What Now?

what am i doing?? how am i ever gonna get bak on track???

so now i think to myself...whats happenning am i becoming bitter, a rebel?? how is it that school's almost over...
but it feels like everything's crumbling.....

What now??
im failing at my own life so how can i get it back??
too late for school, there's nothing i can do now i'll just have to pick it up next year....thinkin bout quitin cheerleading... its just gon complicate things next....so much for making the squad.......my GPA suck...i knew i shudnt had fucked up my first 3 years of high skool...dnt kno how ima go to college...

ima have to try to get a job this summer but how am i gon find one... then if i do... when am i gon be able to work and STILL spend time with my hubby...we gotta try to spend as much time as we can this summer..especially since he's most likely gonna have a job and he's going back to college in August...AND THEN....am i gonna be ABLE to work that out wit watchin my sis during the daytime while my momma at work??

It jus feels like everything is goin downhill(except for my love life..thats goin GREAT!) its gettin hard out here.... so im just asking

WHAT NOW???