"that's so gay"
"look guys, I'm doing gay jumps"
(as Mike Cunningham "jumps" like a girl.)
Truth be told you...you look like a fish out of water.
"...gay..."
"...gay.."
Ok, do you not have a vocabulary, there are other words to describe something other than gay.
And what the hell is wrong with being gay? Love is love. End of story.
Another thing I don't get about boys,
in sports or whatever,
why do you have to freaking fall dramitacally,
why do you have to like throw yourself on the ground like that,
and then complain that it hurts????
Can't you just...fall down...without the show???
Oh yeah Sophia, talk about me...when I'm right there...
I don't give a crap what you think. But next time, I would be more careful when you gossip....*smiles sweetly*...
And I always feel like an outsider. Everywhere. I'm the one who never has a partner. I'm the one who never has friends in the group that I'm put into. I'm the one who has to slap on a happy face, and try and fit in.
I will never be like them. I never could.
If today was suppposed to start bonds with people in our grade....all it did was make me not want to have to do anything with them.
I'm well aware that these things shouldn't bother me...but if you had been stuck outside all freaking day doing teamwork activities with your grade. You would get annoyed with everyone too.
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It can be frustrating. And boys will be boys.. they're stupid sometimes, the "class clown", but eventually they get past it.. some don't.
I know how you feel with having to slap on a smile all the time and fake it. It sucks. One day you won't have to do that anymore. Hopefully for you that day comes soon, you diserve to be able to be yourself without hiding anything.
I love you sissy.
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Ugh yes, when people use the word "gay" like that it is rather frustrating; and yes, im guilty of doing it sometimes too..
And boys are just.. boys. I guess they wont to have more attention on their selves, who really knows but them..
People talk sissy. They don't have anything else to waste their time on so they talk about other people; they dont care; they dont have a heart like yours. But thats okay because one day they will see how bad it sucks..
The outsider I can totally relate to. I tend to not have partners either. Im not like everyone else- preppy, happy, always smiling, outgoing, shining like the stars.. not me and never will be, so people dont really talk to me or anything, but its okay. Im myself and thats got to be okay with me. People are.. people. All different- some differents are just bad.
I love you loads.
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I don't know why boys do that either, but they would get hurt a heck of a lot less if they just...fell. haha.
I know people talk. And you are right they don't have anything better to talk about then how my lip puckers out when I think.
Exactly. And if they do talk to me, it feels like they are mocking me or something. I'm not good with socail things. I have friends, I guess you could say. But I could never be out there and running around like that. And if I did it I would get made fun of.
I love you loads too.
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