dear mr. misunderstood(copy 2)

By spunkybaier on April 18th 2009, late evening.
on topic Things I'll Never Say
kyle-- ill never say how much i loved you. ill never say all the easiest of ways you made me smile. even though you were in a pain so deep, ill never say i want you more than she ever did. three years would have been nothing compared to us. i will never say how you make my heart stutter from just smiling at me once. ill never say how your words made me fly. ill never say that i would do anything to be yours. no ill never say these things, because i am nothing but a freak in your eyes. an overbearing girl who is just yet another heart break waiting to happen. i may not ever understand why you hate me so extremely, but ill never feel any different about you. it may have been too soon for me to express my self, but even as time has passed, and is passing, know that i will and always have felt the same as i did the first time i saw you. you are a strong man, who has endured a great amount of despair and pain. i know that sidnei lied to me, making a fool of myself to you and having you feel that pain once again that she once made you endure. ill easily admit how im sorry i believed her with her practiced poker face. but ill never admit how iv missed you greatly and think of you often. i know you'll never care, but i will always be waiting.