I went to the beach this past weekend with my family and in the process got to ponder the first part of my year and all the things that have been both postitive and negative.
one of my very good friends and one of the best boyfriends I've had, told me that " I knew everything and that I know everything and that I got what I wanted."
That is not what I ever wanted to be. not ever.
I thought about all the bad decisions I made in that situation and released my feelings so to speak to the blessed ocean...
I hope that in everything I have done to that one person...that maybe someday...
we will speak once again and he will understand why I was the way I was. I was very sick...but now...I am clean and better.
I see the world with a new look and I think the beautiful and lovely water and God for that very fact.
Maturing is hard
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