The beauty of you is the term "Beautiful"

Throughout my journey of life, I would say I came across mix emotions of insecurity that might of lead me Downstream to a World where I felt unaccepted in a family or revenge with a family sister. One thing to understand is that this world does not know everyone so therefore many seem to take their outward appearance important to express their inside. If you’re truly beauty you want to make sure all is shown in your face and that people can declare that you are too. Yet when the person feels as if the other person things he or she is not they might be very criminal and harsh which can make them lose their family. Instances happen with me with my sister. She slash out words like ugly an jobless and such which made me feel angry not because of the words but that someone had think that about me and the only way I could express is hurting them since I felt they found my highest value and seem to demolish. As I look back at this I can say that this reason was very intolerable. In recent year behind I would move away just so that I can keep away from her un-expectable Gemini persona. I guess needless to say I would meet back upon my enemy that I had referred to her as. Logically speaking I new that I had to change my confidence. The amusing thing about this was that I had been attracted by a man who was attracted to me and offer to give his number. In many times I have been asked for my number. I can honestly say that nothing matters to a person. Because bringing up my incidence would only have proved that I want to persuade my self-worth which I learned was my intention. As a grown women, I was also the same way thinking she was “ugly” because there was no self-worth in her face” and though a little darker then her I felt a little confused…as to that could be the reason as if skin has anything to do to this. I must say now I realize through my incidence before and after that I have loved myself and my confidence has over-swallowed me that I can say I am attracted to many guys and I am attracted to myself. Now I can say I am in love with my face and I cherish my beauty inside and out. This world has their opinions and I have mines too. It’s not the fact who says what about you because truly that is funny. It is a bout how you feel so you can be happy about yourself and happiness makes you feel beautiful and content. Her opinion does not change how I look because regardless the many men that thought I was pretty or beautiful or the women who thought I was gorgeous had thought I was. Many people compare their self to the same sex or try to find errors to throw them downwards just to pull them up yet a beautiful woman does not look for that because she is secure of herself. Comparison or also not accepted through God. A beautiful face is a beautiful face nonetheless and that is what I have. My anger does not take any thing of me. Loving myself I realize I don’t care what anyone else I think I’m finer then a wine and if not finer. I’m amazing because I’m AURIELLE which is perfection to me. I have token picture as my career is modeling and fashion designing as well as other business values. I enjoy my blessed talents and know that I am blessed. That situation I thank God for making me stronger and wiser. A smart mind, I know that that funny part was I always look fine and she wasn’t. Our skin tone is different yet it’s still a color and its still beauty so therefore I’m full. I was a bit sad because I knew that she was ugly and showing it made me disgusted and wishing that I never act like that.

This does not effect anything thing I soon realize because I will have way to many dreams and I will be living for many years, I’m beautiful and I love myself. Beauty is what people see in you if she could no see that in me nor see it in the proportion of my face lol then she is either not as wise as me which I noticed and immature and the funny part is I found that all her friends seem to look scary to me which a surprise to that criticism. The conclusion of this is that a comment has no value if it is not from God nor from you. I found it very funny that my comment of her was the same and have so many points to back it up with at a debate I would be right. Applauses I learned to never make this happen again. My mission is to find a college. I wish not to see one beauty in her because now it’s demolished. I forgave her and forget. The reason she had said it was because she was standing up for her mother but I felt that she had lied to me and herself as well as God the creator. All I know is I’m concentrating in school and my taste of men are the same. In-fact I find my taste strongly perfect now. Yes the men I like are HOT because I’m smart and I look for value. My confidence is in that the men that I said beautiful things to me but now my confidence is myself because I learned that not everyone is going to say this and that being beautiful doesn’t mean everyone is going to think that due to stupidity reason lol I would say just like with that incidence I though she was ugly the points that I said really made her seem like a waste. I’m sorry and I love myself. AURIELLE is beautiful gorgeous her dreams are also modeling and that’s what she’s going to be. NOW I SHALL LISTEN TO SOME MUSIC. We all have different personality of who we are. Because of whom we are anyone less or that we find a flaw in your personality could make one think less but in my world though beautiful is timeless. When you look beautiful you’re legendary. A scientist in the mind I can say none can go against me. I enjoy doing that and if anyone wants to do that to me bring it on!!!! I guess I didn’t want my own sister to tell me that but I realize who cares? Why do I care? I don’t want to be her in body and even if I wanted too I wouldn’t because the way she acts is the way it seems her face. I want to be in this beautiful brown skin. In a legends body. To sweep against nature and be loved and not think one less of me. For the world to be comfortable and enjoy my sweet beautiful face. Grandma had also told me that when you smile in your presence you make everyone happy. True because I make myself happy.

I didn’t need to look for a guy but to remember that the man is looking for me. So I don’t need to worry about that because with God everything is perfect. That means I love myself outside and inside I‘m perfection hot and the man is looking for me. I never look for a man so what am there to worry about at the end of the day about what one s think of you. Their opinion will not affect the man who is in search of you or the other ones who is trying to get you before he does. The beauty of being calm and not bashing brings more edge and more value. That it will soon attract many more. I must now have a greater amount liking me now I must say from that time. Now with me my strength and my calming persona is a lot more stronger as well as my confidence. I found it humorous at how my thoughts were and seem to be incautiously.