Just A Day In My Life

Either he took pity on me or just wanted me gone. Which is worse? I'm talking about my 5th period teacher; I guess when he decided to focus on me and looked dead at me and my eyes telling everything that I didn't.

High school is almost coming to and end for me, I'm happy about it. I also didn't make it overdoses, addictions and sucide were holding me back from what I truly wanted in life. Freshman girls remind me of myself when I was that age carefree; that's what I wish I could go back to. I'd scare myself If I could see me now as I was then.

And what's high school without regrets, I regreted not taking the time to establish what I really wanted and going after it, I regret letting the words and actions of others control me and turn me into something I've never thought I'd become.

This feels like I'm just ranting on, I really needed to clear somethings for myself and get my thoughts together. That's the reason I came on ALLPOETRY right now was for that purpose.