HI! first, a great big thank you and a hug to all of you that have, in one way or another, expressed concern over recent events in my life. I have been a bit vague about it to all but a few, but would like to share what has happened with everyone, so as to let everyone know.
Vic, my belovèd hersband, has suffered with depression since puberty. This is the main reason he is disabled. Add to that issues with back pain, poverty and insomnia and it can become extremely difficult. At times, he has serious bouts that are essentially mental breaks.
This is one such a time, that started when his youngest son, Lance, was arrested although it is not anything truly serious, (we were able to bond him out that same night, thanks to my youngest son, Matt paying the bail).
The details are not very important, but lets say that it is somewhat like dealing with a person with alzheimers (no he does not have that). He is like a zombie that cannot care for the basics for himself. Daily care needs to be assisted, and I do mean ALL of them. Add to that the insomnia and the fact that there are some further bizzare behaviors. Like that he kept trying to unclothe and walk out of the room that way *giggle* !
(ok there is some hindsight humor to it yes, but it can be unnerving at the time).
My greatest concern was during the times I had to sleep, but our sons helped out with that a great deal, although they all had a glimpse of things they would rather not *rofl*.
I can say that he is, fortunately, most of the way back now, although with some residual of the strange behaviour ( mimicing actions like eating when nothing is there)
Add to this that my teeth and my back have decided to complain... LOUDLY and well, I have not been in the best of places in my life right now. Strangely, I found that returning to play DiabloII at times hepled a great deal! I think it is the killing stuff that helped with my frustrations in this and other things. All said, I again thank all of you that have been concerned and assure you that I am still here and coming back, if not as much as before.
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I shall hold you in my thoughts and prayers. 
Jeannie
