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i was kinda depressed in 9th grade and thats when most of my poetry was written...i cant really write about happy stuff but i have a few in there. i currently am at Teen Mania's Honor Academy till august '09. i love life, even though this will be the most challenging year so far. i love my friends, they are what keep me here. i love Jesus with all my heart. i plan on being a missionary in Africa when i get the chance because i want to feed people. i love my family and miss them so much. i have the best little brother in the whole world! im not the typical girl, i like cars and sports and couldnt care less about dressing up, and crying over nothing. i dont look like who i am so dont assume. i love hardcore music and i shop only at abercrombie =]

my music...well i like alot of stuff i guess but mainly screamo and some punk/alternative. he is legend, angels and airwaves, my chemical romance, the beloved, haste the day, norma jean, UNDEROATH, as i lay dying, blink-182, boxcar racer, taking back sunday, from first to last, the postal service, death cab for cutie, brand new, the spill canvas, showbread, kids in the way, bayside, dashboard confessional, hedley, sum41, straylight run, aiden, avenge seven fold, atreyu, bleeding through, it dies today, the all-american rejects, slick shoes, hopesfall, the chariot, emery, august burns red, dead poetic, the red jump suit appartus, say anything,
job for a cowboy, all that remains, bleeding through, as blood runs black, parkway drive, i killed the prom queen, emmure, liferuiner, symphony in peril, blessthefall...
something for hollywood(<--check them out on myspace or myspace, the lead singer is totally sick!!!!!) and way too many more to list...

i love cars and sports. i would have to say my favorite car is the bugatti veyron. the faster the better. i dont really like kit cars, i like the expensive ones! my dad buys and sells cars all the time so i have had some pretty sweet ones. viper, hummer h1 and h2, 911 twin turbo, 911 carrera, cls500. i had a 2008 toyota camry se...but i took a corner too fast and totaled it =[ (RIP my baby)...and for sports i like football, hockey, basketball, gymnastics, and soccer. my favorite college football team is deffinitely ohio state!!! pro football would be the detriot lions, yes i know its a shame but im a loyal fan. hockey would be the red wings. they are the best and always will be. basketball would be the pistons. these northwest team are just way too good to be true! gymnast would be dominique dawes. and i dont know about soccer...favorite team would probably be north carolina womens team.

i havent always lead the life i should, but have since turn from my youthful ways. i rededicated my life to Christ and it is the best way to live; i've tried it all. you really cant beat having a permanent friend who will never love you any less, and is always by your side!!!! yea, you may look at my poems and stuff, and think that im too dark, and that couldn't be a christian, but i MOST DEFF am!! my favorite Bibe verse is Psalm 25:4-8" Show me the path where i should walk O Lord; point out the right road for me to follow. Lead me by your truth and teach me, for you are the God who saves me. All day long I put my hope in you. Remember, O Lord, your unfailing love and compassion, which you have shown from long ages past. Forgive the rebellious sins of my youth; look instead through the eyes of your unfailing love, for you are merciful, O Lord. The Lord is good and does what is right; he shows the proper path to those who go astray." God still loves me the same whether i'm writing about flowers or death!!! well, thats about it...the rest doesn't really matter i guess...but if you have anymore questions, feel free to ask...i may answer; i may not...





fav lyrics:



God himself is coming home to say

I, I can do anything

If you want me here.

And I can fix any thing,

If you'll let me near.

Where are those secrets now

That you're too scared to tell?

I whisper them all aloud

So you can hear yourself. -angels and airwaves



i've come to reallize how quickly life can be compromised. -sum41



do you care if i don know what to say?

will you sleep tonight? will you think of me?

will i shake this off, pretend it all ok?

that there's someone out there who feels just like me, there is. -boxcar racer



even the best fall down sometimes.

even the wrong words seem to rhyme.

out of the doubt that fills my mind,

i some how find, you and i collide. -howie day



the pain has a bad reaction, a blend of fear and passion. -angels and airwaves



my heart is yours to fill of burst; to break or burry, or wear as jewerly. whichever you prefer.

-dashboard confessional



dont waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head.

i miss you, miss you. blink-182 my love



take a look at me, cause i could not care at all;

do or die, you'll never make me.

cause the world will never take my heart.

you can try, you'll never break me.

i want it all, im gunna play this part;

i wont explain or say im sorry

im not ashamed, im gunna show my scar.

you're the chair, for all the broken

listen here, because it's only... -my chemical romance



i should have turned back, i should have known better,

than to walk away defeated.

i'll say it tonight, i'll say it forever,

and this time i really swear i mean it. -angels and airwaves



and all i need to know is that i'm something you'll be missing-taking back sunday



truth is, you could slit my throat, and with my one last gasping breath, i'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt-taking back sunday



when all is said and done,

will we still feel pain inside?

will the scars go away with night?

try to smile for the morning light,

it's like the best dream to have;

where everythings not so bad,

every tear is so alone... -angels and airwaves



so don't call me with the compromise. hang up the phone, i got a backbone stronger than yours.

-avril lavigne




me:

height:5'7''



body build:skinny



weight:107 lbs.



hair:brown and curly



eyes:green with brown freckles



ethnicity: puerto rican , irish, german, english...



fav animal:my cat, Big Kitty



fav food:bacon, doughnuts, and Ben & Jerry's ice cream



unique thing about me: my middle name, Valentine



religion:christian



fav quote: real love isnt an emotion, but a decision to serve and to sacrifice. -Ron Luce

i guess its a mild form of teretz...lol ; & "or whatever"



lucky #'s:23, 3, 7, 37...



fav color:green



anything else...idk...i cant think of anything else you would need to know...









have a nice day!



Abortion is Wrong!!

Month One

Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of
your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your
heart beat is my favorite lullaby.



Month Two

Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home
though. It is so nice and warm in here.



Month Three

You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want
you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad
too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.



Month Four

Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a
lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my
fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it
too.



Month Five

You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?



Month Six

I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it?
It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No .
. .



Month Seven

Mommy, I'm not okay. I'm dead, how could you be so mean? Why didn't you want me Mommy?



Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak.