This is me now.

so make me promises girl, the kind i know you can't keep.

I really wanted to write, but my poems aren't coming out to good.
I just need to kinda get this down on paper
well.
or screen.

I'm so confused
it's like people see me and know
hey.
she's gullible let's see how far we can push her till she breaks.
well hunny
it won't take long.


I'm having mixed emotions about moving to canada'
im leaving all my friends
It'll be harder to maintain these friendships
and now i can't get attached to anyone
or else the pain'll increase.

what's that conscience?
you're already attached?

damn.

looks like this is a lose lose situation.
my head kills

I don't know what to do or say anymore
I feel like i'm living minute to minute
cause idk what's going on.
i'm aiming to please
but noone seems satisfied.
and by noone
i mean him.

ok.
don't lead a girl on if you plan on not loving her when she tells you you're amazing.
cause that's just dumb kay.

ugh.

boys irriatate me
i need a car so i can drive my problems away
literally.

hit the lights is making this worthit though.

just a thought.
why do we claim to all these dreams and hopes
when you know
things change
expectationa]s are hard to live up to
but in the end we set them so high
and get upset when they're broken.
we say people are hard to read but god
everyone's so predictable these days.

can i get some variety please?

I'm pretty sick of these familiar faces
the same places
everything.

i need new friends
and new boys to love.