1. I love this emoticon and have the peace symbol just about everywhere.
2. I write a hell of a lot but can't verbalise anything, which annoys a lot of people.
3. I'm getting a puppy soon!
A jack russell named Isobel. Click to see Izzie4. I have issues with numbers. I alway have, but it's ten times worse now. Especially with food and volume. Which is why I'll say a word once or three times, never just twice. (And 1,3, 6, 10, and 15 have special relevance
)5. Everything I own is alphabetically ordered.
6. I don't like geese or hamsters. I'm okay with spiders, snakes, lizards, frogs... anything but geese and hamsters. Speaking of which, my sister got a hamster for my birthday (no, there's no typo)
7. I'm dying to play badminton again. Tennis is fun, but quite frankly, I suck, and I'm decent at badminton at least!
8. I've always wanted a flute. I intend on getting one to learn to play while I'm in uni.
9. I love cows. And VW vans, especially hippie ones. And Oscar Wilde. And Sylvia Plath. And The Rat Pack. And the sun. And cooking. I'm obsessive.
10. I love my piercings, and I'm getting two more in my right ear, and my stomach done. Then it'll be time for a tattoo on my 18th birthday
For many people, from many people, and all that lot.
Just a beautiful song -
From Where You Are
by Lifehouse.
So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us worlds apart
And I miss you...
Yeah, I miss you ...
So far away from where you are.
Standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here...
I miss the years that were erased.
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face.
I miss all the little things -
I never thought that they’d mean everything to me.
Yeah, I miss you,
And I wish you were here .
I feel the beating of your heart.
I see the shadows of your face.
Just know that wherever you are,
Yeah, I miss you,
And I wish you were here.
I miss the years that were erased.
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face.
I miss all the little things.
I never thought that they’d mean everything to me.
Yeah, I miss you,
And I wish you were here.
So far away from where you are,
These miles have torn us worlds apart.
And I miss you...
Yeah, I miss you...
And I wish you were here...
Keep Breathing by Ingrid Michaelson -----(watch)
Storm is breaking,
but I don't mind.
People are dying...
I close my blinds.
All that I know is I'm breathing -
All that I know is I'm breathing, now.
I want to change the world;
instead, I sleep.
I want to believe
in more than you and me.
All that I know is I'm breathing.
All that I can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing, now.
All we can do is keep breathing.
All we can do is keep breathing now.
I Miss You Now by Stereophonics
Okay, so here we go. Let’s talk about me.
I’m Michelle. I’m 16. I have issues, yes. We know that. We’re aware of it. But let me tell you a secret – it doesn’t matter.
♣ “So you think I'm broken? Fix me. Because I'm no quitter. Let's go." ♣
Sometimes we just need something to fight for. Sure, it may not save you every time you need it, but as things go, it’ll be the biggest help you’ll ever have.
To this end, I have my sister. Let me tell you about her. She’s 10 years old, and simply the best. She’s beautiful and innocent, but she’s got a sharp tongue and can be very witty. She’s intelligent, but very few people see this side of her because she’s always so lively and spending her time making people smile instead, especially if they’re upset. As you can probably tell by that, she’s very empathetic and cares for others greatly, and hopes to have a career one day anywhere that can help. She’s aiming for doctor, but we’ll see how long that idea stays. She’s in love with Elvis Presley and Simple Plan. She loves nature. She’s a born performer, and even if she doesn’t get the lead roles, she’s always part of a school production.
"Don't wonder why people go crazy. Wonder why they don't. In face of what we can lose in a day - in an instant - wonder what the hell it is that makes us hold it together."
She’s strong for her age. She hurts more than she should, but she’s incredibly strong. She’s perceptive, intelligent, sparkling… and I’d do anything for her. I’ll often write about her in a sad light, but nothing makes me happier than being with her and seeing her grow.
And that… that is why people never need to worry too much about me. Because I have her.
♦ "I'm not a bad man. I may be the villain in your story, but I'm not a bad man." ♦
OSCAR WILDE = ♥ ♥ ♥
"It talks!"
"Yeah, I know - it's getting it to shut up that's the trick!"
Shrek = awesome."No man knows til he has suffered from the night how sweet and how clear to his heart and eye the morning can be."
-Bram Stoker, Dracula
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times I'm hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
-Marilyn Monroe
-----///\\-----Please
----///-\\\----Put This
---|||---|||---On Your
---|||---|||---page If
---|||---|||---You Know
----\\\-///----Someone
-----\\///-----Who Died
------///\-----Of
-----///\\\----Cancer
Favourite poems:
How to Disappear by Amanda Dalton
The Most of It by Robert Frost
Originally by Carol Ann Duffy
I Am Vertical by Sylvia Plath
Stillborh by Sylvia Plath
The Harlot's House by Oscar Wilde
'In my craft or sullen art' by Dylan Thomas
Burning the Letters by Sylvia Plath
Sheep in Fog by Sylvia Plath
Not Waving But Drowning by Stevie Smith
And from AP:
purple flowers for you by -ButterflyCuts-
Sleeping With Angels by Last Resort Reached"
skinny dress by SurelyWritten
Cocoon by le moi
The Mirror by Last Resort Reached
almost by SurelyWritten
for a piece of copper by And Hyetal
saturday becomes sunday by -ButterflyCuts-
The Mover by le moi
the scheduled remembrance by ArtFullyMe
second chances by blue stardust
Don't Mention It by Sprite
little brown bag by And Hyetal
Throw Around Forever by Chelsea Void
The Pink Slip by LetGetTrippy
This isn't a crash diet baby, it's a lifestyle by Kiss the girl-x
Tell me what you see; Open your eyes, Do you see? by Kiss the girl-x
A haiku with a difference - gimme the gun by And Hyetal
LYRICS LINKS:
Songs you have to check out, for the lyrics and the music:
Acoustic 3 by Goo Goo Dolls
Never Is a Promise by Fiona Apple
Breathe Today by Flyleaf
Sylvia Plath by Ryan Adams
Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional
Places You Have Come To Fear The Most by Dashboard Confessional
Become by Goo Goo Dolls
Amy Says by Flyleaf
Drown You Out by Crossfade
Breathe Me by Sia
Pills by The Perishers is absolutely beautiful. Sad, but yes.
Good Enough by Evanescence (good to have something in mind when reading)
Writing to Reach You by Travis
"Know what's weird? Day by day, nothing seems to change, but pretty soon...everything's different." - Calvin and Hobbes
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"I've gotten used to ignoring them and I think, as a result, they've kind of given up on me. I think that's what it's like with all our dreams and our nightmares. We've got to keep feeding them for them to stay alive." - A Beautiful Mind
HOMOPHBIA IS WRONG
♥ I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
♥ I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
♥ I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
♥ We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
♥ I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
♥ I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
♥ I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
♥ I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
♥ We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
♥ I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
♥ I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
♥ I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
♥ I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
♥ I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
♥ I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
♥ I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
♥ I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
♥ I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
♥ I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most...
♥ - ♥ - ♥ love.
♠
"Actually, it was only part of myself I wanted to kill: the part that wanted to kill herself, that dragged me into the suicide debate and made every window, kitchen implement, and subway station a rehearsal for tragedy." -Susanna Kaysen, "Girl, Interrupted"
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Growing up...
♥ Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card.
♥ Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.
♥ Your perfect little girl talked back to you again.
♥ Your perfect little girl painted her nails black.
♥ Your perfect little girl has lied to you all her life.
♥ Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep every night.
♥ Your perfect little girl dated before she was sixteen.
♥ Your perfect little girl was broken by a boy.
♥ Your perfect little girl has given up on life.
♥ Your perfect little girl had a tantrum today.
♥ Your perfect little girl wants to run away.
♥ Your perfect little girl has no real friends.
♥ Your perfect little girl thinks she's overweight.
♥ Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.
♥ Your perfect little girl disobeys you.
♥ Your perfect little girl hates the world.
♥ Your perfect little girl is hated by the world.
♥ Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.
♥ Your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.
♥ Your perfect little girl...well she's not so perfect anymore...
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"The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are for loving in the present."
- Barbara De Angelis
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"This is another one of them onion things, isn't it?"
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