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slowly losing it

yeah, read if you want, i don't care.......
so yeah, just wanted to say that i'm losing my will to write.....cause to write requires a drive, and emotions.....and they're slipping away from me. don't ask me why, cause i have no idea, but every day i'm becoming more and more numb, more out of touch with myself and my feelings....and the hard thing is to keep putting up this facade, this sense that i'm alright, so no one worries about me.....but i'm not ok.

the world is becoming blury, and it's getting harder and harder to focus on myself and others...


so i just wanted to apologize to those i've slighted in the past few weeks, i'm very sorry, and i hope i can be forgiven someday

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  • Been there, done that... I know how it feels to lose all creative will, have everything just sucked right out of you. Indeed, take some time for yourself to just refresh your body and mind.... The rest of the Devourers eagerly await your return.

    In love and light,

    Laura,
    your fellow Devourer of Darkness


  • princess of my love
    September 22
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    im having a simular problem. please message me if you want to talk... here or i have msn and yahoo. your part of my family and i dont like seeing you hurting.

    love your jacki

  • HiddenByTheDark
    September 22
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    yah I know how it is when you lose that passion to write.. I's ok everyone goes through it and you will get your drive back hopefully sooner then later.. just take as long as you need to recollect yourself or think on somethings.. Go to your favorite place within a drive and stay there for a few hours that might help. Always here to support you

    ♥always Kate

  • xrain dancerx
    September 22
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    *sigh* im srry!!! i was just being a needy person. i shouldnt have said that i would take u off as my bro. i DO love u. but i just thought u didnt want to be a bro to me. i jumped to conclusions. plz still be my big brother!!!!!!
    *hugs* ur sister.