to shake it before our butts fall off

      Appreciate Your visit Precious~ Always
      You Inspire me*bow*


  • aboomer silver member
    May 21, 2009
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    sending love, blessings and prayers your way. Sure pray that things start looking up for you!
    take care


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaaaaaw You are a Gem and how the heck You be
      Appreciate Your visit Beautiful and I'll also be by Your way to inhale Your Gems penned Appreciate Your visit always Beautiful~ You make me smile and Inspire me to think Positive Love You for ALL You are You take care of You Sweet One so we can dance without tripping over our feet


  • Lionheart
    May 21, 2009
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    I am truly sorry for your loss of a dear loved one. I am also saddened for the health problems you are experiencing. I know how strong you are and that knowledge helps me. You are always in my thoughts and close to my heart. I have never met a more loving person than you.
    Love, Richard


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaw Richard You are always so Sweet and Generous Bless Your Heart and I am Honored to call You Friend You Inspire me always and heck-
      I learn lots~ so YOU have shown me Perseverance~Miss You and hope You are doing well~ Appreciate Your visit and I'll be by Your page to inhale Your Gems-
      can't go without Mental Nutrition
      Keep on being You Precious One


  • Swangrnv gold member
    May 21, 2009
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    My dearest lady..

    I'm so happy to hear/see you back on AP..I am saddened by your condition, but I see you have enough strength and courage to make up for my shortcomings! l.o.l. i am hopeful you will be stronger as each day passes and I caution you not to read ANY of my uhmmm..'temp inducing' pieces, because god knows i don't want you to have that device zap you! but if u find anything esle u may wanna read just please do so with caution..i missed you terribly, and love you immensely!
    welcome back sweet lady...


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaaaw Bless Your Heart and I miss You and Love You for ALL You do and more- heck I can't even keep score
      You bring a smile where if I had no lips- I still would show pearly whites
      Appreciate Your visit also Honored by Your words
      I'll be by Your way for Gosh- it has been awhile
      Oy!!! I better get moving and grooving huh
      You are a Gem~ Thankies Swannnnnnnnnnn
      Wahoooooooooooooooooooo ok lets dance

  • Angelshadow
    May 21, 2009
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    Bless you, Desire.

    -Tej


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaaaaw Tej~ Miss You and hope You are doing Great!!! I'll try to be on more if energy permits but am Honored You visited~ sure brought a HUGE smile upon my face
      Keep on writing and sharing Your Gift~ Bless YOU Sweet One in all You do
      we have much to dance about


  • StarEyes
    May 21, 2009
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    Hi Beautiful!!! I am so sorry you lost one that you loved so dearly.
    You are in my thoughts and prayers daily... I love you beautiful!!!!

    and love

    Nettie


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Oooooooooooooooooooooooh Girly~ we have much to talk about
      Hope You are doing Fantastic~ Love You Loads and Youuuuuuuuuu
      keep that smile on Woot!
      We gotta dance and shake our bon bons in a good way
      Yay!!!! I'll be over Your way to inhale Your words -
      Appreciate Your visit always Sissy~ Kissy Kissy


  • Manda Kathryn Greeters member
    May 21, 2009
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    I am sorry you lost a dear Mother figure darling; you are always in my thoughts and prayers


    Stay safe♥


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      and Bless Your Heart Amanda You are a Gem Hope You are doing Wonderful and Miss You Loads~ I send much Love to You and Your other half
      You both Inspire me
      Appreciate Your visit Precious~ always Keep on being You
      I'll be over Your way soon too Wahooooooooooooooo


  • poetryality silver member
    May 21, 2009
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    You are always close to my heart and in my thoughts and prayers. Get stronger dear heart, stronger and stronger. My Mom just went through three heart surgeries in three months. It's been a task-filled year. I am always here for you. ALWAYS!


    All My Love ♥

    Granny


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaaw Granny I have missed You and hope You are doing Great also
      Bless Your Mothers Heart
      Holy Moly~ she is one brave Blessing Inspiring she is
      I have You in my prayers also Beautiful~You bring smiles in a world that has gone cold in some parts *bow* Love You Precious~ Appreciate Your visit as always- Honored to have You in my Life


  • Naughtygrlred
    May 21, 2009
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    Hey

    I missed ya and i hope all is good with you. Sorry to hear about the loss. Keep in touch.

    Love ya girlie
    hugs and kisses
    Me


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Rhiannon and Miss Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Hope You are doing Great and the Munchkins Love You Loads and heck we gotta get caught up on the shiz nit
      You one of the Bestest
      Stay behaving and time for us to dance Wahoooooooooooooo
      Appreciate Your visit as always


      • Naughtygrlred
        May 23, 2009
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        Hey sweet cheeks, yes we need to catch up, I am leaving to pick the twins up for the summer next month..yay I am so happy they coming home for the summer. But seriously let's get together before then or something. I am behaving just fine and i am happy..seriously happy. I was wondering about ya there for a while...I am glad to see you are back I missed you.


  • Beret55 silver member
    May 21, 2009
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    Hi Babe

    So glad to hear from you. You are an Angel. Our prayers have been answered. God is good.


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaaaw Yes He is and Bless Your Heart Missed You my Friend and hope You are doing Fantastic Thank You for the visit and always Honored to have You here
      You are a Gem~ and certainly make the world brighter...we need more like You
      time to dance now Woooooooooooooooooooot
      I'll be by Your way also to check out Your page


  • JeannieD Hunter gold member
    May 21, 2009
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    Thank you Lord for returning our sweet Angel to us!! Please don't fry yourself! Just take your time and get your strength back. I have missed you and you get back to us some whole and healthy soon.


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaaaaaw Jeannie Miss You soooooooooooooo much and hope You are doing Fantastic I'm happy to be back and taking it slow but when my butt does not hurt from the shock treatment then I'll try to be on longer also
      You are too Precious and Appreciate Your visit always
      Woot! let's shake it fast


  • Callisto Athena gold member
    May 21, 2009
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    Sweet Desire..

    I've missed you so much, your sweet outlook on life, your amazing sense of humor and, always, your splendid encouragement to all of us on AP.. The Creator watches over special people like you, Hon, and always will.. However, let it be said now that I, for one, will NOT be happy should he decide it's time for you to go be with him.. And yes, I know there is nothing I can do about that but let him know my displeasure..
    For I am a greedy soul and want you to be around for a long time, in fact, as one of those 60ish people, I would much prefer to go ahead of you and make sure everything is prepared..
    It's the way it should be you know..
    But until then I will ask Him to look after you, here on earth, in my prayers (with slightly veiled threats, ) each night.. Luv Hon.. Calli


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaw Bless Your Heart and Love You for ALL You do and for who You are You bring a smile when the clouds try to darken and I'm Blessed to have You in my Life~ Hope You are doing Fantastic- Appreciate Your visit
      and always Honor Your Beauty within exuding out- visa versa
      I'll be by Your way and God has been good~ Thank You for the prayers Calli
      You are a Gem- I'll be over
      just need to get things settled Woot!!! Thankies Beautiful!!!


  • Haiku-bless-you silver member
    May 21, 2009
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    Your presence has been missed, I'm glad you are able to send your greetings and an update on the continuing saga of YOUR LIFE! You remain in my thoughts and prayers dear Sister.

    Brother Dennis


    • Desire gold member
      May 23, 2009
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      Aaaaaaw Thank You Dennis and I am Blessed to be here also have You in my Life-
      A smile You bring and a Thank You for being You
      Keep on doing what You are doing
      Miss You Loads *gift* Woot!!! Appreciate Your visit always


  • maralisa silver member
    May 21, 2009
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    aw my friend I am so pleased to hear from you it has been such a long time you have been in my thoughts and ers constantly I am so pleased to hear from you I wish you miracle of good health you will always hold a special bond within my heart I you lots I hope your children are being good and helpful dance* *rock


    • Desire gold member
      May 21, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaw You are so Precious and Miss You Beautiful One~ Hope You are doing Fantastic~ I pray everyday for good health and at least get the health part controlled Miss Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ Woot!!!
      We need to dance more often


  • Darianna
    May 21, 2009
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    MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWA MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWH MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!

    Love you sweet cheeks! xxxxxx


    • Desire gold member
      May 21, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaw You are sooooooooooooo Precious and how are You Beautiful One!! Miss Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
      Hope You are doing Fantastic!!
      Woot!!!!
      MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH right back at ya-
      You are too much


  • kaibab silver member
    May 21, 2009
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    I give you smile from my mountain embrace,
    that pace will hold for many seasons
    were words are warm and blue-sky vowels
    rhyming children dancing lines...


    • Desire gold member
      May 21, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaaaw Bless Your Heart Sweet Friend and hope You are doing well
      Appreciate Your visit and Your words as always
      I finally got myself on here and hopefully can be on longer~ will be by to inhale Your syllables of Wisdom *bow* Woot!!
      I smile wide Seeeeee


  • Cerulean Sunrise gold member
    May 21, 2009
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    It's good to 'see' you, Sunshine.

    Shocked, eh? Does it make your hair stand up?

    Much Love,
    Mark


    • Desire gold member
      May 21, 2009
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      You are cracking me up
      Yessssssssssssssssss it does- I swear I almost looked like Buckwheat one time
      Bless his Heart
      Appreciate Your visit Sweet One and I don't wish the shock treatment to anybody but it sure keeps me kicking- for now I am avoiding the Bingo Halls
      so seniors with the same device don't wonder
      what the heck is up with that youngin'
      Miss Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

  • afireinthisheart
    May 21, 2009
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    A Prayer

    A prayer of love, must be given
    for someone special in my life
    Who's been in my corner there
    who encourages me when I'm down
    So a prayer, for healing goes out
    though we don't know of tomorrow
    With a breath of air in the lungs
    I'm thankful myself, for my survival
    You hold a special place in my heart
    that I'll always be thankful for
    Thankful for support, encouragement...love
    That there is more than a prayer...
    guardian angels do need a reprieve...once in awhile

    missed you...smile and love....David


    • Desire gold member
      May 21, 2009
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      Bless Your Heart my Friend and Thank You for stopping by~ You are one brave trooper and on of my Hero's I value - Appreciate Your prayers and thoughts always Keep on being You~ Woot! Woot!!

  • Solo Wisp
    May 21, 2009
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    frickaseed ... *snort*

    Much Love and Light Bright One!

    s~w


    • Desire gold member
      May 21, 2009
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      I know- frickaseed ...chuckles...
      I almost said BBQ but then many might get hungry
      Miss You Sweet One- My brain will function where I can spew some intellectual words
      You are too much~ Miss You Bunches...
      which means a heck of a whole lot


  • islekine
    May 21, 2009
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    Aloha Dear Lady!

    Wow...life sure has dished itself out to you!!!
    I am sending you love, light, energy, blessings and prayers!!! You have been in my thoughts "where the heck is she?"....and now you will remain..."sending Desire, love, light, energy, blessings and prayers"...hope things go well for you...STAY grounded!!
    Know a lot of people care for, and love you very much!
    Be well...
    Keep the faith...
    and that smile that I am sure is still on your face!

    and


    • Desire gold member
      May 21, 2009
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      Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaw Bless Your Heart Beautiful and I accept the dishing for Heck- as told to me- it could be worse and when the Preacher at Andrea's Memorial spoke of Job~ that reminded me of I have it good compared to that~Wow!
      Thank You for stopping by Sweet One and absolutely will keep the Faith-
      I get shock treatment- cough!
      Plus here You Inspire Me- Woot!!
      so that keeps me grounded even more


  • delightfulmess silver member
    May 21, 2009
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    Love you Hot Momma And I am glad to here from you in any form I have been worried. I miss you but you just take care of you. We will all be here whenever you wish to
    cyber party lol that sounded bad... but you know what I mean hehe...

    Weeeeeeee! LOL


    Love,
    Delila


    • Desire gold member
      May 21, 2009
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      Love You Beautiful and heck I am ready to party ~ I may have to shake it slow because my device will shock me to the Heavens
      but we will have funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ~ Woot!!
      Miss You and it is all good- I still smiling
      and Blessed to be breathing~ plus have You in my Life
      Yeah!!!!


  • Amera gold member
    May 21, 2009
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    you already know that you are loved very much here.


    • Desire gold member
      May 21, 2009
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      Thank You Amera~ Beautiful One and Miss You loads- HopeYou are doing Fantastic
      I'm elated to be back~ You inspire me to riverdance
      Woot! but for now I will shake my toes so I don't overdue it
      Love Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~


  • Harrisham Minhas gold member
    May 21, 2009
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    Hey my sweet friend!
    You are finally back!
    It's wonderful that you are coping up with everything positively.
    Wish you good health!


    Note: Our dance classes need to be revived.




    • Desire gold member
      May 21, 2009
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      Absolutely I hear ya and Holy Moly I'm elated to be back~ Miss You and our dance moves- Gosh we have a lot of dancing to do huh
      You are so Beautiful!!
      Oy I gotta also remember the emoticons~ Geesh

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