I am:Confused
I hurt:Because he left me
I love:Him
I hate:Not knowing the answers
I fear:The unknown
I regret:All the drugs
I hope:Everything will be okay
I hear:Music in my head
I crave:Love
I cry:In the night
I care:But don't show it
I always:Crack my toes
I long:To hold him
I feel:Lost
I listen:At times
I hide:Behind a mask
I drive:Away the good
I sing:All the time
I dance:When drunk lol
I write:To release emotion
I miss:The way we were
I search
or myself
or myselfI learn:Through my mistakes
I feel:Every emotion at once
I know:I'm worth it!!
I say:Sorry too much
I succeed:When I put my mind to it
I fail:When I don't try
I dream: BIG!!!!
I sleep:When I pass out
I wonder:Where I'm going
I want:Him too take it back
I worry:That I'll never find a love like ours
I have:A big heart
I give:Everything of myself
I fight
or what I want
or what I wantI wait: For him
I need:To feel strength
I think:Too much
I sadden:When I think of him
I smell:Like Vanilla
I taste:Like candy
I work:At startek
I remember:Alot
I hold:Him in my heart
I pray:Everynight
I walk:A long road
I read:Real life books
I breathe:No More
I said:I'll always love you....
I have:A life before me
I fall:But get back up again
I live:Everyday like it's my last
I die:When I think of you...
NAME-Tasha
AGE-19
BIRTHDAY-March 27 1989
BIRTH PLACE-Hawksburry,Ontario
EYE COLOUR-Hazel
HAIR COLOUR-Light Brown
PIERCINGS-6
WHERE-4 in my ears, belly button, tounge
TATTOOS-Soon!!!
STEREOTYPE-Hate them
FAV COLOUR-Black,Red and Pink
FAV BOOK-Gerald's Game-Stephen King
FAV FILM-Thirteen,Painful Secrets, Augusta Gone, Thin and Shudder
FAV BAND-I love TOOO many
FAV PROG-Family Guy
FAV PLACE-The Beach
FAV MEMORY-A Light at Night with my ex
FAV PERSON-My ex Josh and my best friend Ash
FAV CELEB-Amy Lee and Taylor Swifft
FAV FOOD-Chinese
COKE OR PEPSI-Pepsi
CATS OR DOGS-Cats
MUSICOR TV-Music
LAST KISS-Joshua Arsenault
LAST CRUSH-Joshua Arsenault
LAST BOYFRIEND-Joshua Arsenault
LAST GIRLFRIEND-Chrissy Frappier
LAST HEARTBREAK-Joshua Arsenault
LAST MEMORY-The bus ride from Calgary
LAST WEDDING-My dad's ex's father's wedding....lol
LAST FUNERAL-Pat claude's father
LAST PHONE-I hate cell phones!!!
LAST HOLIDAY- This comming monday...
LAST THING EATEN-Chicken, French Fries and Veggies
LAST THING DRANK-Orange jus
LAST TIME CRIED-2 days ago
LAST TIME LAUGHED-Today
LAST FILM WATCHED-Cheech and Chong's up in Smoke
LAST OUTFIT WOREN-My bikini, a skirt and a button top
LAST PERSON HUGGED-Denis Brunet
LAST PERSON WHO SAID I LOVE YOU TO ME-My mom
LAST PERSON I SIAD I LOVE YOU TO-Joshua Arsenault
LAST TIME HURT-3 weeks ago
LAST TIME DISAPPOINTED-Today
LAST SONG I LISTENED TO-She talks to angel
LAST PROGRAMME I SEEN-That 70's Show
LAST TIME WORKING-July
ANY PETS-1 cat
NAMES-Angel
FAV DAY OF WEEK-Friday
BOOK CURRENTLY READING-None
LAST POEM-The Love We Shared
5 PEOPLE I LOVE MOST:
1.Josh
2.My mum
3.My step dad
4.My sister Amy
5.Ashley
Five things in my head right now:
1.I miss him
2.I'm horny
3.I'm confused
4.My heart hurts
5.BOYYYYYSSSSS
Five things I couldn't live without:
1.Music
2.Love
3.Dreamz
4.Hope
5.Support
Five things I want right now:
1.Him
2.Cookies
3.Pink fuzzy Handcuffs
4.SEX
5.Whipped Cream 

Five things to do before I die:
1. See a great white shark
2. Make a C.D
3. Publish my poetry
4. Get married and have kids
5. Be successful
xox Tasha
