i know you had a tough year all the first times doing things without ben so many tears fall so silently and unseen when you try to hide your feelings around your family then you get the small amount of people who think you should be dealing with your loss the truth is you cant say goodbye to someone you love when the where taken from you so quicly a mothers love is like the ocean so many things go in to that ocean and are kept forever i hope the tree is growing well on the grave between your dad and beni hope you have got a sign from ben in his way letting you know hes fine god has him in heaven but know one will ever beable to steal him from your heart for
he will always and forever belong to you there my time is coming up as you so lovinly remembered you know what that felt like so you know how im feeling stephen has given me strength to do alot more in my life he would never forgive me for giving up on life so i say to you dont give up on life live it for ben a life that he was not happy living life is to short cindy and dont put off till tomorrow what you can do the day when your head says no let your heart win it over my friend will be back to check on you all my thoughts and love go with this message love evelyn
well cindy just a wee word to say hope you are well at this time hope the new year wasnt as hard as you thought it would be and things have settled down abit in my thoughts always evelyn keep strong and always safe all my love xxoo
on Aug 12 2009 02:10 AM
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