stupid revelations

somethings mean the world too me but nothing too others.
so heres another stupid revelation

Did you know that we never stop thinking or learning from the time we pop out of our mothers to the time we die folded in our hospital sheets. Even after our heart stops beating we still think and learn for another 30 second. I don't know why but I found this slightly depressing.

I'm sick of learning. I wish I could live in sweet oblivion forever and never have to learn anything more. My brain is tired of analyzing everything. Why can't something just be? Why can't silver just be silver? not AU the element that is scarsley found in its pure form.

In other words sometimes I wish we could just be, like a plant. Not all the time of course but maybe if we could just shut off for a few hours people wouldn't come to rash decisions, thinking and learning till they overload.

I'm just saying, sometimes I wish everything didn't have to mean something.