It's been a very long time since I've been here. Other than to check to see how AnnD and NurseChilly have been. Life becomes chaotic when you don't stop to think about how you've been doing since you were last in a single moment in time.
Last I remember really coming here, I was still living with my mom and grandmother. Ever since, I've moved so many times, it's hard to keep track.
New York with my first love, how I wish that had worked out, but at the same time I'm glad it didn't. I wouldn't be where I am today, but that's jumping too far forward. I was there for 6 months, had a job but left because the place was next on the list of gas stations to get robbed... and they were robbed one night when I would have been working and I would have been evil and a smart alec and gotten shot, so not a good idea to stay.
After that, I lived with my ex's parents for a month while he prepared for Afghanistan. He dumped me on Valentine's day but that's okay I was moving on anyways, I knew it would happen. I lived with my best friend for another month or so, then I got with another guy... yes, bad idea... rebound guys suck....
Two months later we were engaged even though we were fighting constantly over the same things over and over again. 10 months later, I dump him. Mind you, we're living in an apartment together, I'm the only one with a job and I can't pay the rent and get food with a part time, minimum wage job. But I get screwed out of a place to live by him, a job because I have to move outside the city into a friggin entry way and I get to work at another gas station, but I got to meet my current fiance there.
A little over 8 months ago, we find out we're expecting... really really expecting. It's scary knowing there's a tiny creature growing inside of you and you don't believe in giving them up but you don't want one in the first place. 8 months of pretty smooth riding up until the last 3 weeks. Itching like crazy while you sleep and you have to cut off your nails to stop yourself from peeling off skin... really sucks. Anywhom, 10 days ago, I had a c-section and had a little boy, Vincent Albert. 6lbs 5oz 19in. Looks like the only thing he got from me is my nose, poor guy... got the one body part I got picked on with the most. Otherwise I have nothing new to say.
Peace!
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