i really fucked up.
and i couldnt possibly think of anything more than sorry because that's all i have to give, but babe i didn't know this was going to be so bad. i cut myself and i know i more than likley i cut you too in the process. but you dont understand i cant even understand at this point how fucking stupid i am. and now all i can do is cry so hard i feel my stomach lunging out at my skin. i dont know what to tell you and that makes me feel even worse, because i know you deserve an explanation but i dont have one. oh god this feels so much worse than if i had cheated on you, and i am so sorry. what am i going to do..please just understand me...please hear me.
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I think honesty is one of the biggest keys to life. Lying is pointless and something that people shouldn't even concern themselves with because honesty is so much stronger. I know you're stumbling on what you should say but maybe that's just it, there's the truth, you don't know what to say. I think you should explain that. It's okay to say "I don't know" some reasons can't be explained and we shouldn't batter ourselves trying to explain or make up an excuse for everything. Do what you need to do and that is speak. Tell him your feelings before he can even ask why and don't let him interrupt you and once you've explained how you feel you can move onto why you can't explain the reasoning. Talking is the best thing you can do.
feel better dear.
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i'm so sorry love.
you can get through this.
i know you can.
you're strong.
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