wow theres alot of stuff going on... you probly don't want to read this it's just me exploding and trying to releave stress
why can't people just except that me and jake are just friends? everyone is making a freakin big deal and now his girlfriends mad at him because this chick i hate so much is saying stuff... gahhhh i just want to throw bricks at her so bad... she's getting people to try an beat him up but he can't fight back because he's on probation and will go to juvee if he does... but these people just wont leave him alone he didn't do anything to them... uggg this is stressing me out its been going on for the last 2 or 3 freakin weeks... i know its stressing him out to and he doesn't need that... so here i am screaming at the freakin computer trying to releave some of the this stupid stress before i blow up... it's never going to end... today when i walked him to his moms work he was in a really good mood and then she just had to go and tell his girlfriend stuff... ;aijfdf *screams so loud the windows break* im not aloud to cut anymore and that was one of the best ways to free myself from this major stress... my friends care and dont want me to and i'm glad they care it just means somebodys there for me... shit my dads out of prison as of 4 days ago and i didn't even get to talk to him... i just realized that... and my grandma died not to long ago i can't get her out of my head... i love her so much... starting to fail school again... and theres just so much freakin stuff going on i can't get away...
