I came to AP a few years ago now. I can't remember the day, the year... But I remember that I made friends. I've grown, and I've changed. Maybe not all of those changes have been good. I'm a little more broken, a little more trusting... But I loved this site for a long time. I loved contests, talking in the forums and meeting new people. But it's been a long time since AP has felt like a home to me. And a lot of it's my fault. Things happened, things people on this site would understand but that I found were too difficult to talk about. I grew apart from my AP family, lost the friends I had made... And sometimes I find myself struggling to figure out how to go back. I miss you all. But I don't fit in here anymore. It's been months since people commented on my work, longer since I've written something I was proud of poetry-wise. So maybe it's time to bow out gracefully.
I just don't know if I'm ready to say goodbye yet.
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