First I simply have to ignore all the bad shiate, leave it for later and tell you more on the positives, meaning mostly the pregnancy hehehe.
So I am as of Thursday 4th September, 12 weeks/ 3 months pregnant
We went to the doctors yesterday, routine appointment to get referral for first routine blood tests and start filling out antenatal card ( family history, info on my weight, heart rate and more etc ) Have put on three kilos so far and have nice normal heart rate lol.
Luckily I have been fortunate to not suffer badly from morning sickness, mostly just nausea and occasional vomiting. Being 12 weeks now, the doctor says it normally goes away for most round week 13... So well why not be happy lol.
Had one so really bad day, nearly had to go to hospital, but it was okay in the end, and now if the vomiting does get bad, not stopping etc, I have tablets in the house I can take that will help stop it.
I had hoped the doctor would have and use the machine they can use to hear the babies heart beat, I knew that it can be hard for them to find it so early on etc, but I didn’t care. I screamed excitement on the inside when after a gentle feel here and there on my abdomen, he got it… took a few minutes but the doctor keep persisting hehehe and it paid off…Matt and I were given that rare chance to hear our babies heart beat, I looked over at him and so had to stop the tears, but yep in the end shed a couple lol.
IT’S THE MOST AMAZING THING, even though I know when I see our baby on the screen I’m sure that will top it.. And then, well holding my baby in my arms will just top em all hehehe
So precious and I know I shall never forget that memory
So now the count down is on big time for the first ultrasound and FINDING OUT THE SEX OF THE BABY
Can go when I am 18 weeks pregnant, so 6 weeks.. I am seriously counting down hehe and cannot wait…
Life has been cruising along well.. Other then no internet, of course.
Matt has been working between four and five days every week… and may soon be moving into another position, as head chef for a pub/restaurant, which he so wants, a chance to move up the ladder and earn more money.
So I shall give you an update on the when I have one
We haven’t bought any baby stuff yet, deciding the wise thing to do is wait till 12 weeks… So yay that’s here now, so I foresee some shopping lol
My Nan gave us a pram, second hand but in very good condition, once I am back on the net etc, I will get photos of these things through to you all.
Matt’s mum is so excited to be becoming a grandmother again, it has been a while as Matt’s sister had her youngest like 15 years ago.
She loves to knit and has already done a few things, blanket for cot, sleeping pouch and jacket. She is so wonderful
Now that winter is over I’m looking forward to being able to take more walks.. Haven’t been taking to many, too bloody cold lol, but have been doing Pilates designed for pregnancy and other stretching, making sure I get outside, sitting in the sun for a while, and well of course housework can’t be avoided forever lol.. But boy it tires you out even more being pregnant.. Vacuum a whole house, do a few loads of washing, dishes and well more, and all you want is have a nap hehe…
So okay now onto the arghh hate it, subject of no internet.
This is the situation… Unless $1000 falls out of the sky, I cannot fix much.. So I have to sit here and wait for them to disconnect my home phone etc. They sent a letter saying it would happen if I ignored overdue payments etc, on the 14 of august.. Well obviously it didn’t.. So I am still just being an ignorant person, who is ignoring them and my phone is still connected to the extent where people can call me, but I can’t call anyone.
So it is stopping me from being able to ring another company and connect with them and get broadband etc.
So like I said either a thousand dollars, which can’t happen, so pretty much I’m still sitting here waiting for it to be done, but losing patience. I miss everyone so much, I miss the calmness, having the net and communicating with everyone, gives me. Life is so boring without it. And well sadly also I haven’t been writing, I guess the only way I can explain it, is I just don’t want to turn the computer on when I don’t have the net. I tried once or twice to write just on paper etc, but well not much came out.
Anyway enough sad arghh talk, I’m over it… But I really do want to be back with you all.. I so really hope it just happens any day and I can be getting it moving, but I cannot say it will happen.
If you have an important message or anything, then please message Margaret Denham, as I talk to her on the phone, she can pass it on.
Hope you are all well and please know you’re in my thoughts and heart…
Till I can touch base again
Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Cind
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Yay so good to hear from you again! Pleased things are going well...lucky thing, my morning sickness was awful! So cool they can hear the heart beat this early, they never used to! Just shows what can change in 15 years 
You'll love it when you see the baby for the first time, tears all round 
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