Love

I wanted to rant.
Or try at least...
I am having a terrible day,
and so I wanted to do something
to express my anger,
than what I normally do.
Hah.

Okay.
So.. I know how people say that you really can't love someone until you really truly know what that is?
well thats all bullshit. we all have one life, and i want to live mine how I WANT to.
not by the rules of the people around me.
And about how whenever you think about that someone, you feel like you are going to be sick, and have butterflies, well thats how I ALWAYS am.
And I hate it. HATE it. SO..

I wish there were ways we could just go back and rewind.
If I could, I would do that.
I seriously get so overwhelmed that i make decisions that I always end up regretting
everything.
If you know me, then you know or know a little bit about
what I am talking about.
And you know how you are going to do something really truly stupid, and then a friend or someone says no don't it will always get better?

Well.
Thats also bullshit. Because it NEVER does.

OKay, be back later to write more. And give you an update as to how that subject is going.

p.s(love is so freaking overrated.)