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Assertion File

Welcome to me
I got this idea from Heather (column), who got it from Kate (column) who got it from someone else who got it from anon.

I'll add to this sporadically.


Jan 11th.
Asserted Truth #41: I come from a broken home.
Asserted Truth #08: I don't think it changes me in the slightest.
Asserted Truth #17: I find it almost impossible to write when I'm around my father.
Asserted Truth #56: [#08] But every now and then I do honestly hate my mother for leaving.
Asserted Truth #32: I collect masks (and recently got two direct from Italy).


Jan 13th.
Asserted Truth #39: I can cry for hours in response to a book.
Asserted Truth #47: I often disagree with my own opinions.
Asserted Truth #81: The real world petrifies me.
Asserted Truth #23: Every now and then I get scared of the dark.
Asserted Truth #65: I'm terrified I'll end up as nothing more than a suit and memories.


Jan 14th.
Asserted Truth #86: This is addictive.
Asserted Truth #42: My best friend died when I was 13.
Asserted Truth #79: Same year my cat died and my dad and step-mother got divorced.
Asserted Truth #28: I leave bits of poetry everywhere I go.
Asserted Truth #50: It's impossible for me to see myself ten days from now, let alone ten years.


Jan 15th.
Asserted Truth #68: I was born on Friday 13th at 1300.
Asserted Truth #40: I want to get a tattoo of T.S. Eliot's quote "This is the way the world ends, not with a bang but a whimper".
Asserted Truth #36: "The Poison Tree" by William Blake makes me laugh.
Asserted Truth #95: BDSM fascinates me.
Asserted Truth #27: I love to people watch.


Jan 16th.
Asserted Truth #74: I cried so much after reading "Before i die" by Jenny Downham that I couldn't breathe.
Asserted Truth #88: I used to take anti-psychotics and anti-depressants.
Asserted Truth #59: I frequently imagine being in a fatal accident when I'm in a car/on a bus.
Asserted Truth #93: I find it soothing.
Asserted Truth #11: My mother was only just 18 when she had me.


Jan 18th.
Asserted Truth #04: I want someone to call me a liar when I said "I'm fine", just once.
Asserted Truth #53: I think that serial rapists should be executed.
Asserted Truth #83: Without Chantell's essays I wouldn't know nearly as much as I do about BDSM, I owe her a huge debt of gratitude.
Asserted Truth #22: I think 'love' is an overused word, but I use it more than I should. (Contradiction? Who me?)
Asserted truth #34: Funerals are a tradition for the living. They disgust me.


Jan 19th.
Asserted Truth #91: There's something remarkably attractive about bruises on cheekbones.
Asserted Truth #25: This is surprisingly therapeutic.
Asserted Truth #70: Will & Grace is one of my favourite shows.
Asserted Truth #84: I'm a sucker for movies that will make me cry. I'll watch them over and over. (Masochist? Never!)
Asserted Truth #43: Alice's Adventures in Wonderland & Through the Looking Glass... are two of the best books ever written.


Jan 23rd.
Asserted Truth #21: I've discovered writing poetry that's too literal makes me seriously uncomfortable. I hide behind metaphors.
Asserted Truth #76: Left to my own devices, I'm nocturnal.
Asserted Truth #94: To date I've only written about 10 erotic poems but I've been told they're pretty good.
Asserted Truth #15: I love the feeling of pins and needles
Asserted Truth #55: I really like make up artistry, when I have time (and money) I want to do a course or two in it.


Jan 29th.
Asserted Truth #63: "Closer" by Nine Inch Nails makes me bite my lip.
Asserted Truth #48: Some days waking up is the scariest thought imaginable.
Asserted Truth #87: There are only two nightmares I've ever had that will stay with me for the rest of my life.
Asserted Truth #31: I fear being raped more than I fear being killed.
Asserted Truth #29: The idea of giving up control to someone is both terrifying and intriguing.


Jan 31st.
Asserted Truth #46: I'm a sucker for a good cup of coffee.
Asserted Truth #61: I can hide almost anything behind a joke or a smile.
Asserted Truth #03: I use to cut myself.
Asserted Truth #24: It had nothing to do with the pain (or whatever bullshit the shrinks and attention seekers are saying), it was blood, pure and simple.
Asserted Truth #73: I lived in New Zealand for a year.


Feb 13th.
Asserted Truth #98: I wish I was someone else.
Asserted Truth #51: I feel sick right now.
Asserted Truth #67: If I like a song I'll listen to it on repeat until I'm completely annoyed at it... then listen to it again.
Asserted Truth #30: One day someone elses opinions will mean everything to me and the next I just won't give a fuck.
Asserted Truth #52: Being numb both scares me and makes me feel safe.


Feb 18th.
Asserted Truth #37: I just re-read this and I sound like a whiny brat.
Asserted Truth #90: My dream home is a cottage or a church.
Asserted Truth #09: I want to visit England and Scotland.
Asserted Truth #62: If I could do my life over I would.
Asserted Truth #49: "No regrets" is for people who haven't lived.


March 4th.
Asserted Truth #57: I realise I'm fortunate for what I have.
Asserted Truth #82: I still have one grave to visit.
Asserted Truth #96: I've always been the "level headed one" and sometimes I hate it.
Asserted Truth #45: My head is never quiet.
Asserted Truth #20: My relationships have been with people, not genders. I suppose that makes me bisexual.

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  • Rainbowgasm
    June 28
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    "Asserted Truth #91: There's something remarkably attractive about bruises on cheekbones."

    It's nice to know that I'm not the only one.


    ~Princess of Shadows~


    PS: "Asserted Truth #43: Alice's Adventures in Wonderland & Through the Looking Glass... are two of the best books ever written."
    Amen. I have the one that was published in like, 1889. I love it. =]

  • Naridill gold member
    April 24
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    #09 - Ireland?

    #49 - I have no regrets. I mean, I have fucked up a lot, got fucked up a lot and also been fucked - in many ways than imaginable. But no regrets, it's what makes us more than emotion. Is growing from where we are and have been.

    #82 - At the moment, I do too. My fathers.

    #20 - I suppose that makes you human
    The decent kind

  • Naridill gold member
    February 17
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    I have no regrets
    & I have down some down right fun, insane, heart breaking, regretful things...

  • one dismal day
    February 17
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    You are extremely intriguing.

  • DLC-Jem gold member
    February 15
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    "Asserted Truth #31: I fear being raped more than I fear being killed."
    Having been the victim of rape it is far worse than death, it haunts you for the rest of your life. Even now some days I think death would be a good idea.

    Kudos friend x

    • Naridill gold member
      February 17
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      I disagree - if it was worse than death - than you would be dead.
      You can live, learn and grow from all experiences - not death though.

  • Naridill gold member
    February 14
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    'Asserted Truth #30: One day someone elses opinions will mean everything to me and the next I just won't give a fuck.'



    [& put that on repeat]

  • Naridill gold member
    February 12
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    & for honesty.



    I lived in New Zealand for 4 years - I was born there




    • Friday gold member
      February 12
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      Really?

      • Naridill gold member
        February 12
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        yesim


        I also used to cut myself
        And have more scars than you can imagine.
        Also #31 - experienced one but I still don't know which will be worse.

        • Friday gold member
          February 12
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          It's the scars that bug me.
          There's only so many long sleeved tops you can wear in summer.
          The ones on my legs are easy to cover up.

          • Naridill gold member
            February 12
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            I like scars - I think they are beautiful - there is actually a girl - who is a model on AP - mainly erotic and smexi pictures but her name is 'Scars' & wow - she is so beautiful.


            So don't cover up your past

            • Friday gold member
              February 12
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              Some scars remind me of things I'd rather remain forgotten.

              • Naridill gold member
                February 12
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              • Naridill gold member
                February 12
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                Me too - but that's what life is about.
                It reminds you not to trust people & gives life to your body.

                But we also have to get comfortable with them first
  • "Asserted Truth #43: Alice's Adventures in Wonderland & Through the Looking Glass... are two of the best books ever written."

    OMG, I just got a 1889 first edition of the two books in one. *drools*
    I'm completely obsessed, too

    You're such an interesting person (and I mean that in a good way). We should get to know each other more hope you're doing good hunny
    Jeanette*~

    • Friday gold member
      January 25
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      I have a copy that my mother gave me about a year ago with the two books in one but it doesn't say what year it is.
      • Darn >.<

        I'm a sucker for collectables Especially when it comes to that

        • Friday gold member
          January 25
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          I'm just a sucker for Alice. And masks... and dragons...
          but I've read it cover to cover god knows how many times and it doesn't say a year anywhere
          • Dude, I've read that book so many times I could recite it (I'm sure you could, too )

            And by the way, your new default is awesooome! You're beautiful darlin'

  • Vashman
    January 24
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    how do you work out what number goes with what? or is it jsut random?

  • Naridill gold member
    January 18
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    Will & Grace

  • Naridill gold member
    January 15
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    My mother was 32 I think
    And #88 'used'

    I am off to read #74 hopefully.. if I find..

    • Friday gold member
      January 15
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      Oh poo
      Who needs spelling this late at night?
      #74 is seriously worth the read... but have a box of tissues on standby.

  • Naridill gold member
    January 13
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    Not scared of the dark - but whats in the dark

    & another cause they're cute

  • EvilKate gold member
    January 11
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    Heh. I kinda had a mask collection as well! - just not one that should have been collected. I second DD ... creepy!

  • Naridill gold member
    January 10
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    Ohhh... masks.. creepy
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