what i think about love and questions on it.
why is it when a guy knows a girl is truly in love with him and would do anything for them that he enjoys playing games with the girls heart and seeing her hurt, and enjoys making her cry? that is the most fucked up game in the world. u see i had a boyfriend for 2 years and he was my heart, my soul and my everytihng. i loved him inside and out and thought he was great and perfect for me. despite all the fights and things that were said and the things that he did i still kept coming back to him because i loved him. if he was all sweaty from work, or had nothing on, or was sick or has just woken up, he was atill handsome looking to me. I would do anything for him cause i loved him with everything i had. he kept fucking with me over and over again. how can he do this to me when he knows i cared so much and was the only girl that ever did? its so hurtful to hear a guy tell u he dont love you and he wasnt even attracted to u and that hes seen better looking girls than you. my heart is breaking and i dont know how i can survive this. he was the first i truly loved and cared about, we hung out all the time, 24.7, we worked togehter and went to school togehter and lived 5 minutes from each other. for two whole years!!!! i dont know how i can ever be ok. leave me comments on this if u wish to.
