I guess, for a while, I've been wondering this world all alone. People are with me, but I''m alone. People want to love and care and be there, but I just walk past them. My world is that of a small, lonely, dark world.
I know I should destroy this world, and start anew. But for some reason, I cant...I'm scared to mess up, I guess...I need help, but I dont want it.
And this is the storm going on in my heart, inside me. Outside...I dont know what poeple think of me.
Lately, I think I've been getting more and more edgy. Lately, in the past 2 weeks, I've seriously considered just walking away from the world I live in. From my family, my house, my 'friends'. Each time, I was in the car, at it would've been easy. But something's held me back. I'm not sure what. I tell myself it's because all my money is at home. I tell myself it's because my computer and mp3 player (my escapes) are at home.
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I know I should destroy this world, and start anew. But for some reason, I cant...I'm scared to mess up, I guess...I need help, but I dont want it.
And this is the storm going on in my heart, inside me. Outside...I dont know what poeple think of me.
Lately, I think I've been getting more and more edgy. Lately, in the past 2 weeks, I've seriously considered just walking away from the world I live in. From my family, my house, my 'friends'. Each time, I was in the car, at it would've been easy. But something's held me back. I'm not sure what. I tell myself it's because all my money is at home. I tell myself it's because my computer and mp3 player (my escapes) are at home.
Note: The background is NOT my artwork. I take no credit. If you like this picture, and the style, go to is: http://isaiahs.deviantart.com/art/Turn-and-face-the-strange-118605771
Note 2: All the pictures over my poems can be found on Google, Photobucket, or Deviantart. They are not mine unless I myself say so. I take no credit of the pictures.
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- I'm a amethyst understanding poet for 26 comments.
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, and quote is "Alil grumpy". - I am a 15 year old girl from California (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm probably at school or doing school related crap..
- I have 26 comments, 16 poems
My Poetry
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Left to rot in this horrible waste
Abandoned -
For, what is life without death
What is light without darkness -
For death hath taketh
the lives of thine love-ed
