i dont want to write anymore.
because...
there was never anything worth writing about in my head.
im in love with you; words have differant meanings to me but you stayed strict to the structure of what they held to you.
i dont want to write anymore because love was never a good topic for writing, sickness is always there to inspire a variety of new self loathing.
isnt it confusing to you? why are you so damn sure?
i cant stand that.. i cant understand why chaos in the living room is a level higher than the heat on my face.
i dont think i can write anymore,
only because i couldnt find a reason not to.
'all the stars are just like little fish'
fuck. i wanted to say that. why couldn't i say that instead.
'you make motion when you cry'
good lines.
im not into trying to compete with that, and im tired of the lack of self satisfaction within my own lines.
if i cant make myself happy with my writing then what the fuck am i doing it for?
i.d.k.
fuck it.
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writing is the greatest theropy, write to keep the light on at night.
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unlike most other people, i don't believe you should write unless it provides something for yourself. even if you just enjoy the pretty words, there's some personal reason for it. writing is very personal, but if none of it pleases you... then i'd say don't do it. regardless of how much we'd miss it if you stopped, you don't have to prove anything to anyone... even yourself, if you don't want to. and sometimes it's just the pressure of satisfying yourself that makes it impossible. i don't know.
do what makes you happy, and we'll be around whether you write it down or not. : ) -
write for your soul, love.
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the one thing i learned is
i dont write for other people
i dont write wanting "oh that is so awsome"
i write to vent, to explore an expirience in my mind and release any emotions tied to it that could be healthy or unhealthy
just do it for yourself
that is all that matters -
I feel like if I say "just keep writing and it'll turn out fine in the end," I'll say exactly the wrong thing, feel like a hypocrite and a bitch. So I won't.
But here's what I'm going to say:
Stop writing if you want. But you write amazingly well (even this rant could be a poem, I'm serious!), and even if you never pick up a pen again in your life (chances are that sometime, you will), you've written a ton of beautiful, heartfelt, eloquent, amazingamazingamazing pieces. -
I can't write either. :/
But Kendal told me that I should write about something I like. Just write and write. It doesn't have to be good or anything, just write it. Then you'll get your muse back.
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Sorry, I'm probably not a lot of help haha.
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