I am falling apart
im tired of the pills, the cutting, the self hatred but most of all i am tired of lying about being happy. im not.
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Molly!
I know we don't really talk much but I want to help you out. Don't ever pretend to be happy when you're not. That's not fair to you or those around you. Instead of pills and cutting, do what you love: write.
I have had one of those classic hard-knock lives. This is why I write. When I write I let all of my emotions out and it gets everything off my chest.
I know you're a good writer. So, instead of hurting yourself, expand your talent! Whenever you're upset, grap a pen. Even if you have to force yourself to write and you can hardly see the paper through your tears, write.
You are an amazing artist and I want to be able to continue reading your work.
It will probably take a while for you to feel happy again, but that's what happens when you hit bottom... you have to crawl out again and find that light in yourself again.
I know you can do it. So, find a pen and write me something beautiful.
I'd like you to send me a private message when you read this. Ok?
Always & Forever,
The Famous Reese Bailey
P.S.
feel free to e-mail me. I'll always be here for you to talk to. Arms and ears wide open!
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Molly ...
I am so sorry that I missed this. I've been so caught up in life, with the play and all, that everything online has just taken a back seat
. I know everything that you're going through, because some of it I've gone through (the pills and cutting), and some of it I'm still going through (the self-hatred, and lying about being happy).
It's hard; some days, just trying to find that equilibrium that we so desperately need. In my experience, all you can do is embrace the happy days, and whether out the bad ones ... it's bleak, but it's true.
I'm here for you whenever you need somebody to talk to. I think you have my email/myspace, and if you especially need it, I can give you my tele #.
Love,
Zach -
I do not know you, but I am sure we have talked a couple times or so before, and like every body else down here said, it is only you that could stop the pain, it is only you that could bring the joy, happiness back to life, but hiding behind the mask only keep the barricades up and it locks you in. Read My poem and define yourself within that piece of poem. That's all I have to say to you. Define yourself.
Hugs
theburninglegend
I am the Rose
I am the rose that
grew from the concrete
to the sunlight I blossom
I see my hopes and courage
in the strength of my petals
with the sunrise, my soul
profusely blossom and rejoice
to the high skies, I rise
they point their fingers at me
and screaming that I am not
the best patch out of all
but I am the beauty of them all
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hey hun if you ever need to talk im here i know what your going through ive bin in the same situation ur not alone
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and one more thing
sis if your boy doesn't know already tell him and let him help you out more if he really loves you he'll understand and help you through it -
so stop cutting and stop taking the dam pills
that is unless you need them for a medical thing
i mean come on cutting you gotta just think of it as a life style choice don't think of it as i gotta stop or i'll kill myself no just stop because you want to be with your boy
and you just gotta talk about get that guilt of your shoulders so if ya want your little bro with always have an open ear for ya you just gotta write
and also seriously you just gotta want to stop and you have to be determined and you gotta keep calm and if your not happy then sop faking and just show that your not happy
and really i mean it anytime you need some advice about anything that well obviously not girl advice **no girl stuff no thank you** but anytype of advice like now on how to stop cutting affectively just write that question and i'll always answer -
Awe my darling. Its a bittersweet Life. Believe me. You have people here that love you. My shoulder is here, my ears are always open. I love you, we all do.
Its hard to hold up a facade forever, so remove your mask.
Let us in.
let us see the real you.
Sad,angry, whatever it is
Let me mend your cuts
let me rid you of your pills
let me show you how to love YOU again.
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hey love, I'll be praying for you throughout the day and during the night.
God WILL help you, you know you can get through this with His Love.
let me know If I can help in anyway!
God Bless,
Love you,
K -
im sorry your feeling like that sister
if you need to talk ill listen
you need to work through this , but i know you will make it -
I am here for you if you need me. If you need to talk just let me know.
MySpace - www.myspace.com/radicallyunashamed
E-mail - imarevolution412@hotmail.com -
living like that can be very tiring I know..
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